Saturday 29 February 2020

Start the day

We all have our methods to feel good from the start,
We aim to move forward with a great feeling inside
That’s the nature of holding onto the lord through this spiritual ride.

Praying is powerful 
And doing that is key,
Allow the better person to release 
And the positive feelings shall never cease.

Theory combined with good practice 
Is simply the way to go forth,
A smile is the essence to avoid depraving  
Forever from each of us are worth saving. 

One day will follow from the next 
The prayers of harmony do rejoice,
Keep going and bring laughter to this world 
Goodness is the harmony 
through the challenges and manageable twirl.





Friday 28 February 2020

The road to...

Never been where I lurked
Never been to a place like this,
Shows how strong we each can be
The end result, there’s a time to be free.

People saying “you’ll be alright”, “there’s nothing wrong with your head”
Seriously, people’s delirium should be empathised and educationally read”

I’ve been to that dark place 
Where many have gone before,
Trying to take my own life through a system to destroy 
Praise the lord, the recovery is gods calling to repair
Your aim is to fight and love the spirit to share. 

Am I being sensitive?
I think not.. just open and real
If you think this condition is in anyone’s head
Then be that person, if you can 
Well done for getting through this and taking a stand.

“Mental health is real. Support someone or go away”



Served best...

A serving of food ticks many a box
Where something sweet
Meet your desires to treat,
Life is precious where there is an opening for you to retreat.

A day at a time 
No rush to make things happen now, 
There is always the consideration of life or death,
Where no stone goes unturned 
Looking to a new beginning 
Where nothing has to be returned.

A wonderful smile 
So hard to meet when you are in “that place”
There is a time to move forward 
Every time and every trace.

We all want things to work 
We all want our own ways to give us a smile, 
Some are unhappy with their lives,  so they pass onto others soul.
My medicine is to pray for them...
That will soon turn things round
Spiritual awareness shall keep your feet firmly on the ground. 

Struggles with resentment

Resentment is dangerous 
Don’t allow that in,
Especially through anger and haste 
When you want to do something to that “someone’s” face.

The lord holds you together 
He says “what does that serve “love me instead” 
The bitterness slowly removes
And you start feeling a little better...  and soothed.

Times like this arise
A nasty act is caused by the clad of some sort,
Through prayer and forgiveness all is revealed 
A faith finding love is humble and fulfilled. 

That person needs love, like you do too
Aggression is inside from the pain we face,
You are doing well, you WILL find that beautiful place.

Work in progression
Politics which is corrupt, 
People’s personal agendas can cause harm 
As long as we follow the spirit in the sky
The hope belongs to him and he will support our broken cry. 

Thursday 27 February 2020

Just remember x🙏🏽❤️

Hello friend, here to say greetings
And Love from the father to rejoice 
He loves you impeccably with his spirit has a voice.

May the light be bright 
May the smile on your face stay,
God bless you my friend 
From his love you can depend. 

Holding it together 
Holding the earth with love and hope 
Belonging to him is your joy 
From his glory there is beauty 
Therefore a welcoming duty.

My hand holds yours
My love from god reigns all the time,
Hello my dear as said before 
For its you that the lord truly adores.

“From a friend” ❤️


Others controlling?? Really?

There are people that control
To a degree which can hurt your soul,
Those types, that do not want you to fall down
Isn’t that how we learn? otherwise that causes the frown.

I was once controlled 
I am now stronger, actually free...
No point babying me 
I am my own person and now can clearly see. 

With faith up high 
And love to support the persons needs,
Gods request is to support one and all,
Through him you shall not fall. 

I love those who DO and DONT love me
I wish them no harm, even if they do onto me...
Controlling me is a sad state of affairs
Not much controlling, especially if you fall down the stairs.

We try to make all things work with a balanced aim
I was once a child with nowhere to turn,
People saying “I was there” yet they were not, 
trying to control my each and every move 
The glory goes to God that’s where I receive my humble soothe. 

Wednesday 26 February 2020

God takes away

What happens if the person you rely on does not deliver?
Obviously, you will feel hurt 
And feel a guttural shiver.

Hurting is part of the learning pain
Sad when parents ignore their kids,
Which can go either way 
Sometimes you able to move on or the hurt continues to stay.

