Give us that chance

​Give us that chance 
Not that away with you, that merry dance.

I am here to win
But it’s all through the timing of the utmost high,
If it’s not to be?. I’ll accept God’s will and refuse to cry. 

The time to try
The time to move forward and keep going, 
You shall tire, so keep going my friend 
It’s your blind faith in which you need to defend. 

Don’t run away anymore,
If that’s not you, then continue to read 
There is always a chance you will or won’t succeed. 

Take your time
Read these words, 
For some people today it’s the only conversation they have a chance to have heard. 

Jason
5th May 2026

A year today….

​Not sure how it happened
But it’s one year clean today,
Thanks to my strong will and higher power I am not crucifying my internals in any way.

How did I do it?
I struggled, cried and wondered what to do next,
I was overcome by this addiction, now the chains are removed
I have a blessing in my heart.. which I pray I never look to lose.

I tried, 
I cried and allowed this to take over my soul, 
Now I am getting my life back, the art of recovering is coming to meetings and simply turn up and show.

You should be proud of yourself
You should be happy you have made it a year, 
Time isn’t on anyones side, but one thing for certain.. you are loved by your higher power… therefore, you never need to fear.

“Well done Amy.. proud of you to making it to 1 year.. and may the numbers increase 🙏🏽❤️”
Jason
4th May 2026

I’ve always been an addict

​Am I suppose to be ashamed
People not understanding this addiction which I was unable to refrain.

People judge, that’s a natural reaction, 
There needs to be balance and this path ends with little satisfaction. 

But you did what you did, and well done for coming this far, 
Multiple years, 
18 months?
Or even 24 hours without a snort or drink,
The fact you started this new life shall make you start to think.

Remember you are loved by God
And Fellows will encourage you to get on the right path, 
Tomorrow is never guaranteed, so enjoy this ‘new day’ and ‘new week’ 
Pray to God first… this passage shall no longer become meek.

Jason
4th May 2026

Jason

A life no less borrowed

​We live in auspicious times
Working out our hearts and our minds. 

No stone goes unturned as today is a blessing,
Today is a gift from God, along with plenty of testing. 

Give it your all,
Live for today, 
Stop thinking of Me, even though your strength requires to stay. 

Leave on good terms with people
Say “I love you” in a spiritual way; 
As all you are promised is the humility of today. 

Jason
4th May 2026

When I first admitted I had a problem.

​When I first admitted I had a problem
I knew it was something I couldn’t control, 
I did the classic thing, didn’t drink for a few days, then it hit me… this disease needed to go.

I still miss it
the liquor down my throat, 
The way it made me feel, giving me a bit of Dutch courage to excite that moment 
When really I needed hope, before this exacerbated and went hellbent.

I want a drink now
I want a drink to calm me down, 
I am not in a system where I can act like a child, meaning shout and overload,
I later call Samaritans, they are the Angels that are blessed to have always showed. 

This disease gets you
Please don’t do what hit me and others before, 
This is now a time of reflection, these shares in A.A. could never become a bore.

Jason
3rd May 2026

Remembered

​be remembered for your kindness
And how you made others laugh,
You won’t please all people, even those you who you love
Yet your blueprint is heavens always, and marked above.

Be remembered for good acts,
Yes, you can’t save the world.. or perhaps just once!
Believe in your presence, we all have that delicate hunch.

Be reminded for your light mindedness,
And if you aren’t that way inclined then here is a virtual hug,
And if you don’t accept that gesture, then I’ll go off and pray afar
Your last moment with me shall be telling, so take this opportunity as the world is already too hard.

It’s not about lip service 
So be remembered, Rome wasn’t built in a day,
As long as you believe in the gratitude you say… all in heaven shall be okay.

Jason
3rd May 2026

Sleep today

​Before we go to bed we thank the higher power that we remain here
I am not on borrowed time now, nor would I want anything else to elevate fear.

I am sad I need to leave one day, but think about it..? no more pain.. simply peace
For those who don’t believe in an higher power, just remember ‘he loves you’, those are the truth
Make sure you pray before the days through 
Tomorrow shall arrive with another page for you to seek further clues.

And when that time arrives, there will be no more arguments, 
No more paying bills, 
No more wondering what to do next, 
There is Zion to look forward to, a place of hope and no writing another text.

When tomorrow goes 
The spirit guides you to the place you need to be, 
No more borrowed time, or seeking how to stay
I know peace on earth is humility which gives me hope all shall be okay.

Jason
3rd May 2026