It just hits you

​It comes out of nowhere,
You feel like utter shite, 
But you need to continue… that never ending fight. 

The time has arrived, 
I am on this bloody journey again, 
Haven’t we been here before my fair weathered friend?

I have messed up on a number of occasions,
Can I take it back, hell no…!
It’s that time of euphoria and the time you are unable to go slow. 

We are a family, 
We are in this together,
On occasions why know what is the best thing to do, but the fact is we weren’t being clever.

There is a road you need to lead
And sometimes the wrong turns takes place, 
Remember, you are never alone my friend, the darkness shall turn light.. that is what I want us all to embrace.

“Recovery…. What a place to be…?”
Jason
16th February 2026

It’s not about ‘I’

​who said we had to help everyone?
We can only do what we can to help
So accept these words as a ‘lift’
Your timing to support another person is a glorified gift. 

It’s not about ‘I’ it’s about ‘we’
The world is troubled enough can’t you see?

People looking for debate
Untangling the troubles placed from the past,
It’s about seeking calm, that shan’t always last.

People come into your lives 
And sometimes you are present with them because God says, 
It’s your inner resolve through prayer which strengths and lays.

Support one person
And if they refuse that’s fine, 
We are here for a period of time so make it last, 
Blessings are beautiful but can move along fast. 

Jason
16th February 2026

Tragedy behind the comedy

​I am in the gym
Waiting to push the next set of heavy weights,
There is angst within myself, so what am I to debate? 

I am ready to push 
Go for it hard, 
Motivation is prevalent as there is no holds barred. 

I am here at 5am doing for what I only truly know,
I am ready to fight and have plenty to show.

As long there is breath in my lungs and a will to succeed,
People tend to know me for my laughter and quick witt,
When I know I can be a bit of a ‘git’.

We all know laughter is the best medicine,
It has a place where darkness makes your familiar,
When in truth is the two truths are not too dissimilar!

Jason
16th February 2026

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Glorious Skeleton Gold 🥇

​You have achieved the unexplainable 
The speed and endurance is amazing containable. 

Well done
You believed, believed and believed
Gold was the aim
Accomplishing the brilliance of a memory never shall never leave
You deserved this success and Gold is what you received. 

The path was here, there and everywhere
But the aim, the goal was direct, 
You produced a moment of brilliance that was unexplainably perfect.

A Gold medal received, 
And it doesn’t stop here, 
The world knows you are best now… but guess what?? There is no one else there you fear.

“Well done Tabitha Stoekar and Matt Weston for Mixed Skeleton Gold.🥇”
Jason
15th February 2026

80s films..

​The 80s genre
What a wonderful mix, 
Today it’s all about computers to generate our entertainment 
Back then it was driven by spirit of will and sheer attainment.

‘Superman 2, 3 and 4, and ‘Back to the future’ to name a couple
Then there was ‘Weekend at Bernie’s’ And ‘Elmo’s fire’, 
Along with ‘Tron’ and ‘Bladerunner’ which were futuristic desire. 

It wasn’t perfect with aesthetic bodies and armoured bodied suits 
As the comedy flourished with ‘Police academy, 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5
And to start that decade there was that classic titled: ‘Staying Alive’.

There are so many that I have probably missed, 
Rocky 2, 3 and 4 
and Michael Keaton’s ‘Batman’ which brought us to the edge of our seats and core.

There was ‘Beatle Juice’ and ‘Beverley Hills Cop’
As these were the films that kept our spirits raised as this era paved the way to new array… the ones’ that mean a lot.

Jason
15th February 2026

That love never leaves

​That sort of love never leaves
What you see in your heart, trust me, your inner power.. you shall always receive. 

The person may have left
But there are there in your heart, 
the love of others passing for their spirit is merely the start.

They say when you die you won’t see them again!
In my personal opinion there is always a transparency for which you can depend.

We pray for the love they provided
And even if they struggled, but you continue to love them so, 
There is a prayer that is mindful and shan’t ever go.

Death is inevitable 
That can’t ever be stopped,
When you have lost a loved one, that feeling shall always mean a lot.

“To those we have loved and lost… well sort of 😉…”
Jason
15th February 2026

For you Ruth… God spoke to me❤️

​God spoke to me
I was only going for a coffee to say a prayer, 
Then when you walked in God said: ‘your suitor is now here’.

I didn’t know what was going on?
I was phenomenally perplexed, 
I said to God to myself: “what’s going on?”
God then replied “you know me son, I am never wrong”.

So I thought if God sends you a blessing accept with with arms open wide, 
Mind you, you are beautiful Ruth as this wasn’t a normal date through the past trials I confide. 

You may pose questions I don’t understand
Then iron does sharpen iron, 
Even though one day we shall be entering into Zion. 

You know God speaks to me by asking me to write in a poetic verse
As these words just flow and later could be rehearsed. 

So as I say ‘I LOVE YOU’ that comes from within 
Thank the Lord for this moment of love 
It’s a blessing which fits like a glove. 

“To Ruth… I love you x”
Jason 
15th February 2026