Scars appear
Resentment causes pain,
“Dear lord, why me?”
Don’t worry this pain shall soon pass,
And you’ll shall become freer as the lords work shall last. 

I’ve been on the receiving end when I needed support and felt alone,
You grow and work through the “torturous” pain
The higher powerful, if you let him in shall, 
opens your heart which commences a gain.

“My coming to the lord - July 2015”

Tuesday 25 February 2020

Bee in the bonnet

How dare a person suggest they know your health needs,
Telling me how to manage type 1
Without the qualifications, or the pancreas that’s no more
Through the scattered seeds, which are equally as sore.

I try so hard to make this condition work
And if I have a poor day, like you, I feel like crap
Energies damaged and restoration slapped.

It’s easy... (that’s what they say)
you really don’t have a clue?
Controlling behaviour, isn’t entirely this condition 
Ground hog day with a touch of rendition.

Stay blessed 
Stay hopeful 
Just ignore those who think they know but do not have a clue,
Stay positive because I live with it each passing day,
The best person is the patient 
You control it (not you)... every step of the way.  


You live with it??

I heard these words the other day 
About a person losing his sight through diabetes,
I too have type 1
And trust me it’s not fun.
Balancing all the time
Constantly analysing and aiming to find 
be careful of the condition, whereby it’s not often kind. 

Trying our best 
All of the time,
Discipline is the most basic of aims
Then there is life, that too needs to be tamed.

People saying “it’s easy”
Is that a fact? You manage your health, hypos, arguments and work demands in this life???
Others putting stress on you, and they expect you to manage your bloods through these taxiing strife?

I exercise every day
I eat and do my best to sustain a well being view,
Dear lord our father 
I need a new pancreas..  can’t help me to pursue???

Monday 24 February 2020

Expectations

Disappointment of those that are not there 
They say they have been your pillar 
Yet the truth is, they may not care.

So hard to expect 
when others have broken your spirit,
Yet you comeback stronger 
As gods calling will harness yourself  “in it”.

You never expect 
Sad as it may sound,
Some have family that support 
Others are out for themselves which harms
The latter inflicts the spirit of calm.

Praying is power 
And the power of forgiveness shall exalt,
May love of god help you through with his grace 
As he sends an angel to reassure your protection 
“Why me lord!” You rant. His reply: “it’s because I am your perfection” 

“Stay with him.. never let go, love him with all your might, the devils defeated, end of fight”

Nothing more is going to hit you like LIFE...

We get older and weary 
We train hard and soon run out of breathe,
There are technics to remain positive capturing love
The skies are there, haven’t you seen the birds flying above?

We all deserve happiness 
We all deserve joy
We all need to feel special, 
If you believe there is simply only one to obey
Guess what..? You WILL be ok...

The number of times I blamed god
And in truth he was the only one who loved me with amazing grace,
Even the thought spirit he wants me to succeed 
Knowing Jesus died on the cross 
For all of us to intercede.

My tears are through joy
My pain is slowly washing away,
He is never far away from the truth of your goals 
Loving Jesus will make you become whole.

Sunday 23 February 2020

A word is said...

It’s said through god
It’s said through love 
It’s said through worship
It’s said from up above. 

It’s said inside your soul 
It’s said through angels that surround,
Never said through alcohol induced
Yet when we are broken the mending starts from when we are then reduced.

It’s said with hugs 
And it’s said through words of prayer,
It’s said through gesture 
And through those that want to care.

In the cold light of day
You will be able to do what you want,
Never give up through belief that’s inside of you
His love is constantly there, free will.., and not a clue.

Saturday 22 February 2020

What do you see?

What do you see?
And arrogant soul?
A broke vessel unable to repair.
Look at me on the outside
Gods inside for me to share.

The love I exude
The power of god will win,
My belief in you lord is great
This is more than having just a great mate.

People misunderstand and fear the unknown 
Then it becomes apparent and easy to learn
That’s pray for you, the one you discern.

The time at the gym I pray to  you lord
These people are good, yet broken inside,
You help is to rebuild, more than just survive. X

Words to you

Hello my dear 
Happy birthday from me, amore,
Your day to embrace 
Is for us to adore.

