Restfully present….❤️

​Love you mum,
That shall never ever stop
Love is a power that is eternal and held through our hearts,
They will continue to live
And to embrace what we are still able to give.

Love you my child
Forever and for today, 
I lay a sleep and in the morning it shall be okay.

There is a light 
We shall shine forevermore, 
I love you my child, from the earth through to the heavens…
I know you are with me now
We are holding each other’s hands from this life which God instructed and never said ‘how’. 

We are here today
And shall go when the mighty Father says, 
The most important at this moment in time, we are held by the Father in heaven.. whom we always known has led.

“Mervlyn to mum xxxx ❤️”
Jason
20th May 2026

You can give in.. but you won’t!

​I pray you don’t give in
Don’t allow the demon to enter onto your path, 
You will get through this, the devil shall throw their wrath. 

Don’t blame yourself
Don’t let others words hurt your soul, 
Trauma will attempt to filter that through, 
we have all entered into a hole as it’s the end result you pursue.

If they leave you, let them be
You are stronger than that, and through you shall become free.

Don’t lose this battle
Because God has got your back, 
If you need to focus, then focus on your higher power 
That higher power will believe in you, and through mercy you shall devour.

You are here to win
You are here learn from your lost, 
Remember, everything is temporary, and that Jesus for you and me.. died on the cross.

Jason
20th May 2026

God with Us… (Emmanuela Birthday Poem)

​Thank you for blessing with young wonderful soul, 
So much to give and so much to accept, 
A blessing for those who meet her today and thereafter
God bless this young lady forever and also today
And this is life that is blessed, and those spiritual moments remain.

Emmanuela, thank you for peace
Thank you for noise, 
Thank you for caring
And ultimately, thank you for you sharing.

You are blessing to Mum’s and your families life
You will endure many moments along the way,
Always start with a pray to start your life day.

Happy birthday Emmanuela 
May God shine his light as these words shine, 
God bless her on this 18th year 
And through the light God you never have to fear. 

“Happy birthday Emmanuela….. Love Mum, Family and Jason xxx”
Jason
20th May 2026

Incredible life. Thank you poem

​Thank you for my peace
And thank you for the laughs, 
Thank you I am sober, and towards myself I am no longer harsh. 

Thank you for creation
Thank you for this time with God, 
Thank you for this calmness instilled in my veins, 
Thank you that I have got rid of the madness and that I am no longer insane.

Thank you for your life
Thank you for the breath that fills the lungs, 
I want to be humble in my mercy through God and that I am no longer glum.

I am thank you for you reading this
You are helping me, an addict too
I am blessed to have today to aspire and serve
And just like you.. there is is plenty of worth.

Jason
20th May 2026

The Achilles heal of ‘perhaps’ and ‘maybe’

​There is no ‘perhaps’ or ‘maybe’ 
And I can tell you the reason why,
People either know, or they don’t, this things calls procrastination has to be told goodbye.

I won’t want to say. ‘Perhaps’ or ‘maybe’ because life just takes place
You can’t always be on guard; how do you take risks or evolve? Do you stagnant? As the art is to remove haste. 

Assertiveness is key
‘Maybe’ doesn’t make you feel free,
And neither does the feeling of ‘perhaps’, 
it just prolongs the conversation and for me personally can lead to relapse.

I don’t want to wonder ‘why’, I like to make decisions and face the consequences to the end
Am I being too limited with my approach, or should we look towards a hope in order to depend. 

You see, the ‘if’s and ‘but’s’ They do have a place to be said
But consequently the decision needs to be had, and these are the words along with the feelings which have been fed.

Jason
20th May 2026

Rebirth of an addict

​I am sure being an addict for you and me?
Did we ever want to put it on our C.V.?

You see, this is a new life
A freedom you could never comprehend, 
Life is challenging enough, and there is always your higher power to look time with to spend. 

Poems are my release,
What is yours? 
Moaning in the morning? Or energise yourself through tasks and chores.

You there is this thing called ‘love’
You know? That thing which makes the world go around, 
As long I am ‘reborn’ today, then I have truly found. 

Jason
20th May 2026

We are all so beautifully niche

​Life a puzzle which you constantly try to figure out
Some people get support and others get naught. 

You work your way through 
You learn the methods which keep you aligned, 
And to be honest there will be traumas, but after the pain you do eventually shine. 

If you are miserable, then what do you expect. 
You call yourselves ‘realists’ but nothing in life is a sure bet. 

Life is mystery, 
A place you haven’t been
taking that risk may work out, being scared is also part of the sin..

Jason
19th May 2026