Praying for a chance

​We ask God to be there when we are in need
Being a person who loves their higher power, is a full time job… indeed. 

Yet, I love it
I love looking to God every single second of the day, 
I know I feel protected through a powerful prayer, 
It’s more than knowing they are omnipresent… meaning everywhere.

I know there is balance when it is solemnly asked,
We can operate on an analytical stand point, and that is okay
But letting go, is free will as this method of approach is what I prefer to obey.

We ask God all the time to be our rock
As I know I would have been dead today if it wasn’t for the Father I wouldn’t be here writing these words 
Remain still and refuse to be disturbed. 

Jason
2nd August 2026

Why silence is required

​Some people need to voice their views
Some people stay silent, then listen to their thoughts and become amused. 

Some people need to be still
For me, that’s the highlight of my recovery, when the voices inside of head need to leave
I need to be balance, have quiet and learn to receive. 

Silence has been my best friend, it can be yours
People wanting a conversation when it’s silence you crave and adore. 

Some people need stillness
And that’s the same for me, 
Too many words said can chain me, but I know through my higher power I am free. 

Jason
2nd August 2026

Gifts

​We are all born with gifts, 
Undeniably, humbly and worthy to give your peers a lift. 

So don’t speak ill what you have 
Work on it, and show others what you can do
The world is honoured to see your skill, that you are able to pursue.

You see, I write,
I can only explain that the gift is flurry of words that enter the mind, 
Formed into a sentence, without stopping what you want to say
It’s a flow of creativity, which is guidance through a high power that stays. 

You see, use your gifts, 
Use the art that is held inside, 
Even if it’s scientific, look at practical solutions where a gift has been formed
A natural coordination which is to you, is the norm. 

Gifts are precious, use them with heart and soul
The exhalation is an aim to show the world what you can do, 
Exhibiting a pathway in this life you can ensue. 

Jason
2nd August 2026

Life… your life

​I know it’s cliche
‘Live your life’, where commitments hold you back,
Say a prayer and leave it with God,
The spirit is always there guiding you when we ask,
That feeling is powerful and can ultimately last.

I was scared of life, where consequences exposed me at the end of the day, 
I thought I had an answer for everything, but in the end the higher power was the vessel that remained.

Today I feel blessed 
And a blessing is coming your way too, 
My eyes are no longer closed I happy to take a risk,
Life is not finite, so why not delve into a moment of bliss?.

Leave it with God first 
Leave it with prayer, 
We can always turn wrong into right through a prayer, 
As we can only see the present.. remember God is always here..

Jason - Alcoholic (601 days sober)
2nd August 2026
 

I know me…

​I know I can be difficult 
I know I can be awkward to be around,
I know my articulation can be cutting and not very profound.

I know I can be nice
As I treat others on how I’ll like to be treated,
The strength inside is too stubborn to be defeated.

Life is a journey 
No one shall know the answer when it shall end?
Yet it’s a humble feeling when you see your life, as there’s plenty to look forward to and transcend.

You are the life of the world 
Yet you question what you feel inside, 
Please be nice to you and others… it’s through God in whom we need to confide.

Jason 
2nd August 2026

See the comparisions and not the differences (A.A. Poem)

​Do not compare, and look at the similarities, 
Be around light-minded people, and removing any fragilities. 

As I attempt to stay strong
Avoiding to have that paralysing drink,
Responsible for today and balancing the thoughts to avoid me to sink.

Thank you for today
As I leave that in God’s hands, 
This will remove the chance to have isolating thoughts, 
As all shall pass today, as I am no longer in that place that haunts. 

Things will occur for a reason;
As it’s said when bad news does arise, 
Pray and leave this with your higher power before you fall
There is a spirit within you, so stand up and seek the path God chooses you to call. 

Jason 
1st August 2026

People’s traits.

​There are some people that turn something you say into a argument, 
You will say something and they turn your words around, 
You just shared an opinion but it’s an argument they choose to have found. 

And there are some people who like to start with laughter and say a joke, 
These are called ‘light minded people’ those are my kind of folk. 

Some people are worriers, they worry because that’s the way they are. 
The say the words ‘ahhh’ all the time, and that is okay, 
They need to relax a little, as sometimes I would like them to go away. 

You see the world is about connecting 
Understanding experiences, were some are unique and others not perfect
But ultimately we need to be surrounded in a safe space.. 
that’s wonderfully feeling, gentle as the words are not at all argumentative or cause haste.

Jason
1st August 2026