If you feel alone... then pray

I am happy in my own company 

But I can't enforce my feelings and what's on you, 

You see, life has dealt me a blow when nothing has been there

Even the family you have don't have the skills or patience to care.

Don't get me wrong

Life can be scary at times, 

But God has given you this chance, 

Life isn't always a moment of happiness to dance. 

Life is for you to enjoy

You don't need to hold someone's hand, 

Because comfortablity in you is what God ultimately wants you to pursue. 

If you say 'I am alone then you will be alone,#

If you say 'I have God' then you have God, 

Life can pose its struggles, but it's the solution is what we need to find

Remember to yourself, and God... You need for yourself to become kind.

"One for Matthew..."

Jason

19th July 2026

What God means.....

God is my friend

God is my peace, 

God is my saviour 

God is my perennial hope

God gives me the angles to never go down that slope. 

God is my father

God takes away the pain, 

God is my teacher, and the one that removes my anger which was once a constant bane. 

God is my forgiver 

God is my want 

God is my conversation, and the one that provokes but does not taunt.

God puts my head into the right place

God puts my love into a healthy position, 

Technically we can be bad for one other, but God never wants you to go on that mission. 

God is my confider

The spirit that has taken away my pain, 

When no one has understood me, God has made me learn from the lesson and then again. 

God is your best friend 

Leave the prayer you say to the highest of high, 

God is my protector too, May the light of his love bless and focus what you pursue.

"What God means to .... Me"

Jason

19th July 2026

What God means.....

God is my friend

God is my peace, 

God is my saviour 

God is my perennial hope

God gives me the angles to never go down that slope. 

God is my father

God takes away the pain, 

God is my teacher, and the one that removes my anger which was once a constant bane. 

God is my forgiver 

God is my want 

God is my conversation, and the one that provokes but does not taunt.

God puts my head into the right place

God puts my love into a healthy position, 

Technically we can be bad for one other, but God never wants you to go on that mission. 

God is my confider

The spirit that has taken away my pain, 

When no one has understood me, God has made me learn from the lesson and then again. 

God is your best friend 

Leave the prayer you say to the highest of high, 

God is my protector too, May the light of his love bless and focus what you pursue.

"What God means to .... Me"

Jason

19th July 2026

Not going back (12 step programme)

​There’s no going back
That life that was a thrill for a moment but you almost didn’t make it through,
The killer is the addiction, and to be fair that’s shall always be me and you.

But the fight has begun and we nee to keep topping up with a prayer to replenish our once unclean thoughts, 
Stick to the 12 step programme, that spiritual awakening which it has taught.

The day has begun
It’s starts with a prayer,
Accept you have sinned and that the works you put in is important for others to hear. 

The idea is to keep going by getting to know who you are in God,
There is a journey so beautiful awaiting, 
I stick to that lane… my thoughts are not on arguments and debating.

Jason
19th July 2026

Grateful for today

​God…thank you for today
Thank you for the hope, blessings and love to share as we pray. 

I try to connect to people that I love, but I prefer to stay away from their guise,
This is my 7000th poem, a milestone I never thought I would achieve as God has faith in my abilities.. that’s no surprise.

I am sober man today, for that I am grateful for that too,
I put in the work to stay sober, a path I 9once thought I wasn’t able to do.

You see, we are all important in God’s eyes,
That is what we believe through the words I share,
A blessing is held as there is a higher power who has always cared.

It is distance I crave for but then again prayers make us join through attributes of old
Remember, we are loved always… as our path of receiver of life’s trials shall unfold.

“7000th poem”
Jason 
18th July 2026 

80s nostalgia

​England football team returned to the World Cup stage in 1982 and 1986,
Losing out to Germany and Argentina respectively, the latter match was infamous for the ‘hand of God’ which came into the mix. 

Music had lyrics 
And wasn’t on a monotone vibe,
There were sounds of encouragement just like the film called ‘staying alive’.

Yes, we had our struggles all generations do,
Those were the days when pen, paper and pencil worked out a letter or piece of art, including numerical clues.

People use to speak slowly as technology was often put away,
As I get older I miss those days which I hoped returned one day.

There was 3 to channels to turn on and played at a scheduled time, 
Recorders were a luxury as like video games which was played by a tape that often had to be rewind.

Those were the days
Yes, they weren’t perfect as nations often fought,
Reminiscing a moment in this memory back which has been often caught.

Jason
18th July 2026

Safety in the rooms

What can you say about the rooms?

There is no judgement 

There is a spiritual peace,

God loves you, remember that... at the very least. 

I know today is all we got

Looking for hope, that moment from that impulsiveness of sheer desperation,

People who have been where you have been before, this is a journey and not a destination.

Thank you for these rooms, 

We have Bill W to thank for that, 

Looking for the solution to give up drinking, 

And not that annoyance of procrastination, especially when drink gets into your system 

And that you are no longer able to listen. 

The disease is what it is, 

Be at peace with God, and yourself, he wants nothing but the best for you,

This life and this addiction you will put through it.. unless you look at the similarities and not the differences

Life can be humbling, so avoid the consequences. 

Jason

18th July 2026