Memories of the past

I remember the days when phones weren’t devices we wrote with to send a ‘point proving’ letter, 
The past was more relaxed, actually I felt areas were better. 

I remember the days we worried, but a manageable amount of information filled our minds, 
Now there is too much data to argue with… this world can’t always be this unkind? 

Stay in your lane and hold onto the great memories you enjoyed, 
Remember those moments as girls and boys. 

People are more intense now
No one is at all relaxed, 
In a world full of chaos, I love,
reminiscing the 80s or 90s as balance equals its own level to max.

Jason
28th October 2026

Try to start with a prayer and… then a laugh

It’s not easy these days 
Negativity is littered all around,  
I have no time for this, but this is a spiritual battle I found.

Why attack with negativity
I know people are addressing the issues of today, 
Can’t we laugh like we use to, and I am not saying stop with business, I just want the weight to lift… and that sort of thing to stay. 

My formula is to say ‘goodbye’ 
I rather be on my own if these things take place, 
It’s the volume of subjection out there which is hard to accept,
I rather be an optimist and stay with God as one day we shall live in a place that’s truly perfect. 

No more pain
No more mental health and no more chronic noise having to deal, 
I rather be at peace with my maker, those moments I prefer to be real.

Jason
28th October 2026

It’s not what you want but what you need!

You’ll pray, and something turns up you didn’t expect,
It’s not what you want, it’s what you need!
Listen to this message and take in the words that you read.

You want it all, but the answer at that time is ‘no’,
Discern and move forward, either fast or slow.

It’s what you are able to manage 
Don’t exceed the demands in your heart, 
God has always had your plan from the very start.

Do not worry, all shall be revealed 
You will be okay, stop! God has a plan
You are in the present of life, you shall once again be tall as aspirations shall land.

Jason - 688 days sober 
28th October 2026

It starts today…

No drink
Don’t pick up,
If you have relapsed, that is okay,
But today is when it starts… now..start this new day and stay.

We have all messed up
That’s part of life, 
Remember this is your life for a duration,
And a moment of reflection and affirmation. 

There is no shame in failing,
Failing is how you learn to put things right, 
This is your moment to flourish, in this ‘never ending’ fight.

So no picking up!
Not today! 
Minute by minute and hour by hour,
You will pull through, to enter into this new life which awaits,
This is a much better way of life which is a meaningful fate.

Jason
28th October 2026

Why fellowship?

Why do we care in A.A.? 
Because this disease will kill us; 
And if you think you will die of something, 
Then avoid going like this, 
This is something not worth holding onto, and should prefer to miss. 

Why A.A.? 
because there is honesty in the rooms, 
The elevation, the laughter, and the similarities you see amongst yourselves, 
Is more than taking a tablet for cholesterol or anything else. 

Why A.A.? 
It’s about fellowship and connection, 
You won’t get on with anyone, but the 12 steps is the place to start, 
It’s about coming to meetings, staying in the rooms, 
Even if you have relapsed, we won’t reject you… we shan’t sing that tune.

Why A.A? 
It’s because we need to regain focus and look to our hearts, 
Yes, it is tough love, a vessel to see a way through, 
Keep working the programme, you shall eventually see the results of your efforts…. This humble pursuit.

“God bless for A.A.”
Jason
27th October 2026

We can work togehter through the son of man…. ❤️

I pray for us to be together,
We are working this method through prayer, 
Every day we can honour and worship the father anywhere.

You are my beautiful friend
I know I am not perfect, but I do try, 
I love it when we pray together, as I know the Father is keeping his eye on us
We are surrendering the time we have with Christ 
This is more than just being very nice. 

We wouldn’t have got to this stage if it wasn’t for God,
Yet, the plans the Father has in-store
Is to be with him more and more. 

This is a unity of hope
This is a unity that God does connect, 
Would you marry me Ruth.. this would make this moment… perfect..

“Marry me Ruth.. Love you J ❤️”
Jason
27th October 2026

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How people perceive..

Today I am around people who want to give an answer, 
I am not looking for that, unless I ask a question,
This is a statement, you know what I mean? a simple heart felt confession.

Today I speak to speak;
People can leave me alone, as I do wish them well, 
If they are acting childish, let them be,
Their behaviour is none of your business, maturity inside your soul and aim to be. 

It’s about balance 
It’s about what you need to focus on, 
I leave this question to God first, and if he brings someone in, that’s the path you do belong.

Take your time 
The moment shall slowly reveal, 
Talk with a heart and a fear of God’s desire, 
This time on earth is only temporary but love the time with the right people, don’t include those who aim for you ti conspire. 

Jason
27th October 2026