Who knows what today has in store?

​In my own thoughts, I struggle how I am feeling
Some are consistent with their approach, and others are looking to emotionally stealing.

You see, what I have found out is that I am scared;
And people shall ask myself why?
Do I say, ‘leave me alone?’ I just want to be in a safe place and put my head down… and cry.

But don’t worry, the important thing is that I have released, 
I feel better for that feeling, as I am not a robot, where technically I am processing today;
I am a human being, capable of love, hurt, production and giving it my all
I just want to stay stable.. just for now…and refuse to hurl in a human ball. 

You see, my words in my poems are pretty much the same
But they are words of what we suppress inside, 
You are never alone, so pick up the phone and call a service or a friend
It’s not solutions you are looking for… so pray to God, a moment you won’t need a mobile phone to depend.

“Don’t do this alone’
Jason
3rd July 2026

Sober… just for today

​I am grateful to life
A new beginning, and a new way of living 
I wished I did this programme of the steps before.
It was sugggested: ‘can’t you go, just to have one?’
I know myself too well, I drink fast and end up spending a lot of money…..definitely over a ton.

I am grateful for today
And today I need to be selfish, and take action for me, 
Yet, I may be criticised for my impulsive ways
Today, I am focused, and aim not to stray. 

Hello, I am Jason, I am a alcoholic, 
And I am a grateful one….at that, 
I every now and then I go to my local, just to put myself through a test
I know through my higher power, I am seeking to be blessed.
I am here today
I am here tomorrow, that’s what I hope for too,
Today I have a life worth living 
And plenty of love to show, especially when I am writing poetry and the love I am giving. 

I struggle each day
I want to pick up, so I call a fellow alcoholic and tell them of my temptations 
We have all faced trails and tribulations.

I am thankful that i am sober today… just today.
Praying for this disease to away. 
The programme of 12 steps is powerful and quite simple,
I put in the work and don’t ever want to look back
I pray to God always, and that today I won’t be able to slack.

Jason - Alcoholic (571 days sober)
3rd July 2026

Dear you❤️✍🏽

​Dear you, thank you so much
Just being in your presence is a meaningful touch. 

Dear you, 
I pray for us all each day, 
Staying strong in spirit, and finding what to do next,
Perhaps do nothing, there’s no need to send an instigators text.  

Dear you,
Today is a blessing as I am grateful I am here, 
The light shining on each of us through the prayer that we share.

Dear you
Thank you for being amazing,
I pray to God for love and hope, especially at the point I am eagerly anticipating.

Jason
3rd July 2026

Friday is here to stay

​Have a wonderful life
Enjoy each moment in salvation,
Today is a new day to be embraced 
Take Friday for instance, one to humble yourself and taste. 

Look to your soul
Look towards the light, 
There is an angel there protecting your every spiritual fight. 

It starts today
Yes, right now, 
Don’t worry for worrying solves nothing at that time,
That makes you unwell and lacking focus to the mind. 

I am grateful for today
Nothing shall enter in harms way,
Stay here to fight, love and live
Today is the important thing that we are able to give.

Jason
3rd July 2026

I knew you were there.. I just resisted

​I fought people away
That’s the story of my life, 
I couldn’t get close to anyone, I was foolish, hopeless and craved drama and strife. 

You see, I see the person inside, 
Broken, brittle and frail in the head
As I say my prayers for I go to bed. 

I hated me. I could blame family, as they did play their part, 
But I allowed the devil in, and that ultimately ruined my unfaithful start. 

Today I am here, I thank the Lord for that
I didn’t know how to overcome the most fickle battle, 
I now remain in God’s passage, as the enemy is now beginning to rattle.

Jason
2nd July 2026

I cried and cried.. then faith hit

​I cried and cried and then the lord revealed
Touching mine and others hearts from this apt moment that is sealed. 

I cried and died
As I wanted to say goodbye, 
People seeking approval from others authority, 
I rather stay with my God, free will can also be seen as hopeful autonomy. 

I cried and cried, and said ‘God! Take it away!’,
I was dying inside, not sure how to answer questions that hurt my soul, 
I am growing each day, and it comes with a cost
But I know the son of God died on that fateful cross. 

So God, just for today
I know that is all we have, 
We can plan and control to the best of our human traits
The power comes from your higher power… the path that is fate. 

Jason
2nd June 2026

The rooms where we share…..

​This is an open space
No judgement 
As well as no fear, 
Remember you have God on your side, whom through love and hope comes a tear.

This is a safe space 
A place to love, to cherish, to listen and hold
The words flowing from my heart are simple and bold. 

I need you Lord every single day
We have flourishing, nourishing and want you to remain. 

Whatever you are facing 
Whatever you are seeking, 
Live only for today, tomorrow may or may not happen 
it’s about timing, and not what shall dampen. 

Jason - Alcoholic (570 days sober)
2nd July 2026