Thank you…

Struggling to find a way through

I need faith in God, that’s not a clue.

Understanding the reasons where there are challenges which keep us alive

From the moment you pray for hope; and that you are able to survive.

Thank you Lord for the friends that came to the rescue,

Respecting peoples kind intentions 

And the freedom of inner and humble reflections.

Thank you for my friends; you provided me with love and warmth to feel secure

Looking for that opportunity which is just enough, and not too much more.

Thank you my friends 

God has brought us here,

I can focus on the next move as faith removes the fear.

Jason

1st December 2023

I am here waiting for you… my son

I love you son

I know you are not far,

Holding my hand through the channels of each gazing star.

I love you boy

I am here watching you every second

My love for you is rich, and often beckons.

I love you my son

Every step of the way, 

You are always in my thoughts, that feeling shan’t go away. 

I love you my child

You are my child through the son of man,

I love you and our family, from that’s where I humbly stand.

“Love you Dad… Anthony”

Jason 

31st November 2023

Releasing grief

I can still remember you…like if you are still here

The tear falls down and you need a hug to share,

Lord hold me tight, I know you want too

I am still figuring out the pattern and the imbue.

I miss him

My best friend,

the Lord had to taken him, for that I can transcend.

His wit, his laughter, the way he reacted

A buoyant soul, as he never retracted.

Loyal to a fault 

Humble as can be,

Yes there were flaws, but isn’t that inside of us to see.

I am simply missing him, yes, that’s right? My Dad

A beautiful human being, I am pleased to have truly had.

“Miss you, you git…. X”

Jason

31st November 2023

Not knowing where to turn

Pray to God if you are unsure

You are his after all, as your appearance may come across as demure.

Day to day the prayer achieves a win

A win you least expect, as long as it defeats the cardinal sin.

Be patient with those who are patient with you

You may lose yourself in the mist, but refute to feel blue.

Turn to God, it’s the only way

Tomorrow brings us happiness, which through the eyes of the Father shall stay.

Jason

31st November 2023

Be patient with others

Learn to be patient for you and those you love

This is a message for me too, as sometimes I do not shove

So pray from the place that you find you are, 

God is humble rejoicer that comes as close for you or afar.

Listen to these words 

We have all said what which I am about to mention before,

Lord I do love you, yet this world faces many trials 

And overcoming impatience does take quite a while.

Be kind to you

And be kind to those that you love,

The prayers are forever transcending 

God is holding you close, and patiently mending.

So be kind to this world

Even if it’s struggling what’s taking place day to day,

The prayers are always with us, as that moment of humility needs to stay.

Jason

30th November 2023

Love only love

The prayer is there

Love is from God, and we all ought to share.

I love you more than you know

Caring aligned with kindness, as we all need to grow.

Love is kindness 

And kindness show’s tremendous about of love,

Heaven shows many moments of hope 

And prayers shows beauty, despite the challenges dangling from a fickle rope. 

Thank you God you are our king 

You bring us goodness through humbleness 

and kindness through insightfulness.

Jason

30th November 2023

The sun is shining through a prayer

The light is out

The cold is here,

By God’s grace there are always option for prayers

Others shall accept you, others may not care.

The temperature is cold

Yet the light is glaring,

Focus on God, love him with all your might,

This is focus and there is humbleness that’s so bright. 

Sorry you have been through this struggle 

Times like these you need is a a hug,

People who you think would be there through your troubled times and that lug.

Humbleness in light

Humbleness in peace,

Love of God is eternally holding 

Blessed and beautified and unfolding x.

Jason

29th November 2023

Yes… I love you

Yes.. I love you

That’s through the almighty king.

Don’t feel alone at all

There is goodness fro, what we can dutifully bring.

Yes life has its ups and downs 

The struggles are in the mist,

The beauty of others is a blessing to accept

The highest of love is God’s gift, which is perfect.

Don’t be scared, let’s him in

You are his after all, no time to delve in that other thing ‘sin’.

You are here one minute, gone the next

He is my friend dear Lord, 

The ones’ I choose to care

Thank you for the prayers, when the blessings are everywhere.

Jason 

28th November 2023

We shall pass each other

Moving forward we all know is key

Family and loved ones, despite the hurt; where one day you’ll be set free.

The road is long 

The path is not entirely straight,

There is a time to reflect, and a time to lead towards fate.

The road is humble

The path has set its way,

Yet we keep praying, as the emotion inside shall harmoniously obey.

Thank you Lord, you are the one who humbly keeps me at peace

As I choose the next step precariously, 

And hold on with prayer through gregariously

The time shall pass, thank you God for you are holding me near

There is you to now focus on, as vexatious haunts has nothing to fear.

Jason 

28th November 2023

Praying and staying

Praying each day 

Helps to defeat the devil through a spiritual lift,

Its essence is magnificent, and a blessed gift.

I Love you my friend

Praying for you when life go through turns,

Not knowing what to do next, avoiding inflictions from prayers you discern.

