Rush hour..

​one day there shall be peace,
But I feel you shan’t receive it right now, 
And if you do receive that peace now, then great;
I am saying this metaphorically in the chaos and haste.

Some people need the noise
Some people want the peace, 
It’s a fine tuning balance.. it’s hard in London, but in the countryside there is silence which is constant release.

Some people like the noise
They need a bit of drama to spice up their day,
Nothing wrong with these types, they need the energy to be their friend, the chaos follows afterwards and their cause to intensity their ways.

I am writing these words in the heat,
You may find that they are coming from some sort of delusion,
These are words from the heart and no cause to give you confusion. 

I’ll say goodbye to the chaos
I’ll miss it to a point,
As long I pray to our God, that’s the point we need to anoint.

Jason
13th August 2026

Never a goodbye

​We only live in moments, 
One minute happy, sad, sombre or simply okay
The world is a mysterious place that can play tricks with you… even today.

You can be on top of the world one minute
And feeing awful the next,
You simply look for solutions, ask to speak to a friend through phone call, whassup or text. 

We only have now
That’s all we have got, 
If you think negative, you are portraying nothing of any worth, 
I prefer to do something, gathering the strength to serve.

I thank you for today
I thank you for being you, at your worse and best, 
I know we all have each other… no more or for no less.

Jason
13th August 2026

Well done Ems

​Well done Ems you are favoured and loved, 
As God has blessed you to never give up.

Well done, we are most proud
And so you should be of yourself too, 
This road of discovery will enter all the good things you are able to create and do.

Well done
University will be your calling,
You are favoured and will enter a new realm,
Love and blessings are poured on you, in new ventures you shall delve.

Stay blessed and remember God has got your back,
You will acquire the skills and desires, 
Just be patient with you, as others will learn from you as well as admire.

“Well done Ems.. proud of you ❤️”
Jason
13th August 2026

Nothing is forever

​Don’t worry
Nothing is forever, 
Stay humble and try to hone into your higher power… and that’s not to be clever.

Don’t worry, it’s going to be okay
I need to convince myself that too,
It’s though a prayer which guides, and that I need to ensue. 

Love your cornerstone
It’s your strength too,
Don’t worry, you will be fine
God has got this, it’s through his mercy and grace you shall overcome what’s in the mind. 

Don’t worry 
Today has arrived, the chance to breathe and hold onto the essence of the present time,
And thank God, as all shall be fine.

Jason - Alcoholic (612 days sober)
13th August 2026


 

I can’t be bothered

​Title: I can’t be bothered 

I can’t be bothered to get into a debate, 

People who turn their words around and decided what they said to you, that you would hate.

I was tired and. 

I refused to talk to people who spoke for arguments sake,

I preserved my opinion to avoid to mental health break.

People who are on the edge, and couldn’t see eye to eye,

I wanted to ‘do me’ and for the others I’ll say goodbye.

I am a born and bread a Londoner, through and through 

But when God says move, you need to listen and simply ‘do’.

Jason

12th August 2026

I would have pushed you away

I would have pushed you away, 

and what do you know anyway? 

As my best friend died, and months later I tried to be with him too. 

I thought drink was the solution; so that is what I thought I ought to do.

I just wanted a hug 

But instead I shouted or look to give a punch,

I was dying slowly, as the alcohol started to get too much.

People did love me, but I didn’t love me at all,

I started to blackout and hated me

Those who were chaotic I tried to avoid and refuse to see.

180 units of insulin I injected inside, 

I have said this countless times before as deceit caused me to lie.

The story today is covered by bites and bruises,

So follow the steps as It’s you that God chooses.

Jason 

12th August 2026

Just wanting people to be okay.

​The world is damaged with chaos and taunts to oneself,
The ego can flair up, even I have been privy to behave that way
Thank God I am able to stay. 

You see, no one knows how long we have got
Shouldn’t we give this life that we have worth a shot, 
If you fail it simply wasn’t meant to be
It will be okay.. I promise you that
I need to remind myself this too, that is the place we can all reach at. 

People will leave
As you need to keep going on, 
You work to the very end, 
Not accepting grief or the place that you need amends. 

Today is a new day
We will try our very best that’s all we can do,
We are all aware of this, so don’t give up on yourself.. in this world that you can embrace and ensue. 

Jason
12th August 2026