Pray today

​Stop everything right now,
Your addictions is a journey that shall never leave,
Your burden on your chest shall go from you once you welcomed and receive.

Pray to stop the hurting entering into your heart
You deserve more, and I don’t care what you now say,
And if you get angry with these words, then the tears need to be released and no longer stay.

Yes, It’s not my problem 
But I ask you to pray, 
Yes, you can refuse, let the tears leave your eyes as humbleness needs to stay.

I pray for your strength to build 
And that your life is heighten by the prayers that are said,
Pray for gratitude, kindness, restoration and love
And that all the harmony is shown to you… just like the blue skies due above.

Jason
6th March 2026

You never really forget them…

​You never really forget them
The people who are no longer here, 
And the one’s that are hanging around you often don’t endear. 

I miss Dad, 
That silly God with the biggest heart of them all, 
He stood for no nonsense and he wasn’t anyone’s fool. 

He had this swagger 
He has this determination which I never could match, 
There was logic on some of his thinking, and he loved who he loved and f.cked off who he wanted to detach.

What a man
Called a spade a spade, 
If you ever come across my Dad you would have liked him; it’s just now I wanted him to have stayed.

Jason
6th March 2026

A birthday coming up

​It’s my birthday coming up
I shall a young looking 53, 
I mention age a lot to my friends, but if doesn’t matter to me.

I have endured
been victorious, beaten and broken like us all
I am now at peace with God, as I don’t argue anymore 
As I want to be with the Father to the very core

I try my best
I try to be kind, 
I am over sensitive but that is how I am made
I can retaliate with aggression, as I use to supress through the tirade. 

I am me at the end of the day
No more or no less, 
I know that God is working inside of me, as every day is a blessing I choose to confess. 

I have diabetes, as I change my cannula every three days. 
I am trying, punching above my weight as the years ahead shall be few for what I need to count
I need to stay humble, aspiring and pray for others whom  I shouldn’t doubt. 

Jason
6th March 2026

Who are you?

​Who are you?
A poignant and often a deep question no one chooses to answer, 
Are you a risk taker, humanitarian or a God given chancer?

I am a fighter 
Often angry, sad, happy, smiling and often kindness,
But don’t cross me, don’t f.ck with me I am with God now, perennially facing blindness.

I have loved, 
I have lost
And I have gained
I have cried and I have held,
My time is to be with God, the one who shall no longer yield.

I love to love
But I am scared to get close,
I am always fighting a battle as I have f’ck people off as I no longer boast. 

I want to shine 100000%
I want to be with God in heaven through the angels that he sent.

I want Jesus to come to earth to bring his children home
As from that moment, I know I and others shan’t be alone.

Jason
6th March 2026

Finding your way through the mist

​You would have thought I would have turned the corner?
The last three years has been terribly angst,
I have been angry, sad and sometimes mildly content 
When actually in side I wanted to be hellbent. 

I wanted to hit someone
Or punch the wall until the bricks started the move, 
You shouldn’t underestimate me, not in the slightest 
Don’t treat my love for God as weak through any blindness.

I suffered grief and wanted my Dad back
But all I got was stupid remarks, 
I wanted to hit them, yet I stayed calm
When in my heart I want to cause harm.

You would have thought for all years I have been around 
Especially meeting God in my heart, which has been so profound.

This is not uncommon
And there is nothing anyone can do, 
people like myself, I would suggest leave us alone
My head and heart feels weighted like a stone.

Jason 
6th March 2026

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I will always be an addict

​I’ll always be a addict before mum gave birth to me,
I knew I needed to understand myself with God first, as he shows me how to become free.

I always knew I was an addict,
I lied to myself time and time again,
I thought a line of Charlie or drink would be my spiritual friend. 

I know better now, let me correct myself…. it’s God who knows best,
The stories of sobriety caused chaos, but then again I thought I was worthless.

I am in a better place now
But ‘work in progress’ is the tag that belongs to I, 
I am doing the steps to keep myself focused, as it’s God’s will that is keeping me strong inside.

Jason
6th March 2026

F.ck it…have a laugh!

​you miserable c.nts talking about the news 
Does that really get you amused?
I rather have a laugh 
Light mindedness, just like relaxing in a hot soaked bath.

You miserable gits 
F.cking chill, the politicians shall philander,
People shall always moan, 
Remember keep fighting, you are never on your own. 

Then again, fight 
There are plenty of outcomes when you appreciate what’s close and tight. 

I am here to lift weights and show my fight,
Laugh at a comedy that contains  swearing and plenty of satire to agite,
That moment of belly chuckle, which lifts your spirit… not that political shite..

Jason
6th March 2026