Well done… d…khead

​Well done for speaking s@it
You are clearly trying to get to me, You are not! when actually you are a full time shit.

Well done for this array of words
I have ignored them you Neanderthal,
You are quite and sad pathetic person, despite thinking you stand tall.

Well done…now f@ck off 
You are a pr@ck who thinks you are funny,
When the only joy in your life is when you eat a table spoon of honey.

Now f@ck off. I know your game
I’ll put a 32kg weight on your head next time, that shall make you feel weak and tame.

Go away.. if I saw you 30000 years from now it will be too soon,
You are someone I enjoy ignoring, so f@ck off and whistle this tune.😉🤣

“Basically F@ck off”
Jason 
19th February 2026

Some people don’t understand

​some people understand you
Some obviously won’t,
It’s the closed minded who are unable to think outside the box
I am a bit more transparent.. like a sly Wiley fox.

People may not understand you 
And that you do have to accept,
Sometimes solitude is safe, but don’t get familiar 
Pray to God first, he is your deliverer. 

People won’t get you
And it’s not important that they do,
Be at peace, as it’s only Faith which you can imbue. 

So goodbye for now,
Safe space we should all enter, 
Not this uncomfortable situation we always face, that doesn’t make anything better!

Jason
19th February 2026

Next steps?

​perhaps leave the area
That’s what I should do,
The system had let me down, what can I pursue? 

I am pretty f@cked off 
Mad in fact
Someone said ‘leave it behind me’ they are right, that’s where it’s at.

The point is that I am seething 
Annoyed to feeling why have I lived here all my life?
Governed by rules and regulations when in the end they can cause headache and strife.

Mental health is at its highest 
Insane numbers that don’t go down,
And others don’t under your situation as today I don’t feel like acting a clown.

Does anyone care in authority?
I feel that they don’t,
It’s like that old saying: “I can give of myself but others won’t!”

Jason
19th February 2026

Rejection from the system

​No one likes rejection 
Asking for systems to help you on this so called mighty land,
Sometimes we think we are looming towards a contraband. 

Yet we fight
Do don’t feel sorry for me!
People saying: “I am not acting myself!”
Yet I am here fighting, from this story I am about to tell. 

Systems fail us
Who today can we trust? 
Local systems? 
A church? or health organisation?
It’s all a farce and delivers false affirmation.

To be fair I am p@ssed off with the system
Which I once served for over twenty years,
This only confirms that God is the only one that I should fear. 

Jason
19th February 2026
 

It’s all about the heart

​You see, the light is there
We are all children of God, and there is plenty of good qualities we are able to share. 

But we do fall short, 
Blame one another.. 
When the fact is, none of us are perfect,
Yet through the eyes of God you are worth it. 

You may not feel you deserve
You may have committed the ultimate sin, 
There is a chance to redeem yourself, as God is the only one who ever wins.

You can be struggling with addictions 
And add domestic abuse, which filters through, 
I may hit a nerve right there, 
But the fact is, we all have the capacity to show love and towards us care.

Addictions and abuse is clearly not right, 
Facing trauma never entice, 
But you can go one way or the other, 
Become angry and or move to God
Nothing is perfect out there, nor you require anyone’s ‘up and down’ accepting nod.

You see, we are all f@cked
Been punched from here to there, 
I am simply keeping it real, hence this share.

Jason
18th February 2026

What’s important?

​what’s important for you 
A career?
A family?
Or simply love?
Or you want it all?
The storm is there before the fall.

Say a prayer each day
Over any financial win,
Money is temporary, God comes first and he is my first love, 
The goal is to never give up.

The importance of life is to stay balance 
Not to be erratic or chaotic in mind, 
That serves no one, neither are you being kind. 

The best thing anyone can ask,
It’s there, costs nothing as we face this world asked to wear plenty of masks.

Here is today
It’s yours to imbue, 
What challenges lay ahead, remember to choose one and ensue.

Jason
18th February 2026

Looking to be a ‘Peer’

​We give from our hearts 
As I agree a person; we are more than volunteers, 
We look towards better outcomes and perhap need to call ourselves ‘peers”?

It’s a message
Because we go above and beyond, 
Task orientated systems to look at a service where supports of addictions is offered,
We are working as a collective, looking at a trajectory place which we yet haven’t reached
The point of these exercises is look at service where we can develop and potentially teach. 

Some peers are comfortable for carrying the fort, 
Some look at strategies and review the operations which may rise or face a level of risk to cause a fault.

we are looking at support at the end of the day,
Are we focusing on governance or other commissioning cycles that shall have their say?

We review every 3 months?
And talk thereafter, 
we are focusing on better outcomes for the client as we know this isn’t always happy every after…

However, we do try our best
We give our lived experience point of view, 
I know personally I had to stop drinking alcohol, otherwise I wouldn’t be here,
There is plenty to review constantly.. so please focus in line with momentum, which shall arid any future fear. 

“Thanks for today’s Meeting Winston… a lot to focus on but we will get there.. eventually.”
Jason
17th February 2026