Here to win..

​You are here to win 
And sometimes you shall lose, 
But life is the learning curve, so make yourself amused.

You can be alone
 But you are not really, 
You delve into your reserves unknowingly and start acting freely. 

We have all crashed…
Others haven’t been good for us, through times you thoughts others knew well,
You only need a hug and your story to tell. 

Be nice, 
Show love
This thing called ‘life’
isn’t always obedient and sometimes causes strife.

We only have today 
That’s all we are allowed to have, 
I have said that time and time again,
So give it your best shot.. my beautiful friend.

Jason
1st May 2026

God’s hand on your shoulder

​I felt the words 
I felt your pain, 
Can I do anything? Not really, but we are here to restore.. and then regain.

I am praying for you
Some will say ‘snap out of it’ 
Some will show compassion and empathetic love
I am here for you my friend.. this feeling shall soon be shoved.

I love you man,
It’s hard to see you like this, 
I am sad but I know you will be okay…
Mistakes are part of life… a moment which you want to take back… as the memory remains. 


I can’t do nothing, perhaps listen from time to time,
Perhaps I shall share my story to make you feel you aren’t alone? 
Not sure if that would work? but one thing for certain, this will be a opportunity for you to relearn and rebuild skill which later will be shown. 

“Matthew, hugs man….”
Jason
30th April 2026

Breaking the chains

​When you are addicted, you clearly feel there’s no hope, 
‘How did I reach this place, which started off as a laugh…
Then the moment you realise you are imprisoned and facing an almighty wrath. 

You are clearly in chains, 
You can’t seem to cut them free,
The addict inside of you is also inside of me. 

I am a character with resolve 
But at the time you don’t feel you can pull through, 
There is a light in the A.A. rooms which often you pursue.

The feeling to breaking free
Which, shows that God has your back once you have surrendered and repented, 
As long you stay true to the programme that once before we didn’t feel we were able to share and presented.

“Dedicated to Tee’s share… thanks sister”
Jason
30th April 2026

One day it will be alright

​Stop glamorising the situation
In the end all we want is peace, 
Wind up merchants shall always be around, 
they are not meek nor shall they be found.

We wish them well
We wish them all the best, 
Even a enemy you will help if when they are in need, 
Do not seek their weakness… as they also bleed. 

Every day is a hope you can’t lose
Be thank for today and through God you shall amuse.

Today you are here
Be thankful for that, 
Stop for a moment it will be alright 
Inside of yourself there is a higher power and an array of light.

Jason
30th April 2026

And there shall be crashes along the way..

​We all ask questions which are relevant to us;
I suggest go to the actual source…God, the one we all should openly trust. 

My way is fickle,
Weak in-fact,
I am not putting myself down,
I know through my own thinking, I would become brittle and often left on the ground.

I look for a solution like us all,
I seek God first, before any of us can begin to fall. 

Mistakes shall happen along the way,
Some will understand you were unwell, but that’s a place you needn’t stay.

I pray for you all the time 
That’s what I and God would want,
You say ‘people don’t care’ but you must put the ‘work’ in,
This is a journey.. not yet a destination as it’s only God who wins.

Jason
30th April 2026

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My time to reflect

​Today I hear of sad news.. 
And in life we all go through this, and learn to be a better person than before, 
We all have moments of impulsiveness, this cost me so much as I feel a little sore. 

I know genuinely things will need to improve
I know now my head and heart hurts, sometimes you win at the same point to when you lose..

I am sorry this happened 
I am sorry I lost focus at the point to carry out a task, 
I shall knoq better next time, as next time I shall wear my professional mask. 

I pray for another chance 
As I know I won’t always feel sad like this, 
one thing for certain, I hope things calm down… as this community I shall always miss. 

Jason
29th April 2026

Just for one day.. no debate

​I dislike debate… just for today
I pray for people to speak to someone else… and then the ‘Ermm’ to go away. 

People look for a discussion 
I personally I prefer to be silent and still, 
I know that my prayer is my best conversation, and that God always heals. 

People want a debate more than a laugh,
They see there politics as their entertainment, I rather dismiss them, then peace won’t show its mask. 

I suppose people need to speak
And ask questions on their own accord, 
I suppose I am not the person to speak with, thank f.ck god for that 
I can drop people like a flimsy hat. 

People with their words
Action speak, 
I don’t want to talk sometimes, only with love… that’s my humility to seek. 

Jason
29th April 2026