Days are there for prayer

Humility to manage through the guidance when the Father is there.

He wants you to open up

He wants you to leave him with the battle, so you no longer feel disrupt,

Tomorrow is a fight but you shall achieve through him

The devil has already lost this battle, he was never your next of kin!

Jason 

28th November 2023

The first poem of the week

It’s always hard to release through an array of words

A set of a word pattern releases, and humbleness once it’s heard.

I write these words, which are inspired by God

I have friends whom I love, and they love me

It’s through you Father through where I ought to be.

The words are humbling 

The words are in place,

How do these words manifest? It’s through the light and the embrace.

Thank you Father, these words offer hope and truest form

The world as it stands right now, is through a humble love through many a storm.

Jason

27th November 2023

Praying today.. just the start

Holding onto the light

Pray and stay with me,

Holding us together, The Father has set you to flee.

You are my direction Lord

You are the only way,

Humbleness with an almighty prayer 

Bringing you towards, the Father is constantly there.

You start by saying: “Can I pray for you?”

Lots to do, yet it’s the Father who gives you free will to stay or simply do.

Stay here Father

I need you more than ever,

It’s the surrender of Faith that delivers you, and it’s not because you think you are clever.

Jason

26th November 2023

Struggling with this condition

Lord I do struggle with this

I want you close and rather you did dismiss

Dismiss? This condition of course 

Sugars plummeting low 

As there’s moments I prefer not to show.

Good bye one day, I’ll like to say to this diabetes strain

Humbleness I rather contain.

Stay hopeful there is light 

The balance of insulin isn’t what I see as bright,

Yet it keeps me alive, I will say that

Pray to God for a cure, for the time hope is where it’s at.

“Living with type 1 diabetes”

Jason 

26th November 2023

Busy life’s

What can I say?

A life so busy but then all of a sudden to it suddenly stops,

Looking towards new opportunities, heaven is what you have already look to have got.

Times are challenging 

Speed is part of this madness we face,

Let’s stop for a second, leave the chaotic ones’ to work out their haste.

Noise is part of this busiest of times 

Prayers are required when love is the hope we look to define.

Thank you God, our eyes are open wide shut 

There is always a challenge as well as a ‘But’.

Thank you for the love and thank you for my life

The wonders of this new chapter we are about to unfold

Thank you for calming Father, there are plenty of moments to become.

Jason

26th November 2023

There for you brother

God spoke to me 

He asked me to reach you,

You were their for me when I dared

I know you are a brother who has always cared.

So as these words are directed to thee

Praise the Lord for what we can see to free.

Brother, you are loved and protected as times when you face a wane

You shall pull through this and have plenty to gain.

Brother I am their for you

It’s through the Lord’s word there is ample of love from these times 

I am holding you brother, as calmness and prayers are refined.

“For my brother Nick x”

Jason

25th November 2023

Tired today….rest all the way

You work hard and possibly reap the rewards

The fact is that you are reaching towards God, that is always towards.

Today you look for light

But clouds are possibly in the way

Allow God to move inside you, he’ll have the final say.

He is your protector 

The one who delivers you peace,

There is a turn of humble fortune, the one who doesn’t provide you the least

Stay humble 

Stay with him all the time,

If you refute, he accepts that 

But more often than not that isn’t where it’s at.

Jason 

25th November 2023

Despite what you think?

Despite what you think!

Despite how the weather makes you feels,

God is love; and he has you today, 

look to the skies, there is hope to avoid dismay.

Life wasn’t going to be easy

Life will face its ebbs and flows,

God is love, like I said before…

Look to the promises which you shall have galore.

Remember you are good, actually great for what shall be,

There is goodness in balance, God has a path he wants us to be.

Love is kindness 

And kindness holds your reign, 

Prayers are directed towards you, God is the lead for us to sustain.

Jason

25th November 2023

Rest and love

Rest and head towards thee

There is hope inside your dreams, now just simply take a breath to be.

Rest for God, and work when he tells

The harmony of hope is a direction to embrace 

Glory to God, he says when it’s the time and the place.

Rest your eyes 

Love with all your heart,

Humble your presence with joy

Glory and passion for which you can rejoice.

Rest and imbue

The place we long to be,

Heaven is our calling, surrender your heart to Faith as you shall eventually see.

Jason 

24th November 2023

I’ll stay with you

There are times of every year

There is so much you can fear,

Yet I am here Lord, with a delicate tear.

The world is challenged with hope

We need to stay tight with love… avoid the slope.

I am holding you close

Lord you are the almighty, 

through the land of what is taken lightly.

You cannot leave God

He is there through thick and thin

There is a truth through Faith, that overrides sin.

Jason

23rd November 2023

Learning and praying

Todays prayer….Bless each and everyone of us

We work through this life day by day,

Questions are always looming, yet it is the prayers that are held and never in the way.

Today I will pray for you

Meaning I care and want you safe, 

Nothing is secure during these audacious times 

Politics not well managed, the word ‘instability’ comes to mind. 

