Here just for today…

​here today
That’s what truly counts.
Others opinions doesn’t need ever to amount. 

Here today 
Tomorrow is not guaranteed,
Here today, as from this moment I am now freed. 

Here today 
So please leave me be, 
Don’t say: “you don’t appear yourself?”
What does that mean exactly? I am here today and do have my health!

If you try to get under my skin
I hit you right back, 
I am staying in the God lane, that’s the focused track.

Here today 
Yesterday is a history 
And tomorrow is even more of a mystery.

Here today
Thank you for reading this words,
Never forget what you have achieved to get to this place,
Others opinions is irrelevant, as it’s you and God you need to face.

Jason
19th March 2026

Love to Lily the artist

​Knowing the road you have been on
Knowing the great work that you have show in your art,
You are an inspiration to me, from the friendship you have showed from the very start. 

You are a blessing to my heart
I shall think about you every day, 
I know you a still inside of me, as I know the spirit shall leave an imprint for you to stay.

Lily, thank you for the memories, 
Thank you for the kindness that you ensued
I am speaking to you right now, as heaven has now taken you. 

Today is another day
Another day I can pray and speak to thee,
I pray you could have stayed longer, as the love for our Lily shall always be seen inside of me.

“Lily 🌹”
Jason
18th March 2026

I love you❤️

​I love you Ruth
This isn’t a template that I have just written, 
This is a movement from God and not through my heart which is constantly bitten.

I can only explain these feelings in a poem 
I can only explain it this way, 
I am crying at the moment, and perhaps you are too
I asked God, why me…? From that moment he asked me to connect with you. 

But I love you, I can’t remove that feeling
It’s a message to keep going and seeing the light, 
Today we are here to thank you for this union forever and a day
I know you are present in ours hearts as love is pressing for us to stay.

We are on earth 
We are on this road none of us can ever explain,
I thank you God for this prayer time together, words I am able to refrain. 

“Love you Ruth❤️”
Jason
18th March 2026

A system.. addictions pathway

​A system can come from anything
The aim is to support,
Does there need to be a sign posting service? or a way to get on with the work?
The fact is that person and provider needs to work together to avoid anything else going berserk 

The politics is hard to fathom
The statutory bodies should inevitably need to take account,
We are looking to streamline systems
So how do we begin? 
Looking to centralise systems again for multidisciplinary teams to act,
When the pathway should always be simple, and not just a matter of fact. 

The exchange of ideas is useful 
The data needs to be presented for us to be aware;
The panic stations often arise, as we need to be human in our approach… to be fair.

For me… ? it’s how we can be treated
when in dire need for help,
Communication should always be simple.. haven’t we all be in a place where we have “yelped”.

Jason
18th March 2026

 

Finding inner peace

​The place of contentment is ultimately inner peace 
The people that cause the chaos
Know no difference, 
They want to get inside your head
Lay that concept immediately to bed. 

Laugh at the stupid 
Because that is what they are, 
Shit stirrers will always be among us, they have a place… and that is to stay far. 

They will soon be gone and so will you, 
They think they are funny, yet their lives are empty, so let do what they do. 

It’s about perception 
That doesn’t belong to them, not you, 
You are the creator of your destiny, the place only ‘you’ can pursue.

Jason
18th March 2026

Don’t be too hard on yourself

​Don’t be too hard on yourself 
As these are words I say to myself too, 
I was told I was useless as a child, hence my trauma and fighting the anger which I imbued. 

Now I am open
Say it as it is, 
I am not for everyone, and thought were against me,
I know who my friends are, as the w@nkers can be set free.

I am not talking to you for who is reading this, 
As this message isn’t sent to the person it’s aimed, 
I am just releasing these words, as I have already face the onslaught with the aim to be tamed. 

We are who we are, that’s how we are made
If you have a hang up, then pray on it.. your higher power shall stem the horror of a ‘tirade’

Today is your day
Today is for you to do as little or as much as you want, 
This life is a step by step process, haven’t you faced enough taught?

Jason
17th March 2026

You know me… do you?

​Walk in my shoes for a day
You shall know if I am sad or not okay.

I am okay when the ‘right’ people are around
Difficult conversations can provoke, that side of me I now know how to manage, I found. 

Fast forward your life, 
See what is in front,
People can be maternal and show a level of care, 
You see I am not seeking a Mother, not even a friend 
I know it’s God and my Yiayia (Nan in Greek) for whom I choose to comprehend. 

I leave people be
And they can do the same for I, 
I know there are good people out there, 
But does anyone of us know each other truly?
It’s only the higher power who defiant as I am not aiming that rudely.

Jason
17th March 2026