Every day I speak to my higher power

They say the poet feels the pain, 

The pain of others, 

The struggles they feel 

And often combat how to forego and deal. 

We are all different 

We can't be the same, 

People make suggestions, learn from the boundaries, listen and allow them to work out what gives them the chance to sustain. 

You are learning everyday

No stone shall go unturned, 

I need to be with God right now, often I am struggling with my thoughts whhere I have discerned. 

I keep quiet, 

I no longer want to argue with people who have zest, #

People who want to talk negativity, even though that is what's around

Be at peace with your thoughts, avoid the addiction and chaos.. it have no place for you.. that's what I have found. 

Jason

23rd July 2026

Breathe… and take your time

​you are in a rush and you are talking,
Panting away and eventually stalling. 

Take your time 
Practical solutions is the aim to capture,
Don’t over do it, that shall lead to this rapture. 

You’ll hear the word “drama”
Those types that make something out nothing,
I just remove myself from these people, theatrics is often their stumbling. 

Then again, we are al different so there’s no change shall ever come from that,
I suppose I take a deep a breath,
That’s the place I rather be at. 

Jason
23rd July 2026

Growing

We can never feel stagnant 

But time never remains still, 

As long as you have breath in your lungs and grateful to be here, 

Here is my spiritual hand there is nothing else to ever fear. 

Try not to question 

And do not be afraid, 

Today, this actual second as the road of A.A. shall support you, so you won't ever fade.

Abdi be kind to you

Say your prayers every single day, 

Your willing is through God's timing,

Stay calm and at peace, there shall be no more whining. 

Staying sober provides you with a clear head and soul, 

And yes, this path won't be easy, but here is someone rooting and caring for you,

So pleased stay in the present as this solution with a clear and guiding clue. 

Jason - Alcoholic (591 days sober)

23rd July 2026

When I wake up…

​when I wake up I bend on my knees and say ‘thank you Lord’,
Looking for hope and kindness like the time we seek you and adore.

When I wake up I see you in my dreams,
I love my closeness with you, as all appears what it seems. 

When I wake up I feel love is always there,
Why? I speak to God first…
I lean on his understanding 
Through this life which has already withstanding. 

So thank you for this day that I am truly grateful for, 
I know the rest of day shall receive it’s challenges, no fewer than I can manage through the blessings I adore.

Jason - Alcoholic (591 sober)
23rd July 2026

Looking through the dark...

You look at the night 

It seems so still, 

Some of us are thriving, and some struggle over that hill. 

The light is removed

You have reached a sore part in your life, 

The poet feels the pain, and he may not want to talk

Lets face God together and go for that walk. 

Tomorrow is the prize

Be thankful to God, from there is no surprise. 

People will leave

And People will go,

That is part of the journey called 'life'

You may have offspring, and others not

Life is there for you to embue, give that thing called life a 'shot'. 

Jason

22nd July 2026

Calm Down...

Calm down

Speak to God today, 

You are never alone my friend, you are free to go or stay.

Calm down, 

Remember I love you more and more each day,

Time will soon pass, 

Nothing on this earth is able to foreseeably last. 

Calm down, 

I know life is awful as we speak, 

I am okay, but it's you we are looking to help, 

Nothing wrong at times to shout out and yelp. 

Calm down, 

Remember God loves you every second of the day, 

If you are looking for alternatives, 

Then I suggest stay still and pray to God 

and when the tears are removed

There is a spiritual awakening when hurt shall be healed and soothed. 

Jason

22nd July 2026

Life begins

​Today is just the start
Yesterday shall have its memories that you won’t be able to forget,
The time is focused on today, here is the time we shall need to reset. 

Listen to your hope
Listen to your prayer, 
Life is yours to go and grab, 
I too have made plenty of mistakes and been reminded what I did time and time again,
I ignore those people now, as it’s my time to focus on my higher power and transcend. 

This isn’t a point to prove poem
This is about the facts which present themselves clearly,
This is your walk to think and go for it now,
Life is yours, as God prevents you to throw in the towel. 

So keep fighting 
Keep loving too, 
Now is all we have, so why moan?
The fact is Jesus said through the Father you are never alone. 

Jason
22nd July 2026