Today’s pray is a lift

As I relay these words to each of you, 

I am praying with all my heart, the defects of the devil doesn’t have a clue. 

I love to pray, it’s a release and spiritual fight 

God is our key and our light, 

seeking a solution where there is an answer that lifts each of our sight. 

Jason

22nd November 2023

Hoping and growing

What can you do when others don’t think highly of thee?

This what you should do, stay with God, his forgiveness does set you free.

The heart can face a difficult challenge from time to time 

Seasons shall face their struggles, 

as you may fall in the trap as well as a puddle.

You shall fight

And one day you shall see the light,

Light which comes from the source

The deluge of humility through an enlightenment of remorse.

Love is love

Light is hope

Growing is the way forward to repair

Love God first, he is always there.

Jason 

21st November 2023

When the light arrives

There are days where you are looking towards something to arrive,

Actually simply pray, you’ll soon feel alive.

There is love waiting, accept it is yours to cherish

Refute the devils attack, he rather you go and perish.

The Father loves you everyday

There is hope in this belief, the other fickle motive shall make you stray.

There is love 

And there is light,

The prayers heading towards you shall release fight.

God is love 

And love is from God, 

There is no better feeling than his approving nod.

Jason

21st November 2023

When the devil attacks?

You could one minute feel alright 

Then he just appears,

Who? The devil of course! He lure you towards any thrills.

You shall feel awful, and may want to pick on others 

This wasn’t the idea my friend; not for your sisters and brothers. 

A struggle can be devoid in warmth

Where a love for others refutes any form of taunt.

The devil won’t win

He knows that he can’t,

Praying and defeating his desire

Shall release you, when he hasn’t got a chance to hire.

Jason 

20th November 2023

How many can I write?

How many poems shall I write?

Actually I am speaking to God, often in a spiritual fight.

Facing trials and tribulations for what is my next move

Looking for answers to questions I pose, from a place I could lose.

Fighting the battle I have day to day

Asking the Father questions, as he only knows the way.

Speaking in fellowship

Speaking to find the light, 

Often in the mist of a torrential fight.

Seeing mental health on the rise

Should this be happening in day to day,

The last few years has seen many a dismay.

Lord, I love you 

Every step of the way, 

May the heavens open, as my tired eye look to you in what comes what may.

Jason

20th November 2023

We all need to ask questions…

We all have questions that many of us won’t be able to answer

The humblest of the truth shall remove that garish chancer.

Life has been tough

Pushed from pillar to post,

Controlling others through your own will

Shouting out, asking what’s going wrong?

Lord it’s you where we all belong.

The prayers are holden

They do not stray,

I need the faith of the Father, as the lead towards tomorrow conjures another day.

Thank you Lord, you are strong in the light that we see

As long as we prayer every day, the belief inside of us shall simply be.

Jason

20th November 2023

Dear Lord… you were right

Dear Lord, you are perfectly right; nothing is perfect

Yet through your son, you have taken me on and you are humbly worth it.

No point looking back, just go forth

It’s easier said than done, therefore I shall retort.

You hold me close, despite how often I push you away

I am remaining humble from now on Lord, I urge you there is a place for me to stay.

You surround me with Angels

To refute any political rife,

I am protecting myself, through you Lord I have this spiritual life.

You were right Lord, all of this time

I humbled my heart by releasing these tears 

As from now on Lord I can see you without any heighten fears.

Jason

20th November 2023

Blessings to all

Thank you God for providing me with hope

A quest, a travel and an entirely different level to hold.

Blessings for each of us 

Each step of the way,

I am holding onto the Father, my head is where I shall lay.

Thank you Lord 

You light my path to see,

I bless those I love wholeheartedly, from there I can simply be.

Blessings are honoured 

Blessings are part of our quest,

It’s simple sign where Jesus is best.

Jason 

19th November 2023

Staying humble

Ultimately we find our way

Trip and stumble, God has the final say.

Thank you God, you have always been here

Looking this way and that

The answer you give is comes at the drop of a hat.

Thank you Lord, some days I am lost

I don’t know where to turn….then your answer came; through the son man my belief has retained.

Lord you do protect our souls

As we prayer and surrender

Love you wholeheartedly, the humbleness of defenders.

Jason

19th November 2023

When I prayed

When I prayed

It was for you,

I didn’t do it for me, I did it to pursue.

When I saw the light

I know others perhaps couldn’t see,

I am not aggressed anymore, I just want to be with you Lord….thee.

Yes, there were times I wanted a fight

I was angry dear lord, yet you had the overseeing might.

I want your humbleness and my parents wisdom

Yet it’s through you Lord I see words relayed 

Don’t feel unruly, and avoid to become dismayed.

Jason

18th November 2023

Looking over you

Title: Looking after you

Yes, I am looking over you

Caring and sharing as I am now at peace with God.

You are on this journey as I shall keep out an eye

Yes, I am ‘96 today, but I am not ever going to say goodbye.

