Chris… a blessing awaiting to happen

​Dear Chris
How are you today?
I pray to God for your recovery, or should I stay away?

I will say this, you are a laugh, 
A person who will pull through whatever he faces, 
Something so blessed and so embracing. 

You are a kind man, 
I can see that by the way you speak,
We are all on this journey to find ourselves… so be open for what you tend to seek.

You want right to be right, 
And avoid the other path, 
Don’t be too hard on yourself on this day which celebrates your birth,
through your higher power Chris.. there is plenty of worth.

“Happy Birthday Chris…. Keep going”
Jason
17th May 2026

Happy Birthday to a beautiful Drama Queen

​Dawn, where do I begin? 
Belated birthday greetings, so I shall start with the complimentary..  fun, loving and humble within.

You are joy and a great listener
You are blessing every single day, 
I thank your beautiful Mum and Nanny Tibbels, God bless their souls… they would be so proud 
You are hard working with a great personality… and I don’t care.. even if you are loud..!

Happy birthday my Cuz, 
You are a blessing whom we all love, 
There are showers of Angels protecting you, that you should never be able to shove.

You are a blessing my dear
These words are perfect to the mind you possess
You are humbled by grace and mercy… and deserve nothing less.

“Happy Birthday Dawn for the 16th May… Love ya x”
Jason
17th May 2026

Please don’t apologise❤️✍🏽

​Please don’t apologise 
You have done nothing wrong, 
I suppose I am asking for someone who I see as special to understand, 
As from this day I don’t know where these feelings shall land. 

I do suffer mental health
But I keep it close to my chest,
And yes I am very hard on myself, I’ve lived my entire life suited in a bullet proof vest. 

You are you
And I am me, 
I do want to grow with you, but what shall be will be. 

I try not to be a pessimist
And this is a ‘new journey’ that awaits, 
You have your own thing going on, and that too needs to take its course
But you are right about one thing, this road will be instructed by the Father 
And those roads I rather to seek acknowledging they shall become harder. 

I do try, all I want is connection with someone I love, 
If this isn’t reciprocated then that’s fine, I just need to live with all of the above!!

Jason
17th May 2026 

60 days … (Jay poem)

​Jay you are doing great!
You are trying your hardest and we see that, God is holding you close and that is the spirits caring, which I am sure you can relate. 

Jay, 60 days and counting…
You are a blessing to those that you see, 
You may not feel that at times, but when you put in the hard work.. you’ll capture a new form of free!

Jay you are loved and truly encouraged,
Keep going every step of the way, 
This is a new life for you my friend, as you already know this.. you only have today!

Be kind to yourself 
The first step is the hardness to do, 
Stay positive with a prayer in your heart, 
The light that awaits you shall merely become the beauty of a brand new start. 
“Jay you are doing great… love from Amy ❤️🙏🏽x”.
Jason
17th May 2026

No excuses.. just pray 🙏🏽

​No excuses for today
Can I pray for you, please allow me a few minute to stay.

I’ll be praying for you
Hope is always there, 
Sorry if you are experiencing troubles, I just pray you are able to endure the pain you’ve already declared. 

I am praying for your strength to restore,
There is a prayer waiting for you, to strengthen, which hits the centre of your core.

Remember, the ones lost are in a peaceful place, 
Prayers are humbling and are beautiful to embrace. 

No excuses to say ‘no’
This is your win, 
You are only guaranteed today
Connection through these words is a prayer that I choose to relay.

Jason
17th May 2026

I say goodnight…

​Goodnight my friend 
I will hopefully get up tomorrow, 
I simply pray to God if can I be with him today
He just say to me: ‘shut up’ and then tell me to go away.

Good night my friend 
I am not doing anything rash, 
I am not looking for any sympathy or worry to what’s on my mind, 
What can anyone do? I am not sure too… faith can be focused, even when you are blind.

I would say good night
I pray you will see me again, 
I am not going to do anything silly or with haste
I am looking to stay in God’s corner… that timely pace.

I am going to say Good night
I won’t drink, or take drugs ever again,
I am just going to close my eyes… and remember… I love you my learned friend..

Jason
16th May 2026

I sit here quietly… (Sobreity poem)

​I sit here quietly, wondering ‘how’, ‘what’ and ‘why”?
I have gone past the angst and ant anytime I can easily start to cry. 

People think they know what’s going on with my brain?
I fear they don’t have a clue,
I am trying to keep my sanity for one more day.. what else can I do?

I struggle with addictions all my life,
The gregarious nature of wanting more, more and more,
But the fact is I will fall down on my arms, hands and possibly face… wouldn’t that be sore?

I know I am here today, 18 months and one a week sober
I am learning a new life.. and if I need to, I shall go a little more slower.

Today is what’s promised 
And I thank God for that each day, 
I know in my heart I will enjoy this journey of sobriety more than I can ever know
As this is a passage of discovery, which each of us are able to grow…

Jason
16th May 2026