God bless you baby
God bless you my sweet
God bless you for your life 
One day we shall make it... man and.... 

I didn’t get you much
But it’s what I can do
If there are bible verses to understand 
It’s wondrous the good things to happen to you.

You speak volume in your praise
You believe in the highest of high 
The more you understand this day
Love you each and every passing day x x

I should never have shouted

My feelings were so locked in my chest,
I  simply didn’t want interruption 
Yet I felt I was facing an awkward test.

I am sorry profusely 
I never wanted you to see me like this.
I cherish your friendship brother
You are very unique, like no other.

I love you my friend 
I can only sometimes express my feelings through no interruptions l,
All I wanted was to be listened to 
Not this outburst, which made me feel blue.

Sometimes I am not sure what words to say 
Especially during these times where we all over talk each other,
I cannot say sorry enough, that’s the truth my wonderful brother. 

Friday 21 February 2020

Bold

My story starts unhappy
But moving forward I see light
This is gods work 
This enhanced through his sight.

Light from darkness 
Darkness into day
Pray for the beautiful person know you are,
Flesh shall never stay.

Surrounded by neurotics 
People challenged by faith 
Love the father wholeheartedly with kindness and joy
You shall reap a better pattern of life 
Rather than delving into strife.

My pain removed from the love of the lord
Happiness, brightness, spring and glory
The essence is to motivate 
Rather than a political story.  

Dreams from god

We can all face challenges 
Saying words like:“Knowing my luck..”
Yes, those kinds of words mentioned?
Easier option to follow, rather than constant retention. 

Yes, you’ll maybe a realist
And this may be a bridge too far,
Better to have failed trying 
Rather than wondering by doing nothing, and then crying.

Gods peace is in our hearts
His quest is for the greater aim,
Please keep on trying, regardless what others say
Through the storm and tears, you will be okay. 

These are words written for you, as well as I 
My ambition hasn’t been great in a past journey
Where confidence struggled, and I felt unworthy.

God is great 
His prayers shall guide you well,
All work in progress
From this poetry that I tell.


Thursday 20 February 2020

Living with analysis

A family member said “lots of people live with diabetes”..
My question is, “do they?”
Going through the emotions in what the condition can do,
Falling backwards when a hypo arrives
The important thing is for person to stay alive.

Calculating activity to prevent the cause of this hypo or hyper attack,
Others around you unaware, ignorant who do not understand 
Sometimes the attacks are worse than someone facing a contraband.

Look to your health
This condition is managed through stealth,
You are the keeper of this condition 
It’s a maintenance of your health.

Exercise 
Prayer
Keep moving forward regardless if others don’t care,
You become the example 
You own the condition and there is knowledge also share. 

He knows

When in doubt.. pray
Never question a prayer 
His presence shall always be there.

People in strong positions 
They too need to rely on faith,
Discerning when others may object
His protection shall get you closer, and connect.

Your strength 
Your guile exudes hope 
It’s through his believing 
You never receive a deceiving.

Keep focused
Keep with your eyes totally on him,
This talent is through the lord 
Articulation and phrases of hope
That’s gods work, that’s where I want to elope.

Wednesday 19 February 2020

Praying for others

Eyes wide open 
Reach for the skies,
Gods presence is so powerful
None of us can ever deny...

Holding it together 
Especially when pace has become today’s factor,
We strive to keep moving to serve gods aim 
When issues today’s have become tame.

What do I mean?? 
Questions, in tweets, posts and open foras..
A level where politics hits the wrong chord 
Solving solutions is the way forward.... to never becoming bored. 

Here’s my life 
And here’s yours to follow gods love,
His hopes, his protection and teachings held
Through his glory, none of us have felled.

🙏🏽










Tuesday 18 February 2020

How to balance a fast pace life?

Surrounded by media 
Surrounded by politics, which puts a stain,
Why is no one doing anything about this pace?
And before you say it...No.. I won’t refrain!

Speak as you find
Patience lacking because we don’t want to look bad,
But the question is “are you?”
I think not?
The pace of life has caused speed turning into rot.