“Levendi mou” I love you so much,

Held and protected by the Lord 

Here is my hand, not anyone else’s foreword.

I love you my child

I am here to stay, 

It was once said: “I am not a ‘was’ and remain an ‘is’,

Levendi mou I can see you right now, so there’s plenty to humble yourself and for you to endow.

I love you…

Everyday I know you think of me,

These times I am in heaven, the place you and I shall stay, as well as be set free.

“Happy birthday Auntie Eleni x love Magtha”

Jason 

17th November 2023

It wasn’t suppose to be easy

It’s been said, these past and present struggles we faced

So read this and keep up with the pace,

Life wasn’t suppose to be easy

You face the trials at the time just before your breath becomes wheezy.

Doesn’t mean you can’t be kind and humble

So look to the future before you take a stumble.

We all make mistakes, that’s part of life

Even if you make the same mistakes again,

Stop, reflect and pray to the Father, whose mercy shall resends.

Yes, there shall be struggles 

There will be hope when the storm calms down,

So learn from the struggles and refute to drown.

Jason 

17th November 2023

You said to me….

Who said it will be alright?

Actually we are caught in fickle and spiritual fight.

We stay with wisdom

Which we lose from time to time, 

yet you are the one who is in the ascendency of their prime. 

So we take a step back

That’s where humbleness is placed, 

The haste of impatience serves no greater embrace. 

Your time is here 

Please do not fear, 

Stay patient and truly kind, 

It’s more than patience, which most of us are struggling to find.

Jason 

17th November 2023

Life’s answers

We may receive good advice

Kind or indifferent to feel attained,

There is peace with God, where there is a lot to maintain.

Life’s may provide you a parent with wisdom, or one who is severally direct 

The fact of it all, it’s humbled when it’s worth it.

Life’s full of questions, a conundrum of what’s right and wrong

It all may end with a song, where philosophically is the place the answers do belong.

The fact is, life has many questions,

Places you will find but don’t know how to treat

There is a question at the end of it all, dear Lord looking forward to the day we do eventually meet.

Jason 

16th November 2023

A day at a time

Title: A day at a time

Worry?

What for?

Today is here, what could you do any more?

Stress? Pray before you start that feeling 

It’s hurtful I know, but humbly revealing.

A day may turn out okay

Sunny, cold or mild you shall find..

Peace with God, that’s a day you should imbue and deliver what we all should mind.

Relax and try not to delve into politic satire

There are wind up merchants around us, they do eventually cease up and conspire.

Jason

16th November 2023

Finding you

There’s no clue, the Lord DOES exist,

Pray with all your heart, there’s not a moment he shall miss.

He shall find you, that’s a guarantee 

He is the light through the darkness,

The calm before the storm

An emulsifier to arid negativity that shall be torn.

He will love you endlessly 

A champion in the corner which you fight,

This can’t be done by man or woman alone

It’s he, the Father, who’s sitting on the throne.

I pray for the person seeking these words

Bursting from the hips, where struggles cause a manic disturb.

Love with prayer

The light shall arrive,

Darkness is simply a moment from the place the Father does surprise.

Jason

15th November 2023

Finding you

There’s no clue, the Lord DOES exist,

Pray with all your heart, there’s not a moment he shall miss.

He shall find you, that’s a guarantee 

He is the light through the darkness,

The calm before the storm

An emulsifier to arid negativity that shall be torn.

He will love you endlessly 

A champion in the corner which you fight,

This can’t be done by man or woman alone

It’s he, the Father, who’s sitting on the throne.

I pray for the person seeking these words

Bursting from the hips, where struggles cause a manic disturb.

Love with prayer

The light shall reach,

Darkness is simply a moment from the place the Father does preach.

Jason

15th November 2023

My brother thank you

Brother, thank you for your prayers

Thank you, as I love it when we exchange stories, 

as the Lord’s Prayer shall reap its glories.

Brother, thank you..

You are humble and so caring,

I pray for your health and spiritual baring.

Brother, bless you from this is where the thanks is relayed 

You are a child of God mercifully, his heart in your spirit has dutifully stayed.

Brother, thank you for my brother Lloyd

A humble servant, and wholeheartedly respected

And from your spirit is wonderfully perfected.

“To my brother Lloyd”

From your brother Jason.

Jason

15th November 2023

Midweek

Midweek 

The end is almost there,

Working hard possibly? as your dues are the one to care.

Midweek

The start of the week is now left behind,

God has this pattern worked out, as the challenges ahead are seeking a divine.

Monday, Tuesday and now Wednesday has arrived here

Have you prayed today? You may require God to help you steer.

Thursday and Friday have yet to come

Praying endlessly, it’s the Father who has humbly overcome.

What have you done to reach this stage?

The future is yours, now enter onto the next page.

Jason 

15th November 2023

Diabetes day

Yes, another day to celebrate 

Diabetes day it is,

Lord please get rid of this condition, which I rather happily dismiss.

