I miss you…. But it will be okay

​It’s that classic, you draw closer to God when the people you love leave
You remain humble and joyous at times, as you crave to see the light,
Searching for our boundaries and remove yourself from any fight. 

You see, my Nan was my best friend, and my Dad took over that mantel when God asked her to leave, 
Don’t get me wrong? I am not upset! I just want to see them one more time… that’s what I believe.

You see I miss them, they made me smile and truly protect
My heart feels lonely, but you know what? I had the honour of loving them… now I reset.

Moments of vulnerability shall always be there
They showed the world their prowess and guile, which we all adored, 
They knew how to ‘turn up’ as these words are angle.. and cut through just like a sword..

“Miss you Yiayia, Dad and Auntie… The good ones leave first…”
Jason
14th July 2026

Dear Leon…

​Dear Leon
I know you are here;
Don’t worry my child, God has taken you to a new home to be free as you are no longer in pain,
As I see your heart, as through these words this is hard to sustain.

We miss you so so much,
Yes, our hearts are broken but we know you are safe, 
We can hear you my beautiful child, like the calming sea of waves which can sound loud or mild . 

Darling we shall be alright, 
It’s a lot to take in as we can see your face, 
Time shall pass, as you were taken far  too soon
We are still right now, no movement in our heart beats to a still tune. 

Dear Leon
Today is a day we won’t understand at all, 
Our heads and hearts are numb to the point of unrelenting tears,
You are in heaven my darling… peace shall remove anymore fears. 

“‘Miss you Leon Paschilis Isaac’s may the Angels in heaven protect you and look over us too”
Jason
14th July 2026 

Community vibes

​Hi….
Just saying hi and hope you are all well?
I am reaching out to you good people,
Expressing regret for my error, it was a moment of strain,
I pray to you and my higher power as I hope and get a chance to return again. 

I am in a much better place 
I volunteer and seek the services I need to regroup, 
I know you had to make a decision but I think of you guys always, as I miss what I appeared to have lose.

I am in a better place 
I genuinely say that from the heart,
I miss the community you gave to me, 
I have genuinely learned from my lesson, I would like you to give me a second chance please.

It was the community 
The aims to keep on growing, 
I am sorry for my outburst, but today I am moving forward and simply showing. 

I miss you guys so much
I would be humbled and honoured to regain my old role, 
I can’t thank you enough for this opportunity before,
I say these words humbly and much much more. 

“To Charlton security management.. a request for my old post… thanks for reading Matthew”

Jason
14th July 2026

Safeguarding one’s self

​I don’t want to argue 
I don’t want to vent, 
I just want to be protected through the powers of blessings which are sent.

You see, if I ignore you… you can’t hurt me,
I ignore you because I am protecting you and I, 
I am genuinely a nice person from day to day, but too many opinionated thoughts shall get me riled up so please go away.

A day at a time 
And I am sure you mean well,
But I need my head space as you need to be comfortable from these words that I tell. 

You see, I was f.cked and you spoke a lot of shite, 
So I safeguard my actions as I am tempted to follow up with a fight. 

“Love sensitivity”
Jason
14th July 2026

Frail…

​people don’t always acknowledge others frailties,
Yet, people are allowed to be broken and need that bit time to repair,
Taking into consideration that some maybe suffering, so use your emotional intelligence in order to be there.

You see, I miss my Dad
He was my genuine rock,
We didn’t always get along, we would try to get one over each other through a fickle moment to mock. 

The struggles of mental health hurt the head and heart,
The functions of life can reach a boiling point which no one needs,
Speak to the heart as encouragement is the place you ought to feed.

Thank you, as it shall be okay,
My struggles will always be there, but I need to leave it in the hands of God, 
The one in charge, and divine one gives you a prod.

Jason
14th July 2026

Walks by faith

​faith can be works of blindness 
It can also show a glimmer of kindness, 
As I wake up to another day sober, taking my time to get stuff done and perhaps do that task a bit more slower.

So take your time,  it’s a marathon not a sprint, 
Learn from past mistakes that you can’t over turn,
There is hope from the perspective when we all discern. 

I pray everyday 
It’s humbling, reassuring and doesn’t get in harms way,
It’s a choice to wake up and simply pray 
Yet it will soften past blows where the amends can be worked on for today. 

So thank you for this first breath
Thank you for free will to strive,
And most of all thank you for my friends and family who are blessed today and mostly are alive.

Jason - Alcoholic (582 days sober)
14th July 2026

Living on life’s terms

​We will all encounter changes in life, 
We will face a change when things turn on their head, 
Some things are managed by free will and others are hasten decisions that are led. 

Life is a tapestry
It will encounter many turns that derive,
I look towards God always, a prayer can make the difference to when you thrive. 

Life can be good,
It’s a prayer that captures hope, 
No point arguing right now, that lowers the spirits down the slope. 

You see, you are blessed when you pray
As long you give thanks to your higher power, as those opportunities give you moments to be okay.

Life is a mixed bag
Life can be grand on this path, 
But people introduce chaos into the mix,
As I prefer is a solution.. a chance to bring on board a worthy fix.

Jason
13th July 2026