Yes, I don’t care what others think of these words...
Does it mean I don’t pray or show care?
This is my spiritual opinion 
Which I pray others to bear.

Life is precious, and yes that means you! 
The phone produces dopamine, that good feel drug 
Blocking out senses, causing others to bump into each other 
Weren’t the deal is that we love each other, just like sister and brother?

Calmness

A lot to say when things become still
As long there is positive movement 
Then the chaos subsides 
Time in God is where you confide.

Activity is great
Silence serves us the pause,
We go to work and early our daily wage
Relaxing is the result 
And then there is that playful stage.

Be kind, respectful we are not all the same,
That’s gods teaching to be liberal and for learning 
 Balance comes with prayer and discerning. 

Calmness relaxes the heart 
If others do not care, 
then reflect, and care for your health
Others angst, is not your spiritual wealth.

Sunday 16 February 2020

Bless the week

We look to this week 
And start with a prayer 
Humble yourself regardless of the day 
Beauty in the eye is from what we need to say.

Staying positive comes from blessings from the highest of high
His drive, love and humbleness is paramount and graciously set,
Your time with him is a prayer away
During the rest of the week you will have many beautiful things to say.

Stay with god 
Stay with his hope 
Stay by keeping your eyes focused on him
This is for a beautiful life 
Aridity of the past woes called strife.

Start the week with kindness 
Start the week by acknowledging each day where the father brings you close,
The ultimate possession you can cherish and love
Is focusing on his ways through passages and verse
Your time with him will exhale positivity with an almighty burst. 

Saturday 15 February 2020

Time with the father

What do you get when you pray you may say?
Time with the father 
A time to reflect and bring yourself clarity and peace
God loves you... that’s in the least. 

Never mind nay sayers 
Never mind the ones who try to wind you up as you feel down,
Your purpose is to pray 
That’s the closeness when god has his way.

Think about it
When people try to bring you down,
Gods incentive is never driven that way 
That’s why wisdom enters into the fore you say.

Bring peace in you 
Bring light to the words
Anger has no place in this world
Light and beauty is the aim to our hearts 
Praise the almighty.. he shall never part 

Amidst the noise and chaos

Amidst the noise and chaos 
Some people DO NOT delve into calm,
They have made chaos their friend 
There is no element to depend.

Yet with peace, their is silence 
And comfort is key,
Seeking an argument needs purpose and drive 
Through god their is perspective to continuously thrive.

Half the discussions lead to no point 
As long their is a solution
The element of a meaningful conclusion.

People who look to argue
Keep out of their way
Connect to people who are positive 
That’s where humbleness shall stay. 

All possible through his eyes

Whatever happens
Whatever you believe 
One thing for certain 
His words will to be received.

Amidst politics
And people who start the word with ‘no’
There is life in us all
I have plenty of places I will eventually go.

Your love will surmount 
Your quest is for the great of good
His presence inside you 
Is where you eventually end up where you should.

The March will continue 
Until his son eventually arrives,
Stay positive and pray each day
The words he preaches are the final say.

“Peace”


Friday 14 February 2020

Always a time to love

You hold my hand
Therefore hold my heart
Charming as it sounds
Love is never limited and has no place to part.

I want love
I want hope 
I want your happiness to show
I have my smile at you to throw. 

I need the beauty which I see in you
I capture the glory which gods throws our way
Forever a pearl smiling 
Forever my heart wants you to stay.

Valentines to one and all
People who are single
and people who consummate and rejoice
Gods valentine greeting is the perennial voice. 

Wednesday 12 February 2020

The mission

To follow you?
I can’t thank so much
Your presence, grace and mercy 
Means everso, what a touch?..

We have all fallen short 
We have all laughed at expense,
We are quite complex people 
Grace can sometimes make you less intense.

Through encouragement and movement 
Through hope and that destiny we belong,
Praise to the good news
This has no place to at all feel wrong.

We work through hope 
We pray for those that grind our backs,
As long as we pray for them
The devils influences, significantly lacks x 🙏🏽❤️

Tuesday 11 February 2020

How can you refuse

If love is action 
And darkness comes from light...
Isn’t there hope 
for all of us to sight?