Lord, you NEVER gave me this grief 

My pancreas stopped producing insulin through the red cells in that area,

‘The islets of Langerham’ which the secretion is called, and the aim to inflict a deluge of hysteria.

It’s a struggle day-to-day,

Temperament is required to manage the struggles you may have to confront 

Whereby, struggles are aimed to be humbled to be perfectly blunt.

Day to day our struggles should be educated and not dismissed 

I pray to God for a cure, that’s on my bucket list.

“Celebration of Diabetes day”

Jason

14th November 2023

The smile does come along

Smile

Love God first, that brings a smile to my face

Not this political satire, they have nothing to trace.

Smile

Yes it’s raining and looks dim,

Looking to the skies 

And not the blindness of goodbyes.

Smile

I love you,

I don’t know your story 

Pray to God he shall protect you with his glory.

Did I say smile?

Yes I did,

It’s a loving word, the frown I rather rid.

Jason

14th November 2023

Happy Diabetes day 

Memory Lane

I walked down Dad’s memory lane 

Something to relish and from now I shall continue to retain.

It’s the first birthday he is now not around, 

I feel my heads in the clouds yet I feel I need to keep my feet on the ground.

I visited Hoxton square as well as the street

As well as ‘Monica’s church’ and the school across the road 

Thank you Dad, there are places I now want to enter into the zone.

Yet doing this served me well;

Drysdale street he would often mention,

The beautiful soul are memories of retention.

Miss you on this day that we celebrated every 52 weeks,

You are still in my heart, and yes one day we shall spiritually meet.

“Happy birthday Dad xxx love you.. you git😂”

Jason

13th November 2023

Relaxed

Just chill

Simply relax,

Learning to wake and start to ‘do’

Warming the blood inside the veins; therefore I am ready to face life’s many pursuits.

Relax

Chill and reflect

Some people can’t be calm, as they may need to be held,

That’s where prayer steps in, especially from the moment I have surrendered, and felled.

A day God has held my hand

Not sure what the day has in-store,

Thank you God, I know you can protect me a little more.

The day works through 

Where the time never leaves, 

Prayers are key towards any start of the day

I know when all is said and done; all shall be okay.

Jason

13th November 2023

Timing

We rely on time to love

We rely on time to learn,

We rely on time to earn

And then pray for time reflect and discern.

We learn to grow

Rely on time to exude,

We move forward to grow

And if required, take your time but don’t become too slow.

Time is precious

Time is releasing,

Time is humbled for all to find 

Time is cherished and can be seen as also kind.

So wait,

Don’t go too fast, find your way

Be around positive people, those who shine a light

This is God’s timing, he has already prepared you for a spiritual insight.

Jason

12th November 2023

Let me see?

Let me see? Those words which are often said

Sometimes manifest into something, which is often moved into your head.

Mean what you say

And say how you feel,

Politically correct? Possibly not, then this could be surreal?

Tomorrow is a day you look to achieve 

Finding facts, but ultimately it’s God you need to believe.

You find a way, as the answer is not yet discovered

Breaking down the facts, without drama entering into the mix

Humbling your heart and learning how to fix.

Jason 

13th November 2023

Common sense out the window

Walking with your phone in your hand

Well… I am sitting in a corner on my own writing these words,

Only leads to tripping on the curb.

Common sense, that’s all it is?

Am I being rude? Not really, speaking honestly without any dismiss. 

The balance is there 

The mind needs to enter into that light,

just like it was before, 

walking through the streets, without head banging.. anymore.

So what was I saying?

Yes, putting your phone in a safe space without it being abused,

Those LED lights ruminates the mind 

Yet in theory it can procrastinate and make you confused, well, that’s what I find😎.

Jason 

11th November 2023

Sitting here in silence

Sitting here in silence 

With the world passing you by,

Love is your driver, as you don’t need to know why.

Sitting here, working out my next move

Will it be a good day? 

Or shall I pray to get into the spiritual groove to stay?

To speak in your mind to the Lord,

Asking questions, which encourages the mind to become alive,

Loving whole heartedly on this path we all ought to thrive.

We look to stay calm 

And find the answers from the clues, 

Sitting in silence does humble you, from the light we seek for, and the avoidance to choose.

Jason

11th November 2023

Just for one day to be in heaven

I know we will ‘ALL’be tried;

Judged by the Father whose in our hearts 

Yet for just one day I would like to feel how heaven truly starts.

Would it be peaceful?

Or a party that won’t ever stop?

An aridity of pessimism shall be no longer, 

A stable feeling that shall make you righteously stronger.

One thing for certain you will feel constant love 

And that the feeling of humbleness is where your feet on clouds shall raise you to floating above. 

The world have no arguments 

Just a balanced debate, 

I pray for you all that in heaven is your blessing and guided fate.

Jason

11th November 2023

Travelling through

It’s only time until we take the next step

The passage is spiritual and humbly reset;

So the struggles are there to overcome 

the passage maybe long, as you shall feel a sense of being numb.

