You are here today…

​I won’t give up
But some days I want to call it a day, 
Yet God gave me this life, so now… I shan’t throw it away.

I have tried to take my life twice
Each time God said: “No it’s not your turn.”
Some people worried about me, some gossiped about my desire to ‘call it a day’.
I just wanted them to leave me alone, saying: ‘I just don’t want to be here, so do the decent thing and go away.’

I won’t give up now
I still suffer low moods which sometimes I can’t comprehend from where they arrived.
I know today, I speak to the Samaritans, these guys are angels and they shall keep you alive.

Look for the light
And if your can’t see it, make something up to keep you here today
Tomorrow cannot be controlled… so please… brother and sister… remain here and simply stay.

Jason
2nd August 2026