What we want … And God’s timing is what you get…

​It’s that classic, ‘I want what I want’
You see it’s all about timing when you receive what you pray for, 
I know through my higher power,  which protects you and I.. so much more.

Our egos can get the better of us, 
Pride can be your fall if you allow it to be;
Stay close to God of your understanding in order to be set free. 

You see, you learn in seasons where questions won’t be answered and authorities won’t support, 
It’s a difficult time we are currently facing,
It’s fellowship for me personally, that’s the hope I want to be embracing. 

You see in 2023, the wheels fell off my mind went for a crash,
I broke up with someone, bullied at work, suffered depression as I cried and felt I was going berserk. 

I lost my Father 5 months after, my rock to the core
And I left the family home, as I didn’t trust no one anymore.

But 3 years on.. 2026 is the year,
I have found love again, recovering from my addiction and looking to start a life elsewhere
It’s the hope from God that I am humbled about…that’s my honorary… to be fair. 

Jason
15th July 2026

Encouragement for each other

​Why do we encourage?
It’s not to patronise, even though may of us are hard on us,
I pray for all people to be okay… through these following words that I ought to trust.

I don’t need A.I., I need to speak my truth with a human fragility, 
I know that I am a blessed soul by writing these words freely and tranquility. 

You see, I am me
And you are you, 
If we connect…? Great
I would want that, a humble fate. 

Life will pose many struggles to endure, 
I have messed up on countless occasions, and people have reminded me which serves no purpose 
Actually the outcome had made me feel utterly worthless. 

I am here today
And tomorrow is never promised, 
I am not being morbid, just speaking how I find
Just be open today… and also learn to show that humility from the heart and mind.

Jason
15th July 2026

A place I pray for you to be…

​3 years ago I was f.cked
I didn’t want to be on this earth, 
Yet bit by bit I have found a way, 
I can only thank God for allowing me to stay..

I tried to take my life
When you reach that place you do not turn back,
Don’t lose yourself today, that’s all I say, 
Stop! Seek help and try to do things step by step, 
Someone may need to read these words in order to reset. 

When you lose yourself you can’t see a way through 
You will get a grip on the solution, it’s the passage which God wants for you to ensue.

I was messed up, 
Fed up of life and felt alone, 
People saying silly things, which contributed to internal groan. 

You are here, 
I am praying for you right now, 
I may never meet you but I do care,
I want you to feel blessed, as in spirit I shall be there.

Jason
15th July 2026

A safe space..

​It’s so cliche, ‘work it if you work it’,
Recovery is part of the journey, 
Take your time with your higher power and fellows, 
You won’t delve into politics or arguments, you shall become mellow.

We are all in recovery
That when you live on life’s terms, 
And you turn out how you turn out.. and follow the passage from the place you shall discern. 

It’s natural to ask questions,
It’s natural with who you want o speak with, 
It’s beneficial to be in a safe space when you speak, 
And not be with people who thrive on arguments from their place that they seek.

I don’t need to be around people who debate
They serve not place in my life to be fair, 
I am stating agreeableness works for us all, 
A healthy discussion is a nice direction and doesn't not call. 

Jason
15th July 2026

The desire to stop

​Stopping an addiction is one we often foresee,
Overcoming this struggle is a weight of expectation but you will do it, just wait and see!

Overcoming a situation when the drink and drug takes a hold, 
It has to be a higher power to help you to stop, so go and be bold. 

Life is a balance but we didn’t see it like that, 
We thought we under our own human distinction could stop at the drop of a hat. 

Remember today is the prize as love shall consistently win, 
And if you think love is a soft word, then how over that word overcomes sin?

Jason - Alcoholic (sober 583 days…)
15th July 2026

Behind the 3 Lions

​Come on England!
So many times you have been close to win,
As in their way is Argentina, the defending champions who have captured the title on 3 occasions.
“Come on England” make us proud
We are roaring from the roof tops as desire shall make us all loud.

Come on England 
It’s our game to win, 
We just need to win this semi- final and show the world we can perform on the greatest stage
This is chapter awaiting to take place, and seeking the glory onto the next page. 

Come on England 
It’s your time to shine, 
We have won with true grit and desire,
We are not here to make up the numbers, this is passion, skill and tremendous amount of fire.

Come on England
You have beaten Argentina before, 
The stage is set for the English to win
As the World Cup trophy is their for the taking, as we are looking to bring back the world title…along with almight grin.

“Come on England…. Believe.. simply believe”
Jason
14th July 2026

I miss you…. But it will be okay

​It’s that classic, you draw closer to God when the people you love leave
You remain humble and joyous at times, as you crave to see the light,
Searching for our boundaries and remove yourself from any fight. 

You see, my Nan was my best friend, and my Dad took over that mantel when God asked her to leave, 
Don’t get me wrong? I am not upset! I just want to see them one more time… that’s what I believe.

You see I miss them, they made me smile and truly protect
My heart feels lonely, but you know what? I had the honour of loving them… now I reset.

Moments of vulnerability shall always be there
They showed the world their prowess and guile, which we all adored, 
They knew how to ‘turn up’ as these words are angle.. and cut through just like a sword..

“Miss you Yiayia, Dad and Auntie… The good ones leave first…”
Jason
14th July 2026