You find a way

Exude the fear and the dark,

Face the battle to the light when you start to embark.

Travel, find your way

The son of God also the same,

No home to turn too, yet disciples did eventually came.

You look on this path

All struggles overturned,

The light is diminishing one minute and not the next

The travel continues, as the love we see shall be set.

Jason 

11th November 2023

The eyes open…

It’s that moment when change takes place

Call it a ‘law of attraction’, the time things calm down through little faze.

You look for something to change 

And it’s God’s timing that always suffices,

His love for you is overwhelming and it’s nothing you’ve done which compromises.

So when the day is love 

And the day imbues joy,

And if that isn’t taking, then please pray,

There is hope in the Lord, which opens light today.

Look towards today

There is hope and there’s light,

If there’s something you want, don’t hurt, just love the fight.

The fight is spiritual

It has a start and a end,

But as long as you pray with love through your veins

The blessings shall show through a belief in the reigns.

Jason 

10th November 2023

Missing you

You just have that moment a song, a book or even a word said,

Miss you,… you old sod, why are you not saying: “good night” instead?

My tears fall down, I rather those waters stop

But you Mr A Andrews, you have captured my heart… such a lot.

Yes, we all need to go, we are not here forever and a day

It’s just that moment of wanting my Dad, why did you go away?

You cracked me up with the outlandish words you flamboyantly shouted,

An array of gibberish, but I didn’t care because he was my Dad,

It’s obvious I do miss him, and ann exceptional lad.

Tomorrow I shall be much calmer,

As his memory lives inside of myself, and all that he knew,

Love you Dad, THAT MUCH in my heart, forever inside you continue to grew.

“Missing my Dad, Andreas Andrews, my friend and Dad”

Jason

9th November 2023

Love wins

Black, white or yellow

You look to the stars where Love has always brought delight

No race can overwhelm, as love wins this fight.

You can overrule love through narratives said

God has long ago sent out this message, the other vexations surely need to be laid to rest.

Stay real 

Be open and fight to win this ’Love’ war,

People struggling to accept others; surely how can this become at all bore?

Love wins over hate, race and demonic messages relayed

Stay with the hope we should love one another, God’s word shall always be obeyed.

Jason

9th November 2023

Trying to sleep

Trying to sleep

I can’t keep at all still,

Lots on my mind, as I am aiming to find ‘what’s the drill’.

Trying to relax and simply close the eyes

I am not into this poetic story, nor do I need to be surprised.

Trying to remain still 

Holding back from uncertain thoughts,

A sense of maturity is prayed for and no other haunts.

Keep me relaxed dear Lord

I am unsure what the future holds,

If this is halfway to the end, then please.. go ahead and allow this journey to continue to unfold.

Jason

9th November 2023

Sometimes you just need to say: ‘Goodbye’

They say family is for life

Actually it’s God who has that judgement call,

Family can potentially disappoint you, so be prepared by them is to ‘perhaps’ possibly fall.

You can love them

But more likely shall lose their faith,

Talking from experience, I have sampled sometimes a bitter taste.

I am pleased to say ‘goodbye’ 

It’s the only place to keep me sane,

Getting into unnecessary refutable discussions has caused myself to embroil into a difficult constrain.

These words can sound harsh 

These words can also become true,

If others grow into their selfish needs, then it’s God I prefer to imbue.

Jason

8th November 2023

Midweek

You start the this week

But soon the weekend arrives near,

What have we achieved this far, or is there anything to fear?

We look to the week

And there seems a promising road ahead,

There is an angle you may see through, an opportunity laid in its bed.

The time is precious 

That is so prominent for what we see now,

Then we do take risks moving forward, a danger that is possibly frail.

Take this moment

Reflect..and try not to look back,

As long positive words are said

You shall now try to move forward… and say the final words: ‘well said’.

Jason

8th November 2023

Today you are humbled

We look towards today

That is all we can do,

Looking for an answer, that’s the next path we can go and flew.

Today you are blessed 

I pray you see the light,

Seasons are temporary if you allow the devil get his claws

There is a moment of contemplation, through an often gasping pause.

Today we believe 

It’s a good place to be, 

Even if there are struggles in the mist

There is a pray in your direction, through the words that are not bliss.

Today you are held

You are never felled, 

Concept of thought, only the Lord can be the one who has told you to be yelled.

Jason

7th November 2023

Stay with the moment

Believe it…we have all lost our focus

Gone of the rails

Whereby, losing our place

Not knowing where life gone, when we should look to embrace.

We have been there

So don’t beat yourself up,

Or allowing others to do it for you,

Personally they don’t have a clue.

It’s all about love

Not about the payment you think you can retain,

Hope is God’s want, a humble stance to sustain.

Say goodbye to people ‘that’ you think will support

When truly it’s for me, ,myself and I;

Harsh words I know! But preventing for you to cry.. 

