21 again x❤️✍🏽

​My fun loving and thriving friend 
An artist and celebratory peer whom it am grateful for to literally ‘ear bend’.😂

Sioux, you are delight
A person I am honoured to have known, 
This is a blessing from my higher power, as the laughter has always grown. 

You are helpful and send daily posts to inspire, 
Today I am blessed to have a friend like you, a relationship I am humbled to have for which I admire.

I love the blue hair 
And the bestest hugs I’ve ever had,
Sioux, you are right… you are 21 again as celebratory greetings which I say with kindness… and glad.

“Happy birthday Sioux… we love you…”
Jason
16th July 2026

It’s a pattern

​it’s a pattern that we all have to endure
People will leave us, and one day we shall leave them, 
Navigating this journey which God has provided us with hope
And with that we had a life through long, long rope.

For some it has been easy
For others it has been an almighty struggle,
I personally have learned from the mistakes I’ve made,
Despite feeling troubled in each tirade.

I have loved, lost and love the people that I see today,
For others? Well? They don’t have a place in my heart to stay.  

You see, I am a addict,
A person not entirely to be understood, 
And isn’t that statement meant for us all…
There shall be victories and struggles before God decides to call.

Jason
16th July 2026

Good morning…

​Good morning all
Please speak three affirmations with me; 
And looking for a way forward for all to see; 
I pray for gratitude for today from the air that you and I breathe
And surrendering to you almighty God of my understanding, from what I truly believe. 

I pray for teachings on this day to guide me, for the love of you and I,
This journey has already had its stumbles 
It’s calmness is what I say to this earth, before I say goodbye.

I thank you for the people who I have met along the way,
I know there is a higher power looking over me now and forever that I may. 

I thank you for this morning message which holds me very close, 
And for the people who read this message, then that is for you as God of your understanding loves you the most.

“I love you ❤️🙏🏽”
Jason - Alcoholic (584 days sober)
16th July 2026

That night!!!

​That night you left the earth shook me..
As I needed to hone into my faith, 
The tears did not come out yet… yet I was scared as the person I loved so much closed their eyes as I clenched him with a warm embrace.

I miss you Dad
Yes, I’ve said that countless times in the past,
I know I feel humble right now, yet these feelings won’t always last. 

I now have people there for me,
People I never thought would be there for me before, 
You would like them Dad… you would be pleased as I feel loved
I am going to pastures new soon as peace is what I need from up above. 

You see, that night saw a massive change,
Your protection was poignant and everlasting, well that is what I thought
I thank you for the memories, both good and bad.. plus the help of ann impossible situation which I was unable to have ever fought.

Jason
15th July 2026

Mr A Andrews…

​The name I would love to see on paper today,
I am referring to my Dad, my friend, saviour and the one I accept is not here day by day.

His name, Andreas.. a beautiful name and a git with a cheeky grin,
I miss you Dad, my mucker… ‘f.ck off’ he said to me most of the time
I would hold those words close to my heart… those words are comfort… that’s what I find.

“Dad” I miss you man,
I miss you more and more each day, 
I am not crying anymore, I know you are in heaven, by his grace
And in a heavenly kingdom, which I pray for us all to one time face.

I know you are here,
Right here, in my heart
I have to start learning about myself again
Accepting slowly that you are no longer here my friend.

I miss you… you know that!
I know you are looking over me and others whom you love,
Thank you Dad for the memories, especially the latter years I shall never think to shove.

Jason
15th July 2026

What we want … And God’s timing is what you get…

​It’s that classic, ‘I want what I want’
You see it’s all about timing when you receive what you pray for, 
I know through my higher power,  which protects you and I.. so much more.

Our egos can get the better of us, 
Pride can be your fall if you allow it to be;
Stay close to God of your understanding in order to be set free. 

You see, you learn in seasons where questions won’t be answered and authorities won’t support, 
It’s a difficult time we are currently facing,
It’s fellowship for me personally, that’s the hope I want to be embracing. 

You see in 2023, the wheels fell off my mind went for a crash,
I broke up with someone, bullied at work, suffered depression as I cried and felt I was going berserk. 

I lost my Father 5 months after, my rock to the core
And I left the family home, as I didn’t trust no one anymore.

But 3 years on.. 2026 is the year,
I have found love again, recovering from my addiction and looking to start a life elsewhere
It’s the hope from God that I am humbled about…that’s my honorary… to be fair. 

Jason
15th July 2026

Encouragement for each other

​Why do we encourage?
It’s not to patronise, even though may of us are hard on us,
I pray for all people to be okay… through these following words that I ought to trust.

I don’t need A.I., I need to speak my truth with a human fragility, 
I know that I am a blessed soul by writing these words freely and tranquility. 

You see, I am me
And you are you, 
If we connect…? Great
I would want that, a humble fate. 

Life will pose many struggles to endure, 
I have messed up on countless occasions, and people have reminded me which serves no purpose 
Actually the outcome had made me feel utterly worthless. 

I am here today
And tomorrow is never promised, 
I am not being morbid, just speaking how I find
Just be open today… and also learn to show that humility from the heart and mind.

Jason
15th July 2026