Loving someone in spirit

​God brings you together
God shines a light for the one’s he loves 
And we are connected like a flying dove. 

God brings two souls to become one
Love is a spirit which can change your heart and mind,
It’s a blessing from God, which you can’t refuse which is divine. 

God brings you hope
God brings you love 
God brings us together, despite how early our relationship has reached
Before you know it, the time together we can pass onto others to teach.

I am blessed to have you
Please be kind to your heart,
I love you my dear Ruth sweetheart, prayers are connected before the rest of this passage in God’s walk from which we are about to embark.

“Love you Ruth. Happy Valentine’s Day x my love”
Jason
14th May 2026

Why God left me to stay

​it wasn’t my time
God stopped me from calling it a day,
I asked why he wouldn’t let me go?
Then three weeks later God asked me to write a poem as someone else suffered woe.

So I wrote a poem only three weeks before I attempted to take my own life,
The words saved him, as if he succeeded,he would have left behind his son and his wife. 

I asked God “why” as I wanted to leave, 
I felt I had nothing else to offer or anyone to hold onto, 
Basically I was mentally gone and entirely through.

God kept me on as he has a purpose for us all,
Even at a time when you felt you couldn’t take it anymore and waiting to fall.

“The reason why God kept me alive when I tried to take my life on the 23rd August 2023..”
Jason
14th February 2026

Valentines to special friends

​Care is love for friends
And I do love you guys,
Should that come at all as a bit of a surprise?

Love is wanting to share a special time,
We have been through the ringer, that’s what I find!

Loving friendship in a valentine greet,
Despite the circumstances it’s a surreal moment for you beautiful people to meet.

So embrace this day
Whatever it may bring!
I pray for a calm one and a time I hope you meet with beautiful friends, 
this valentines occasion is perhaps a time to comprehend. 

“Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️”
Jason
14th February 2026

G.O.W.I. (Getting on with it)

​There are so many questions 
When the fact you simply proceed,
You find out the solution and then aim to succeed. 

There are people who will hold you back,
Planting a seed to make you retract,
God’s blessings are there to fight
God has a plan for you within his light.

There will always be questions 
For people who think they are intellectually eureka types to in light ,
They don’t know the answer but they can’t come up with a solution,
A bit like a Daily Mail reader who live on  the premise of a delusion.

So get the job done 
That is what’s required,
Then we are all different after all, and on occasions that can be admired.

Jason
14th February 2026

Hour by hour

You can learn so much from having this condition,
We look to have a day off, but you can’t!
And if you let go and eat what you want.. there is no chance.

Well that isn’t entirely true…!
You can control as we all know what to do.

The medical team can guide
They know the textbook inside out, 
But living with it, you want to unleash and occasionally shout.

Imagine a poor child with this condition shall have this until the very end
Myself, 23 for years… and there are days I can’t fathom not defend. 


A CGM or blood test, followed by carb counting too,
Then the administration of insulin, that’s the moment you need to get into a rhythm
Adapting to a degree when you need to adhere to a system.

Some of us become take risks with the amount of insulin injected
Yet nothing in life (even this?) can ever be perfected.

“Living with type 1 diabetes”
Jason
14th February 2026

Speak as you find…

​What can you do?
Accept people fo who they are, 
If they annoy you, should shoot them discretely.. they soon shall go far..🤣.

What can you do?
Being sensitive doesn’t help, when people trying to get under you skin?
The fact is God has your back, so you laugh right back with a God blessed grin.🤣

They say there’s 28 muscles to make a frown
compared to 4 muscle to have a grin,
People can f@ck off, so continue laughing at them as they never win..🤣

Be kind to your heart 
You are the most important that you see, 
Praying to God overtakes the person you are inside
Say goodbye to others, and pray for others… that is most… when you’ve tried.

Jason
14th February 2026

Saved but life…

You ​saved my life
Actually you saved my body, heart and mind, 
The heart is humble, as I am no longer blind.

Rile me! Then you need to speak to the Father above
Actually he is everywhere with moments of tremor and teaspoon of love.

You saved my life,
Those are the people I shall never forget,
God is always with me, as prayers lift your spirit to reset.

You saved my life, 
And you know who you are,
At the time I need leave, as the protecting Father isn’t at all far.

“Love Jason”
Jason
13th February 2026