You are only as limited as you imagination

​Don’t hold back 
Don’s hold in, 
Learn to step out into the unknown
And this is where God leads you where you ought to be shown.

Don’t hold back
Don’t give in, 
You are capable to do anything you want,
You are special to God, and perhaps a couple of fellows here or those far away
God ultimately has the final say.

Don’t hold back
Be the best person you can try to be,
Say the positives about you, and try to avoid berating others
You are no different from their awkwardness, my sisters and brothers. 

Be kind
Stop speaking negatively about you and others, 
That is only a reflection of who you are;
Haven’t you heard ‘the spec of the eye and the plank of the others eye’.
It is only the trust you have in God is where you refuse to ever become demised.

Jason
2nd October 2026

Wanted to pick up… but didn’t

​Who would have I disappointed? Myself of course!
And you know what? I came ‘this close’ for wanting a drink,
God stopped me.. by making me think.

I stopped, I almost called a fellow but I restrained instead, 
I wanted to continue on this sobriety journey, so I have worked hard for this.. so all well from these I am about to say and lay this past to bed. 

I tasted the drink in my mouth,
A relaxer… and a overwhelming craving,
I was all over the place and constantly wavering. 

I know the fellowship wouldn’t have judged me if I decided to slip, 
But I am staying with this God programme, the 12 steps will provide me with an almighty grip.

I avoided ‘this’ near miss 
I avoided because I spoke to God first, 
If I craved a drink, it wouldn’t be alcohol I’ve wanted to have thirst.

“Nearly… I didn’t.. just for today”
Jason
2nd October 2026

Jet set Matthew

​This man is the perennial king,
And he would probably repeat what is generally said, 
He likes to harmonise, especially during the day and before going to bed.

Matthew, I am there until I finally draw my finally breath,
You are a blessing for me, mum, others and our God,
He is a blessing, but he puts himself down, which is mildly odd.

He is funny
Smart, but ironically puts himself down, despite all these iconic gifts, 
He says ‘we’ instead of ‘I’
He is a man I truly admire, especially before I say hello to heaven and the point I shall die. 

Thank you for his life God
He is a silly sod at times,
He does roam down the negative past, pondering what could have been, 
But at his best, he is hilarious, lovely and if he stops saying ‘we’ then God will accept his beautiful grin.
“Matthew you are a blessing from God, you saved my… you are victor in Christ,
and he doesn’t makes the likes of you twice”

Jason
2nd October 2026

Life is a continuum

​Some people make situations larger than it is, 
When actually, it’s God who balances you/.. and the fieriest cause something to be missed.

it’s okay to be ‘you’, 
As long as you pray and help others ‘do’,
You can listen, 
You can smile
You can make fun of the the situation, if that’s okay for the other person
It’s about knowing their traits and avoid making that situation worsen.

Some people are fiery
Some people are calm,
Some people have a balance, but that is rare
Patience is the antidote, that’s the temperament I choose to declare. 

Some people can live alone
Some thrive in that position,
Some are forced to be in that situation, they need connection… that kind of helpful rendition.

The fact is, you are never alone as you can always pray to God
Sometimes he is far and sometimes he is near,
Just remember, he wants to help you… focus on him as there is nothing to fear.

Jason
2nd October 2026

Wisdom in your head

Mum… please rest,, as heavens room awaits, but not yet
You are still here and say a prayer to help you through, 
Our prayers are with you as love is the spirit which remains in the rooms.

Rest my dear Mother,
Do not worry about a single thing, 
We will be strong for you now and forevermore, 
You are still with us today, despite the pain we are feeling inside.. which is spiritually sore.

Please relax
Do not worry, as worry has been overtaken by rest
We are all on this earth for so long.. as we love you… the heavens shall provide you with openness and zest.

Love will live forever, 
Love will hold onto our connection on earth and when God welcomes you to heaven,
My heart is here and that part of me shall never leave
The angels will protect you, that part shall be welcomely received.

“Mum, don’t worry.. love is a forever spirit….”
Jason
2nd October 2026

The voices outside

​people put earphones on today, when they go for a walk or stroll,
Disconnecting themselves from other people to keep their mind fresh,
This can be hostility at its raw best. 

Not saying it’s wrong!
And not saying it is right,
We learn to keep away from sounds which rile, 
And that could take a short time or quite awhile. 

It’s about trying to be the best version of yourself,
And don’t be hard on your soul, 
As long as you have your higher present, there is always a safe place for you to go.

So if you disconnect, make sure it’s done with love and no theatrics attached,
As humility is all inside of us, and that’s worth holding onto and trying to match.

Jason
2nd October 2026

Just knowing..

​knowing, is when it’s simply time to grow
Knowing it’s time to simply hone into your higher power… and show.

Knowing it’s time to stop over thinking and simply “do’,
And remembering not to stay still and try something new.

This is between you and God, and don’t bring others in,
It’s about the trying and acknowledging the ‘small wins’.

Knowing is an epiphany in itself
Grow with God first, that’s your elevation to your mental health.

Knowing comes with time, 
minute by minute or second by second,
It’s about holding onto God at that exact time you shall reckon.

Jason - 662 days sober
2nd October 2026