Speaking… not seeking answers

​If I give a statement 
I am not asking a question for an answer,
I am just speaking 
Not the words from which you give ‘unasked for advice’, so I am not seeking.

I loved the people who are not here
And not always the people who are here today,
I suppose you take people for granted when they are here
I stay away, if you don’t mind my dear. 

I stay here, unmovable and strong
It’s only God is to whom I truly belong, 
Keep away from those who push their views, and do not get into despite 
These are people I am happy to refute. 

We come on this earth alone
And leave the same way, 
those you meet in the middle; make a decision… as I shall do… ask them to go away.

Jason
15th March 2026

Just try to like yourself.. xx a start

​I know by the grace of God we should all get along,
Opinions to antagonise and rightfully do not belong! 

There are shit stirrers out there, you know who you are!
I rather you keep your opinions to yourself.. well far.

The fact is, you and I are enough 
You don’t need to put on a thick skin, as you don’t have to show you are tough. 

Do what is right for you,
Keep away from those you do not need, 
Even if they are related to you or had a long term relationship to be around,
In for a season and out for a reason… that’s what I have found. 

“Not angry.. just honesty”
Jason
15th March 2026

I am enough…

​I am enough through thick and thin
I am enough through the scratch’s, scars and the overwhelming wins.

I am enough through the sadness and the laughter
I am enough as I pray for a happy ever after.

I am enough when others take my blow
I am enough when I am fast and when I also slow. 

I am enough when light comes from the dark
I am enough through the anger that once was my friend and the place I use to embark.

I am enough as my higher power lets me go on to. win
And I am enough, as God has paid the debt for my terrible acts of sin.

“I am enough…  and so are you….Jason x”
Jason
14th March 2026

I leave this with God

​I can’t connect 
I can’t be bothered as the situation isn’t worth it. 

I should care, but today I leave this with God
I am simply holding back for my protection
That person has caused more hurt.. rather than a meaningful lesson. 

I leave this with God
Please accept my forgiveness to humbly let go, 
I won’t show no more anger 
I have faced enough trauma than most
Then again, we are all working this out, so I rather coast. 

I leave this at the hands of God
There is no other way to spare the child from the rod,
I am here today, as judgement shall arise
I will start to pray again… that should be standard and never a surprise.

Jason
14th March 2026

Tricksy…

​You’ve been loyal for 18 years 
We have been through a lot together, walks, plenty of hugs and those joyful tears. 

You are my pal
You sleep with me in our comfy bed, 
You know exactly how to make me smile through the great times we have always led. 

You are my angel and my bundle of joy
The walks on Jaywick beach, which I hold onto with calmness and ample fondness 
You are ‘one in a life time’, the light of my eye that shows love and kindness. 

When I am up and even when I am down
You are my best friend; even my Uncle Andy loved you when you were around. 

You are my friend, and would be so difficult to replace 
So stay around forever, you owe that to me…
I am blessed to have you around.. as whenever I see you…. I am able to simply be.

“To tricky… you are the best friend I could ever wish to ask for.”
Jason
14th March 2026

A.A.

​admitting I am a alcoholic was only a matter of time
People thought I wasn’t, 
They saw me on the outside and thought I was okay
When in my heart I wanted to drink and no longer stay.

I want to be with God
I want to be on my own,
I know my family weren’t capable to support
They are damaged through the trails which they also fought.

I then say I want to be on my own 
I feel I am safer, as it’s only my voice I want to hear,
When honestly it’s I am arguing with.. But the Father is the only one who wants to be near.

today I have made new friends
Friends, who are also broken and do not know the way
I stay humble in my heart, as slowly the swearing and crying is let out at times you didn’t want to obey.

I am crying as I write these words 
Yet they shall quickly dry up through kindness I’ve heard,
Today is a new day, pray and be at peace with your higher power 
The light of your life needs to start with positive words… words which shall arrive within the hour.

Jason
14th March 2026

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There are people to help..

​God puts you in places where you can receive help,
You may not believe in those words, despite the lack of belief and a need to ‘yell’
How many times did I fell.

I lost my Father, my best friend as nothing seems to have been the same
I am in a comfy room writing this poem 
Yet these are words I am trying to understand where I am going.

I write to ask for forgiveness a place I cannot see,
I pray to be with God and the people who are no longer here,
They were of good stock, yet it is God who I often fear. 

I miss you guys, 
I miss the way you stood up when odds were against, 
I am trying my best to be myself, as no longer stand on the fence.

Jason
14th March 2026