Lost a little

I say it again

Sorry mate I lost my focus

I need to endure my journey 

As it feels a bit like hocus pocus.

I want to be left alone now 

Your opinion is so right,

I need to stand back and chill

Reflection to turn into surreal.

I am angry 

I do not want to let go

I am killing inside, 

but that’s okay I will break again to survive.

They hurt me mate 

You know how that feels?

I write these great words to relax

You are right about one thing, and that’s the facts.

How are you?

Hi Jason how are you today?

I am fine just a little angst

The past has hit me 

I feel resentful and riled

This will take a little while to let out

Leave me alone as I want to shout.

I enclose my thoughts

I want to be left alone

I have people who care 

But I want to lash out and flare.

I have been hurt 

I can’t help that stain 

Leave me be as the anger has returned 

I want to be left alone and turned.

Turned into a humble being with no anger attached 

I need to focus on the lord 

A place where I am detached from angry thoughts 

A time where the past needs to rest 

I am sometimes distant, that’s for the best.

Look at me!

It’s kinda funny

People that I love say my poetry can slash your wrists,

I think of it of more provoking and artistry formed

A module of desire and a little bit of a norm.

Gods gift to me to release forthcoming words

A state of art where the spirit meets the heart

And love for humanity is where it starts.

The words appear and form a paraphernalia of text 

A deluge of language tried to be put into perspective 

A humble language and balanced selective.

Look at me, do I not do the functions you do

I have a gift to write with meaningful text and humble heart,

Look at the world as it stands 

A forthcoming of the beauty we all about to stand. 

Apart and healed

Learning to evolve 

Breaking can lead to a heal

Learning to move forward 

Encompasses a humanistic deal. 

Crying, working out the change in life

You know what to do

Yet with the glass half empty 

And learning to move on 

Despite the tears of niagra falls 

You learn to become strong.

I never thought I feel like this 

I never thought the outcome could become bliss

I miss me more than you know

I reaping the challenge to want to grow.

Knocked down 

Yet my heart needs to mend 

Love you my humble spirit 

I deserted you once before 

Now I am elevating and trying to soar. 

You look above

You cannot lose your focus on the lord

Despite what others may think 

We look to the skies and avoid go blink.

Stay focused, and stay righteous

and stay strong humble and stay blissful. 

My eyes are focused in heart 

Never let your eyes capture the distance that is part

Never be jealous and never be lose your humble streak

Neverlose sight and never lose the event to name that you weak

Stay with love

And stay with humble ties

Learn that people do care 

No ulterior motive meant 

This is from the words god sent 

Every moment

I write not to judge but to express

My love for life is my friend and peace

Chaotic surroundings have their place

I do not need to be a nomad in what I face. 

I do not belong to a world that does not care,

Yet I need to be strong for my brothers and sisters 

And those who do not like me,

From that character building I can accept a plea..

The harmony of glory

Always has a story to bite

I am not scared of life, just the unknowing 

I brave a new path to confront and ensue 

Better than taking on the world, and later on feel blue. 

I will always love and always care

Even if I take things in a wrong way 

I face the correct road in my harmonic stay.

Jason Andrews 

5th April 2018

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Pushing the past away

Difficult to forgive 

Difficult to forget

Contriving words from a Christian 

We are all on a spiritual mission.

Sunday I have issues 

Not really, just a little tried

Resentment kills 

You just need to let go and confined.

Easy said than done 

But if you hit a brick wall from these feelings attached 

You won’t know how to cope 

And feel helplessly thatched. 

Letting go is something so hard 

Even I have my pains 

Yet through strong prayer and love of god

I don’t feel the word hate 

A waste of time, as I leave in gods fate. 

Jason Andrews 

4th April 2018

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