You will receive fractures from those who hurt your heart.
Yet through him you are mended
Therefore he is the spirit what’s depended.

Through kindness 
defeats “divide and conquer” politics 
Those who start a sentence with the word ‘no’ or challenge for challenging sake,
Moving towards a new beginning where you hearts leads to peace in a quiet stream, river or lake.

He is always there
Always protecting you from gusts of winds and storming trials,
His presence is felt through warmth in prayer,
Glory to the father.. he shall always be there x x

Valentine heart

You are the pearl to the ocean
The brightest smile to show us love,
You have so much to be gracious towards kindness
Loving you is more simply blindness.

You are loving and hold my heart close
I see in you beauty, intelligence and guile 
Your loving journey shall last quite a while.

To show love it needs to be within
You show that with the gentleness of gods mercy and grace,
The pure hope to pave the light towards our love,
Never a quiet moment and gliding like a dove.

You have it all, the beauty god wants you to embrace 
The attitude where god wants you to go,
Here’s my hand and heart... a journey to show. x x
 

Birthday precious

A delight to mum
A delight to brothers that love you so
You are grace with gods presence
Ample of goodness to show.

Humble, bright and beautiful 
Gracious, loving and kind 
Birthday wishes my dear 
Gods calling will show you what’s kind.

You are doing great my dear
Mum and brothers hold you close,
Such a beautiful person to see
Remember god loves you that much, you shall simply be.

A warm hug arrives your way
A mother’s that’s so comforting and wants nothing but the best,
You are a beautiful child of god, I leave you to say the rest.

“Happy birthday Julianna” ❤️🙏🏽

My peace with this life

I strive for peace
Yet my peers are chaos and refute calm,
Cynical people is not a place I need to be
I rather be left alone and relaxing at sea.

I like to be nice 
I love banter and have fun 
my peers are serious with political approach 
It’s a time of austerity which causes harm and encroach.

Relax at gods will
Work to serve a higher hope,
The lack of patience inside 
God willing we look to survive. 

I love you
Yet I’ll be light hearted and avoid any attack
The hope of kindness is an attribute none of us need to lack. 
Be gentle with life 
And careful with otherwise for whom you cannot are inside
God is the all purposeful 
Where no one shall subside.

Sunday 9 February 2020

People that don’t understand.... you

People who don’t understand, your process of thought
You are unique
And also Gifted
Loved and misinterpreted 
Yet through your gifts you are listed.

Your praise comes from above 
Not the people that diss you,
You are beautified and defied
If you are upset no one should refuse you as you have tried.

I am an athlete 
I am proud in what I’ve achieved 
I belong to gods greater plan
He is the one whose believed.

I am articulate 
I am graceful in how I appear,
Humble in mercy, it’s god whom I fear.

I can produce extraordinary stuff 
I can write with my heart on my sleeve,
I love you lord, you are my shoulder to cry on when I have any doubt 
Thank you for making me for what I am about. x x🙏🏽

Friendship

Friendship for me was once a thing of the past,
I thought people cared
But they were the wrong few 
Now with gods love he descended an angel, that was you!

Thank you for caring 
We don’t have so much of it these days.
Mostly out for number one 
Those who stare at life in a hapless glum.

These words are emotional 
These words are humble and still 
These words are a sign of gratitude 
My hugs are yours and thank you for making me believe 
It’s quite humbling to be open and receive. 

God our maker 
Friendship our promise land 
Here’s my and my heart 
The two entwine, and that’s the start, 

If you believe in love..

I suppose we are all different 
And we are all work in progress,
Some are in a good season 
Some in a way that’s challenging 
Difficult circumstances, hard for managing.

The essence of love is a dream from god
Seek and ye shall find
None those less fortunate 
Shall no longer become blind.

I love that feeling when love grabs your soul
Yet it’s your intimate relationship with god
Shall pave away through a humble nod.

Love is kindness 
Love is action
Love doesn’t consist of any other fraction.

To feel emotional and loved
Looking to the sky’s that are above.
Stay open, true and pray each day 
Humble mercies, the ingredients that shall stay.  

Stormy day

Think of those out in the cold
Covering blankets, soaking wet 
A dim a dozen others disregard.. you bet!

