I have been strong and I have been weak

​Haven’t we all been in that place of strength?
How do we sustain that? I think personally that’s leading you to become ‘hell bent’.

Showing vulnerability is okay too
Letting go at times when facing a struggle, 
Saying ‘I need you God’ when you face times of trouble.

Is there disgrace to say ‘I can’t do this anymore!’
It’s from that realisation point you have gone belong the feeling of becoming sore. 

Times are stressful
Times are graceful too
I am looking towards God now… I suggest you do the same too!

It’s not a cult
Something you need to belong
This is mercy and grace at it’s finest, as there’s no need to turn back
Your higher power has got you, the past doesn’t need to be retract.

Jason
1st July 2026

What have I learned from A.A.

​What have I learned?
There’s is a time to let go because this addiction has always been inside, 
You didn’t now how to get rid of it, or whom I should confide.

I would have been scared to be judged 
I would have been scared to let you and others down, 
This is a new start, another birthday to celebrate and don’t forget the ‘chip’ day that comes around. 

This is a subtle disease, it can get you when you least expect,
I lost my Father so I went off the rails,
I thought no one cared, even though they said that they did
Now I have met fellows in the rooms, supportive and now seeking to re-live. 

We look at the similarities and not the difference
The latter word tends to judge,
Especially in a world is full of trickery, but this disease will kill you if you do not budge.

If you don’t drink, then sure you don’t understand what’s in my heart
I am blessed to have God on my side…. As from this moment I’ll stop and depart.

Jason - Alcoholic (569 days sober)
1st July 2026

A time to…..

​There’s a time to burn
A time to learn 
a time to release 
A time to rest
You know at the end of the day you are divinely blessed. 

There’s a time to be strong
A time to be weak and frail, 
A time to be laugh and lighten the day
These things we are all learning about ourselves, our memories never fade.

There’s a time to be serious 
A time to show the world the gifts you possess
And there is a time to relax, reenergise and show you and others you are able to do your best.

There’s a time To advice
Without the element of surprise, 
We all have knowledge and attributes to portray 
But the most important thing is.. we only have today!

Jason
1st July 2026

First half the year… Welcome July

​The first part of 2026 has passed
What have you learnt or you still going fast?

The first for me was trying.
Learning about myself and keep going, 
Praying, going to the gym, turning up and simply showing. 

Time holds for no one
We all know this, 
Wanting what you want, and do anything to solve that equation 
Mind you, it shall take time and a lot of patience. 

The year will have its events
Winners, losers and people who remain in the hunt, 
They are praying to God for blessings and peace of mind, 
Let’s see what the second of the year has in store… as on occasions we just need to take our time.

Jason
1st July 2026

Vasilis - Birthday message

​Birthday greetings our friend
May the regal one absorb these words this elevate and won’t need moments to defend. 

Your name means ‘king’, ‘regal’ and emperor on the throne 
Happy birthday on this milestone, as these words capture you, and won’t leave you alone.

Despite the brief time I have known you, I can see a good heart
the time ahead won’t stop, nor shall it depart. 

You are a blessing to those you have shown love and kindness
Like I mentioned before, your name is regal… which is said with humility and politeness.

Enjoy this day my sincere and humble friend. 
The milestone age has now be laid and set,
May prayers come towards you… through these birthday greetings and these words which have now been set.

“Happy Birthday Vasilis✍🏽😉”
Jason
1st July 2026

Jesus in Catford…

​The words I am about today isn’t to blaspheme,
But I have learned from what I am about to say, 

as this is more spiritual and won’I come in harms way.

My Friend and I, Matthew is his name
Came up with a story about Jesus appearing in Catford,
A strange set of words, which originally started as humour,
But the words started to amuse, and the vocabulary became far more looser. 

Jesus is Catford isn’t a bizzare situation in the slightest, 
Those who pray in church, know that he is returning one day,
My Friend Matthew (not the disciple) had a couple of words to say.

He thought he would turn up and told us right from wrong
He mentioned Jesus was in a shop preaching and that he was the son of God.. a place he rightfully belong. 

He also mentioned Jesus in a pub having a chat, 
Jesus would say to my friend.. ‘stop putting yourself down, there’s no need for that’. 

So as Jesus arrives in Catford or anywhere else in the world today, 
Please let my mate Matthew know…I know what he is like, he shall make up a story to glory, but let him…. As he is okay!

Jason - Alcoholic (568 days sober)
30th June 2026

Learning everyday

​God never said keep still
Asking questions to him all the time, 
Wanting to be there for you when trials take place
Timing is key and in the end you can see why that moment is embraced. 

Timing can be quick
And can also be slow, 
Time stops for no one, therefore at that point you go!

We are learning to keep moving
And sometimes we need to rest,
Do not be wary… at that point you won’t be able to do your best.

Every day we are learning, 
For me, it’s sobriety and not picking up, 
It’s a day at a time for someone like I
If I kept on the way I was, obviously I would have said ‘goodbye’.

I am grateful to learn
I am grateful for that poignant moment when I can try and see what God has in store me,
As long we learn to be the best version of ourselves… then I feel that’s the answer to feeling free.

Jason - Alcoholic (568 day sober)
30th June 2026