Thoughts in the head (words from me…)

​I write for others and not just for me
You seek for answers from questions that others know the answer but they aren’t able to see.

Some may come from triggers 
Some questions come from a kind place, 
You ignore the wind up merchants, they are blinded fickly and often cause a haste. 

You see, when I write, I am not focused on what’s going on in my head,
Nor do I want to provoke a conversation, the obvious is often in front of others who are playing games instead. 

I just speak my mind
And hold back when I need to, as I rather hold peace, 
In the art of boxing I am what they call a ‘counter puncher’, so prepared to delve a one word answer… to stem what’s instead in order to release.

“The moral of the story… thank you for the bible…. A good art to hold back”
Jason
24th May 2026

People’s frustration isn’t yours to worry about

​Own it…
Take account of the words that you are about to say,
All you have in this life is this moment, simply for today. 

Take it…
And do not say all things are unfair,
Life is a risk that we are all working out, and yes some of us do aim to dare. 

I am a risk taker 
Fallen short plenty of times, 
Would I have done it differently, not sure, this is my walk with God I’ll find!

Own it 
Say a prayer every day,
For friends, family and even foes
Remember this could be your last day… be blessed and remember anything can go.

Jason
24th May 2026

I wish…

​I wish I was into family 
But it’s hurt me too much to want to be apart,
I am struggle with loud conversations through this blood connection, as these Cypriots I prefer to look away from and depart.

I wish I was more homely
But I ostracised myself because of the pain felt inside,
You don’t have to understand me, so fuck it…as for me that’s no surprise.

I wish I was family orientated
Too many words hurt and have been said,
I waiting for God to take me… as I lay writing these words in my bed.

I wish I was more affable 
And wanting to be a family kind of guy,
But the honest truth is that too much has been said 
as I say my prayers which come from my heart and verbalise through my head.

Jason 
23rd May 2026

Rest peacefully..

​Before I go to bed I say my prayers,
I pray that I made it, no matter how great or challenging
We look to our faith, no matter how hopeful life has been or damaging. 

These words flow like a rhyme
Blessed and fully acknowledged, 
I don’t care what others think, nor should I be put off
I am a child of God after all and held aloft.

I pray for today and that it has treated me well
We are all facing difficulties and hardships we look to tell. 

Look to your hope from today
Remember the good you have in your life, 
You may not be good for someone, so you let them be
If you stay protected by faith…eventually your faith in a higher power will be able to see.

Jason
23rd May 2026

God kept me alive

​It wasn’t my time to go in 2009 and 2023
It saddens me when people have left by taking their own  
When in fact I should be with them by now, so today I am blessed and refuse to moan. 

How did I stay alive?
How did God keep me right here in the present?
I am sure there is plenty for me to write about… one thing for fact I don’t have any resentment.

I need God everyday,
He makes me happy and provides us all with tests, 
He’s rational is something so blessed, as he removes my disaster and mess.

People come 
And and people do leave, 
The family of my brothers and sisters shall await for you and I, so welcome with open arms and receive. 

Today is blessed
Accept that with mercy and grace, 
It’s only by the grace of God, I should have been dead, as it’s his timing that I need to accept what’s in place.

Jason
23rd May 2026

The reasons why we meet…

​There a reason why we meet
Some are annoying and ask plenty of questions, 
But through my higher power I love them.. my listening is limited for any retention.🤣

People are who they are
And nor will they change, 
some are social, and some less so these days, 
public speaking shall have it challenges but it’s character building.. well? that’s what I say.

There is a reason why we meet, 
and there is a reason why people are the way they are, 
if people ask and compare why people do what they do;
then obviously they are not meant to understand, even if they received an inkling from a clue!

If you don’t understand, then words don’t need to be said,
It’s not about ‘perhaps’ or ‘maybe’, you have read between the lines instead.

Jason
23rd May 2026

Thank you for a blessing.

​I use to here ‘you are here for a good time, not a long time’.
Words that are close to my heart, 
I, like us all, obvious statement shan’t depart.

In my day they called it ‘common sense’ 
Now they call it ‘accountability’ or ‘transparency’, 
Same feeling different words, 
Try to speak with intelligence, when really the latter disturbs. 

I am here today
And I am blessed to have these people around, 
They may annoy me, but I know I have a Father in Heaven who has put me on solid ground. 

You see, you aren’t brighter than me
Nor I am anymore brighter than you, 
If you ask questions to entice the mind, 
That’s great… now get a life.. and learn to be kind. 

Jason
23rd May 2026