Thank you my love

I thank my God first because he had kept me alive,
I have a chance with you my love, as I look to do more than just survive.

I love you Ruth
You are my love that I adore,
Only God is the one that stands above along the open shore.

I love you my darling 
You make me smile each and every day,
I know I will love you until God shall rightly takes me away. 

I love you Ruth
You are the love I have been waiting for since I was very young,
I love you my darling, as in God’s way we have truly and divinely won.

“Love you Ruth xxx Jason ❤️🙏🏽”
Jason
10th November 2026

No more….

Good to be sober today
No more headaches or “why did I drink that much?” 
Thought like a good idea at the time and a worthy touch. 

Good to be sober
I was soon leaving this earth,
Damaging my body, loosening the brain,
When actually I was going absolutely insane. 

No more alcohol
Just a day at a time,
I thank my higher that I made it today
No more spending money which I don’t have, as this pain in the body is now going away.

No more hangovers 
No more self destructive mode, 
I need to look towards this sober path and no more craziness to goad.

Jason
10th November 2026

Just encourage

When I say encourage. 
I say follow your dreams, 
You know it won’t be easy, as unexpected things won’t appear as they seem.

That’s the element of surprise,
Youi are on this earth for so long, and eventually we shall demise.

It’s finding balance, 
And finding ‘inner’ peace, 
And will we find that eventually… that depends that sacrifices you release?

This is your time to shine
This is your time to prove the doubters wrong, 
And does their opinion count? It’s your time to shine….. as all shall become strong. 

Jason
10th November 2026

We can all claim to be experts 😂

We can claim to know it all
When in fact, you need to delve into detail of a case and acknowledge what words you learn to call. 

We can claim to have an understanding of a subject and to be fair some of us do
It’s all about find a solution to a problem and take your time, 
I have been there, when patience has been limited, as my brain is frazzled and no longer mine.

We can all claim to know it all
It’s all about being honest and listening what the other person has to say, 
You can sense B.S. that stench has not place to stay.

We can claim to know it all,
We can try our best and work out the solution, 
And if you have fallen down plenty of times? Don’t worry there shan’t be no more confusion. 

Today? That is all you have 
Try and try again, 
I have been there before, and the words I heard back weren’t always nice, 
So brush yourself down and look towards what piece of ‘your’ cake you can slice.

Jason
10th November 2026

What it use to be like…

People look at things in a political view these days, 
I suppose this is the end of times, which I personally won’t want to stay. 

I know policy works in areas
Often it is ignore, 
People looking at debates more
Subjects I do not adore. 

I suppose we are all different
I would like laughter to lift my soul,
I don’t need a debate to allow the juices to flow.

For others it’s like a lift 
For me, it’s about arguments, that isn’t a welcomed gift. 

I suppose for others it keeps them alive
I am learning to be with God now, that’s where I look to strife. 

Stay put and stay strong, 
I rather listen to Morecambe and wise and hear ‘bring me sunshine… in your eyes’
Those words back them brought a smile to our face… that and other things to surprise. 

We had Pop music that lifted the soul, 
Now you hear politics, TikTok, instagram and other media which causes youngster to troll. 

When all is said and done the eyes will close 
Your legacy will be remembered or not, 
Life is worth living and.. plus gossip needs to be shot. 

Jason
10th November 2026

What choice we have?

What choice do you have?
Kicking and screaming won’t help,
That angst of childishness that causes a yelp.

What choice do we have?
It’s prayer time, so stop, put cold water on your face and fly, 
Otherwise your energy shall be told “goodbye”.

It’s our life
and yes we have free will,
It’s a choice to figure it out, that’s the spiritual prayerful deal.

You are not done yet, live and pray to the highest source there is,
When all tries to get you down, listen to our Father.. and never dismiss.

Jason - 701 days sober
10th November 2026

Why do we push ourselves?

Sometimes the pain is better than the peace,
Strange set of words, but we all need a challenge in the least.

Sometimes we will stop and then think too much,
Our mental health exacerbates and has nowhere to go,
There is always a release, so now go out there and grow.

Sometimes life will present a test,
Your highest power shall guide you with zeal to come out on top and attempt to achieve your best. 

Remember today is all you have,
Yes, sure plan ahead that gives you hope and a walk to see, 
This life one you’ll be free.

Jason
10th November 2026