The storms hits hard 
People do care 
A bowl of soul and a warm place to rest
God please resolve our selfish mess.

We are not all the same I know 
Some have huge hearts and think of others,
From that one day it could be you
Rain hitting hour face with total discomfort 
Weather outside “please shoo”

Days of light 
Days of warmth 
Days like today hit us hard,
Think of others, cramping inside a damp place
God almighty as prayers is where you want to face.

Saturday 8 February 2020

Encourage

You may appear confident 
You may appear bright
Gifts from the heavens 
Often difficulties insight.

People shall fall short of life 
Drink to access to blot our pain
Others exercise profusely 
To rid the stain.

Here are my words 
The time I spend with god,
Insult me or not 
These words of encouragement 
Shall never be forgot.

Be gentle on your wants 
Yet drive towards your dreams
Hope and understanding 
Is never as far as it seems. 

Perfection???

We look towards the best we can be,
Work hard, 
Then have a debate 
then there’s that thing called life, that often comes with fate.

You then do your best 
But none of us are perfect 
Yet through gods love, you start to believe you are worth it.

Hurt me with nasty words 
I know I am protected 
Yes, there are bad days where I tire
Yet through his humble grace I then lighten up, and become on fire.

I need my time with god my 
Thats where I look towards and pray to him,
All these gifts are humbly provided by the almighty within. 

Central London

A place of culture 
History, love and state 
There is a beauty about the place 
And it’s not entirely fate.

People looking around 
Visiting unknown surroundings 
Heaven as it is on earth 
Treasure of all groundings.

Peace
Noise 
Joy.. people sad or raising a smile
The town is unique
So much to do, forever looking to seek.

People talking, walking 
So much activity to see,
I sit here calmly writing these words 
My hearts with god... as I simply be 🙏🏽

Friday 7 February 2020

True to thyself

You never know 
You never show
Be open and true
There is peace in you.

Ok, got married 
Did your thing...
It’s time to feel lighter 
You can bello as we know you are a fighter.
 
It’s a new page
And support has arrived 
You are not only courageous 
You have also contrived.

To be open 
Is never to throw away the key 
In our prayers matey 
In time you shall simply be. 

If you say you love me

If you say those 3 special words 
I pray to god and never sigh,
I love you my love 
You are the hope seek
Nothing in this world is ever bleak.

You hold my heart 
You have the key to our lives
We will one day be together 
Where we both shall thrive.

We both believe in love
We both believe in god 
We both hold onto together 
Never shall be refrain or try to be clever.

Love is a beautiful word
God speak through his actions
Glory to him 
As my love for you are never in fractions x x

Thursday 6 February 2020

If it was my last day?

Questions....
Answers....
Not knowing what to ask
Not knowing how to answer
A calling from god.. shall never be a chancer.

Be bold 
Be open
Be you 
Be loving and kind
Not always consistent 
But those who do not try, will feel blind.

You’ve tried 
You’ve never failed when you’ve fallen over,
You are trying, that’s what matters 
Angry remarks are simply natters.

To understand another person
To refute condoning others life,
You are you and they are them
Life is a pattern where we learn from each 
Without condemn. 
🙏🏽

Wednesday 5 February 2020

Wasn’t it said???

Wasn’t it good once said
“Cut me, do I not bleed?”
Life’s glorious kingdom often feeds.

Like a dewdrop
Dripping through the eyes of god,
Humbleness exulted and glorified in hope
We all belong and find happiness to elope.

Precious moments 
Recall your mind to find what’s kind.
Never blinkered and humbled.. refined.

Hold my hand my dearest friend 
Gods calling me to hold you, that’s where i transcend.
His encouragement is yours too to bask in beautiful light,
No need to anger this time or enter into any plight.
The words “all you need is love” are so profound 
Look into the beautiful mirror, he shall resound.  



The words he speaks

You are loved 
And you are created to embrace the faith,
This poem is for you, yes you!
This will uplift and refute feeling at all blue.

Delete the negative
They have no place in your life,
Yes, you were once like that
Now you are going to be great 
Words from up above, that’s your fate.

You are beautiful, and you are my champion 
Through the eyes of the king,
Your qualities in-captivates all goodness we bring.