Jason 

7th November 2023

In order to believe

We have all made mistakes

In the past or at the  present time

the humbleness is best and imbued through a refine.

We take our time 

We and do try to make it work

The goodness is glorious 

And never allowed as notorious.

The past shall not last

And the debt has been paid,

The glory in front is a wonderful gift that’s laid.

Stay humble and sweet 

The fight shall lead to a retreat.

Tomorrow will bring a new day 

Stay humble, don’t go away.

Jason

6th November 2023

Love is God’s gift

Keep me out of politics 

Keep me out of angst others portray,

I rather remain humble and avoid arguments, that doest elevate my mind, or keep that at bay.

Keep me away from hostile people

The people who say ‘for arguments sake’,

I need rid of those who stir the need to harm,

I love God first, that’s my ultimate charm.

I want to keep myself away from aggro 

A place where people bicker for monitory gain,

I live in a world of love to cause understanding 

Not this nonsense of word misuse that’s so withstanding.

I suppose we need to stay calm and chill

But people today don’t have that concept, so where is their drill?

We need to see love and a balanced mind

Not to make everything a drama, that to myself isn’t kind (that’s what I find).

Jason 

6th November 2023

Welcome a new week

Welcome to a new week

Plenty to workout and plenty to seek.

You look to a new day

A day that shall start and eventually fade,

You fathom the highlights to remove the shade.

Things may have changed

Or things may have stayed the same,

As long as you say your prayers, the day shan’t become at all lame.

So enjoy what’s in-store, like I said there’s plenty to do

As long you stay prayerful and humble, the light shall ignite the waiting clues.

Jason

6th November 2023

An Angel coming home

Look after our Angel father

She left too soon as far as I am concerned,

There are prayers heading this way, from where wisdom is, that shall be discerned.

Thank you for your protection

Thank you for showing extreme loving kindness,

Thank you for your calming presence, and avoidance of any earthy blindness.

I hold thanks for the warmth you brought us each day

I thank the Father for the warmth that shall protect us humbly today.

I thank you Lord for taking this beautiful Angel home

A cherished love I shall never forget, as her children possess the Angels and never be kept alone.

Jason

5th November 2023

God is there

You pray

You learn to hold faith,

Some say it’s within you

It’s the Father I rather hold onto, that’s what I ensue.

The prayers are real

They are there every step of each of our path

God is fighting the demons that haunt you, that’s why the devil’s lie is a wrath.

You move forward 

You learn to find a humbleway,

Then all said and done you say: “Ahh my God”, then a pray begins to stay.

The fight is God’s to deal

You look to passages in the bible, a live book I find, and it’s so surreal.

God is there all the time

Protecting those you love, and those that you pray afar,

The hope comes from the battle, where the Father is to bar.

Jason

5th November 2023

Some things are not meant to be

Some things are not meant to be 

The stages of life will slow you down, that’s what I can honestly see.

I am not saying ‘give up’ or that kind of thing

You are looking for solutions amidst the politics, which is often placed on a string.

So you begin to slow down, and then take a chance and let things be

You are not conceding defeat, that’s only for God to see.

These seasons are set to try us

The thumps we taken on the chin, 

Heaven is with us solely, the eternal living we are about to bring in.

Jason

5th November 2023

Today’s society

People rush

People now speak so quick,

Balancing lives we require

We need to get out of this influx of mire.

People will bump into each other

Due to hasten speed, 

Can’t we take our time anymore?

Or those who lack patience shall become forever sore.

Patience we mostly lack

Or you hear those words:

“I don’t have the patience for that”

But we have the impulse like a crack of a bat!

Take your time 

Relax, and chill as money doesn't need to take over,

It’s your time in prayer we need to hold

Rather than this angst of speed, the devil has scold.

Jason

5th November 2023

The time is here

You just never know what life has in-store 

sometimes you ask for less, and perhaps some occasions you crave for that little bit more.

You look to God at times when you were in a muddle 

especially in an awkward situation, which started when you were part of a promising huddle.

So life comprises of all heights, shapes and sizes, 

and to be honest lots come across in many surprises. 

You look to work through the situations which arise

And you pray to God that you want to compromise. 

So love today 

Relish what you do have,

Humble your heart first, and peak when you start to feel glad.

Tomorrow is a day which looks after itself when it eventually comes,

And when today ascends, 

we begin to follow and then transcend.

Before anything is done, pray to God first, 

The marker is to hold all things together,

The day will flourish through love and joy 

The memories rekindled when I started at the time when I was a little boy. 

Jason 

4th November 2023

I was waiting

I was waiting sleeping bedsides my beautiful dad’s bed

A moment to say I love him again, for the cherished moments we all have fed.

Yes, we did fight 

Bickered, that sort of thing…

He was my friend,  person in the 1960s who frequently singed.

Don’t get me wrong? We fought like tooth and nail,

Yet in our love, I would be honoured to go on a boat with him and now go for a sail.

