This concept called ‘life’

​this concept called ‘life’ 
As we get older we look at our past,
Not knowing that time doesn’t stop for anyone… meaning the moment doesn’t always last. 

You live your best life
Or that’s how it appears? 
Scared of taking a risk, as with that comes a few fears. 

And there are moments you have done well, given it your all, 
You aren’t bothered if you rise or consequently fall. 

The fact you have tried 
And it’s been on your terms, 
Asking people advice on this walk,
It’s only God who knows what is your right step, 
Yet at least you tried, as long you haven’t brought others down?
You need to keep going as you keep that grin rather than bring about that fickle frown. 

Jason
6th May 2026

Thoughts in the head

​you can workout your day through a prayer
Calmness and the avoidance of overthinking doesn’t get you anywhere.

We all make mistakes 
Let the time pass,
Not all bad news is going to last.

Don’t worry about tomorrow 
As it hasn’t happened yet,
Take it a day at a time,
This is advice to myself too, through God’s seeking divine.

Love to love
And wrong will turn right,
The process can be painful.. but there’s a blessing within sight.✍🏽❤️

Jason
5th May 2026

It will be okay!

​those are the last words you want to hear: “it will be okay”,
You wondered how you met that person, especially when their chaos decided to stay. 

It will be okay 
As I listen to the eagles song “take it easy”,
I tend to leave this in God’s hands, but not always freely.

Trials and life are part of the chaos
Some thrive on it, some don’t,
I walk the line on my terms when praying to God, 
The guidance from the spirit gives a soothing nod. 

I said goodbye before 
and I shall say it again, 
Life is precious because it was given to you, so stay humble.. my learning friend.

Jason
5th May 2026

This could happen to anyone.. dear diary..

​Dear diary 
I am feeling low today, 
I have an eye injection caused by my diabetes, 
I tried to stay positive by going to the gym… my preferred kind to beating. 

Dear diary
I am suffering inside, 
I suppose we all have challenges to face
Medically and psychologically, but there are somethings I shall embrace. 

Dear diary
I write the good points about myself, 
It’s a pretty good list; it possess, kindness, love and laughter around 
Plus I have this gift of writing poetry, which is forever so profound. 

Dear diary,
Thank you for listening what I have to say, 
Despite the struggles I face inside
I say my three affirmations, and one of them is a blessing that today I am still alive. 

Jason
5th May 2026

Give us that chance

​Give us that chance 
Not that away with you, that merry dance.

I am here to win
But it’s all through the timing of the utmost high,
If it’s not to be?. I’ll accept God’s will and refuse to cry. 

The time to try
The time to move forward and keep going, 
You shall tire, so keep going my friend 
It’s your blind faith in which you need to defend. 

Don’t run away anymore,
If that’s not you, then continue to read 
There is always a chance you will or won’t succeed. 

Take your time
Read these words, 
For some people today it’s the only conversation they have a chance to have heard. 

Jason
5th May 2026

A year today….

​Not sure how it happened
But it’s one year clean today,
Thanks to my strong will and higher power I am not crucifying my internals in any way.

How did I do it?
I struggled, cried and wondered what to do next,
I was overcome by this addiction, now the chains are removed
I have a blessing in my heart.. which I pray I never look to lose.

I tried, 
I cried and allowed this to take over my soul, 
Now I am getting my life back, the art of recovering is coming to meetings and simply turn up and show.

You should be proud of yourself
You should be happy you have made it a year, 
Time isn’t on anyones side, but one thing for certain.. you are loved by your higher power… therefore, you never need to fear.

“Well done Amy.. proud of you to making it to 1 year.. and may the numbers increase 🙏🏽❤️”
Jason
4th May 2026

I’ve always been an addict

​Am I suppose to be ashamed
People not understanding this addiction which I was unable to refrain.

People judge, that’s a natural reaction, 
There needs to be balance and this path ends with little satisfaction. 

But you did what you did, and well done for coming this far, 
Multiple years, 
18 months?
Or even 24 hours without a snort or drink,
The fact you started this new life shall make you start to think.

Remember you are loved by God
And Fellows will encourage you to get on the right path, 
Tomorrow is never guaranteed, so enjoy this ‘new day’ and ‘new week’ 
Pray to God first… this passage shall no longer become meek.

Jason
4th May 2026

Jason