You’ll dream a day

​you’ll dream a day we shall all be at peace
Looking to finally rest despite the chaos which release.

You’ll dream a day when there will be laughter and joy,
Refusing to pick up a drink, as or enter into trickery as part of the ploy.

You’ll dream a day friends and family shall be comforted by love,
And from that specific word expressed the action shall lead one to be nudged.

You’ll dream a day when pain shall go away
Tomorrow is never promised as the earth is only limited unless we pray.

Jason 
6th September 2026

Free will

​You can believe, or leave it be!
It’s your choice, but the truth within you…can never leave.

You have free will
A will to choice if you want to believe it or not,
I know I have today to get closer to God, for me that’s worth a lot!

Take your time
Hold what is true, 
Free will is a choice you can or cannot accept, 
For me, it was an epiphany and a chance to reset. 

Today is today
We can worry, and we can cry
You feelings are important on how you manage that path,
Often the stresses of worry can lead any almighty wrath. 

Belief is powerful
And it has a pragmatic approach too, 
Allow your higher power to lead, as there’s plenty good in you.

Jason
5th September 2026

Take your time.. breathe

​Time stays still for no one, 
Control is something we try to master 
But mastering is hard to control in God’s time, 
Today we seek a new beginning and leave the past behind.

I want to see tomorrow, 
But I am not promised that day,
It’s only a matter of time, when God takes me and the rest of us away.

i am not being morbid
I am not being fickle too, 
I can only leave this with God, and there’s no one else we can ensue.

Time belongs to God
And we were created by God, believe that or not,
I know I only have today, for me? That’s personally worth a shot.

Jason
5th September 2026

Following the steps.

​A.A. The last place I thought I be, 
I was blinded with drink, but now I am able to see. 

A.A. Saved me, 
It’s an analogy of fellowship in a jug, 
To be honest I was trying on my terms, 
How unwise this fool could be?
Today I am working through the programme, it’s a ‘work in progress’ that is prevalently key.

A.A. We are free today
And we push the message on
We finally see the light.. through the darkness which we thought we ought to belong.

There is hope
Just take your time and learn this programme, bit by bit, 
I thank God for this chance and that I didn’t pick up a drink today 
as the programme of A.A. Has always your best interests at which need to stay.

“Grateful to be sober… and grateful to write this for myself, fellows and others who comprehend they have a problem with alcoholism.”
Jason
5th September 2026 

Things constantly change

​Things change 
Nothing can always stay the same,
So make the most of today
You’ll be alright, as long you are consistent to pray.

Things never stay the same,
Not everything can remain calm, 
I miss people in this world but if I want them back? To my mind that shall cause harm.

Things will change 
People’s attitude will change most of the time,
In a constantly changing world, there isn’t a chance to unwind. 

Make the most of today 
Make the most of the ‘here and now’, 
Be at peace with God and avoid an unnecessary debate, 
For me… I am away from that chaos.. that annoying mindless state.

Jason
5th September 2026

Just for this moment today

​Just for this day I do not pick up 
Just for this day I refuse to get caught in a rut.

As life goes by
A coffee and recovering shall do,
I shall be praying for each of you, I may not know you… but you have an inkling and clue. 

You do have the will
You need to be patient, and if you don’t have that attribute the start now, 
Patience is calming but don’t become too complacent otherwise you’ll scowl.

You have the will
And there is a way, 
You need to stop and think… the chaos shall never obey.

Jason - recovering alcoholic (635 days sober)
5th September 2026

The last hope of desperation.

​Do you know how to take your life? 
Don’t do it, I have tried this desperate act twice
10 units of fast insulin.. the feeling afterwards wasn’t very nice..

I struggled with mental health
I think in I will always have this condition, 
I am now trying to embrace life, that’s my humble addition. 

I tried to take my life
It felt the right thing to do, 
Those who stop themselves in time, 
I am pleased they didn’t go ahead and try 
Allow God to take you away, and for he to lead you to say goodbye….

I tried to take my life twice
A crazy mind my head as going through, 
Today I am here , and you may or may not be pleased I am
Today I am humbled in God’s presence, that’s the presence from which I now stand.

“Pleased to be here today..”
Jason
4th September 2026