Yes, he was a stubborn old git

But like his children, nieces and nephews, he was awfully fit,

I say goodbye to him, but only for today

The memories of this wonderful Dad of mine shan’t go away.

“Love you Dad”

Jason

3rd November 2023

Having a hypo

Guess what?

Having a hypo is a struggle and a half,

And when you do have one; you don’t feel half daft.

The sweats, the eyes sweeping 

And then afterwards the sugars run high and you start sleeping.

You try to balance, because in fact, that’s what it is

Then you face this nonsense day to day,

Minute by minute, then there are the struggles of the hyp…lows

And stem any of the nonsense… and the almighty blows.

This hypo stint, all of us type 1s do endure 

We look to avoid these struggles when feeling awfully low,

Taking on the diabetes fight which most people don’t understand, or know.

I was told not to speak about my diabetes one day

I want to rest my pancreas, now, the red blood cells have gone away,

So as I rest when filling my body up with sugar carbs 

As I pray to God I no longer have to face any further injury as I devoid any harm.

“Diabetes stories from lived in experiences, love moi” 

Jason

3rd November 2023

Time for you

Life is precious

But on occasion we abuse it terribly,

This is for the all or nothing types 

The ones who could have a challenged gripe.

Life is to be loved and cherished

Despite what others think,

Caught in the moment of austerity and then be on the brink.

We stop unnecessary actions because that’s what the inner voice says,

Then again we are looking for a spiritual answer, 

that’s where we look to seek and then become a chancer.

Take your time 

God is holding you with dear breathe,

Can we all just love and rejoice each other, in the deepest and challenging wreath. 

Jason

3rd November 2023

 

 

Why do we say: ‘why worry?’

Why do we say: ‘why do you worry?”

Does that give you permission to have an argument and eventually say that word ‘sorry.’ 

We all get frustrated from time to time 

Not knowing our worth where this life shall lead,

Humbling our hearts to where God has planted our seed.

We worry? That is commonly said 

There are plenty of books which try to lift our souls and humour our hearts and deflect any forthcoming blows.

Worrying is a strain to the inner spirit

Through the Lord your prayer is coming within it,

Staying humble and staying upbeat

Try stop worrying now, and begin to retreat.

Jason

2nd November 2023

They are up there talking about us

They are up talking about us

They are not in our presence, but their love was a must.

They left us too soon

Well that’s what we think? 

Praying to God for they are in peace 

It’s the memories we never forget in the very least.

I miss my Yiayia and Dad

But they shall be in heaven having a good gossip about us all, 

The times we saw their smiles, 

could last in our hearts for quite a while.

One was fiery, the other pretty chilled

Yet the goodness from their hearts brought joy that was filled.

Jason

2nd November 2023

Hey!!!

Hey…how are you?

Someone asking me how I am, isn’t that what we all suppose to do?

Politeness costs nothing 

Kindness shows its worth,

Today there’s a smile 

Perhaps you wake up out of bed in the wrong frame of mind 

Meeting God, that’s where I am humble and kind.

I miss my friends and family that pass

How did I get a good relationship with them? Yes, by being polite,

I am here holding onto a balance with all my prayerful might. 

Politeness is key

It sets you on a passage to be set free, 

By the grace of God you are worthy and will be set free,

Say your prayers, show kindness all the way

Pray for your foe, perhaps start today??

Jason

2nd November 2023

This walk that I shall take..

We all have choices

They call it ‘free will’,

This can become your plan, or is that too surreal?

The walk can be joyous, humble and on occasion kind

Yet we live in a world that can be fickle and become ready to grind.

You pray to God to look for a good life

And perhaps argue with God for what steps you are about to take,

You are humble, worthy in the eyes of Lord, yet also prepared to break.

You look to the Father

And look to the depths of your sanctum to see if this makes sense 

And where the eyes of your window ask’s you ‘are you standing on the fence.’?

Jason

2nd November 2023

My friends

Personally I don’t know how they tolerate me?

Actually I can be quite confrontational, but then again I shut a conversation down to set me free.

I want to see God

The best place I want to return,

This time on this planet I am grateful to have learnt a lot, yet I rather discern. 

My friends are lovely, kind as you can be

They have qualities of impatience; but haha, they do have a guide 

Their kindness are the qualities that I chose to confide.

Thank you God, you have provided me people to care and love,

I pray for humility and their spiritual growth,

Thank you God for their banter and kindness, the qualities that touches me close,

Angels ascend towards me, to test through the spirit I grew into the most.

Jason

1st November 2023 

 

Things do work themselves out

People come 

and people go

I don’t want to stay at this speed, so perhaps I should go a little slow?

The pace of life is evident to see 

Take your time, all good shall be.

Pleasing your boss? I rather not

Getting on with people, that’s what I call the niceties of life

Guarding your heart, there’s an essence we do entice.

Thank you God, you have given me this moment to write 

The words flowing from the heart and the head 

I don’t aim to offend, but if I do? Sorry, the words have already been said. 

“Have a great day and a great life”

Jason

1st November 2023