I never said goodbye
Those words are a temporary depart,
Pray and pray some more 
Through his love, you are so much adored. 

Rush

Times of pace 
Time which exceeds 
Relax take a step back 
There is always time to serve and need.

Patience that’s minimal,
Love never superficial 
Through gods almighty grace 
The world should implode or is treated with haste.

Keep healthy 
Keep spiritually assured 
It’s through prayer through him 
You are further allured. 

Keep the faith 
Keep the love for those for which you care
Never a burden, always enough faith in order to share...

“Thank you lord”
 

Tuesday 4 February 2020

Quiet towards people you love

People are complex
People are too loving 
Yet People do like to argue 
Sometimes for no reason.. and without budging.

We are all beautiful 
We just need to accept this truth,
You may not be speaking to a spouse 
Doesn’t mean you love them any less 
Those words disputed have turned into a mess.

Words that lead to a dispute,
These days people are intense like that,
Conflict leading to disagreement 
Words I rather be privy from
A simple solution, not that complex stuff which leads to a woeful wrong.

You can love, and often not like the one who means the most,
They, like you, have an opinion which do not align
As long as you pray for them, the both of you shall be fine...

People ask.... why do I regularly smile? 🤗

Why do I smile?
A great question 
A great act that is hard to maintain
I have been bitten too many times 
Yet sadness can and does refrain.

I’ve been called “weird”,
Even the loose word known as “strange”
Yet does my smile lead me to become deranged?

Often I wonder how I raise a grin
People have judged, harmed and hurt my soul
Yet through god I am healed and shall frequently glow.

Days appear 
And a slight crack may return, 
Yet through my faith I say a prayer for my haters 
As they have nothing better to do
Than contest through unnecessary debaters. x 😚  

Monday 3 February 2020

Never doubt

You’ve heard what I am about to say before
Never lose focus of your dreams 
If you simply believe 
All appears what it seems.

Yes you may have fear 
Yes, you may have doubts 
But negativity is not the same as reality...
Reality puts your hopes and that gives you a drive 
You are that good, regardless what others think 
It’s not all about JUST keeping alive.

We all need each other 
We all have hopes and wants,
There is a god in heaven to hold us up
And praying delivers a belief inside
Eradicating negative thoughts... often subside.

None can reach perfection 
Prayers are your true reflection 
Those who are angered and feel unloved 
Never enter that realm.., those thoughts shall be removed, allow god to shove. 

Sunday 2 February 2020

Never an option

Regardless if you face mental health or not
Quitting is never an option,
You fight and fighter hard 
You will break but never fake.

Your power is gods 
He filters it to you,
Misunderstood? 
Never! That’s why you pursue.

If others say: “everyone is wrong and you are right?”
My answer is this: “there is 70 billion people, you know them all?”
A little sarcasm, you shall never stall.

This is your life... don’t be afraid, as others will try to control
People do need guidance, needs to be done with understanding and faith
Your openness and guile will be achieved 
All you need to do is receive.

Saturday 1 February 2020

Never take for granted

You may fall out 
You may receive a different opinion about you,
Yet through prayer and belief 
There is hope you shall relieve.

That person you love but you wish not to talk
Pierces profusely like a systemic vessel
Yet moving forward is humbling and nestles.

Your love for god is paramount 
And unreachable for that feeling inside
Nothing moves away,
Nothing moves aside.

My hand is here 
I love you, and I don’t know who you are?
Yet it’s god reaching towards your heart
Beautiful moments forever growing towards a new start x x

 

I don’t get them (words from others to you..)

How do you understand a person
Connection?
Emotion?
Motivation?
Articulation? God fearing and death defying restoration.

I can only do what god wants me to serve 
Yet people will try to knock you down,
I am Hunan after all 
And gods love prohibits your frown. 

A man on my own 
Yet smiling when going to work
Behind the scenes are different 
Gods blessings protects your distance. 

Yet we solider on
Gods love will hold you close,
Do not let pride get in your way 
That could damage you the most.

Get here….Father

We believe… in the father in heaven  We ponder our lives always and decide not to go further… I am a child of God’s after all I have fallen,...