Well done Ems

​Well done Ems you are favoured and loved, 
As God has blessed you to never give up.

Well done, we are most proud
And so you should be of yourself too, 
This road of discovery will enter all the good things you are able to create and do.

Well done
University will be your calling,
You are favoured and will enter a new realm,
Love and blessings are poured on you, in new ventures you shall delve.

Stay blessed and remember God has got your back,
You will acquire the skills and desires, 
Just be patient with you, as others will learn from you as well as admire.

“Well done Ems.. proud of you ❤️”
Jason
13th August 2026

Nothing is forever

​Don’t worry
Nothing is forever, 
Stay humble and try to hone into your higher power… and that’s not to be clever.

Don’t worry, it’s going to be okay
I need to convince myself that too,
It’s though a prayer which guides, and that I need to ensue. 

Love your cornerstone
It’s your strength too,
Don’t worry, you will be fine
God has got this, it’s through his mercy and grace you shall overcome what’s in the mind. 

Don’t worry 
Today has arrived, the chance to breathe and hold onto the essence of the present time,
And thank God, as all shall be fine.

Jason - Alcoholic (612 days sober)
13th August 2026


 

I can’t be bothered

​Title: I can’t be bothered 

I can’t be bothered to get into a debate, 

People who turn their words around and decided what they said to you, that you would hate.

I was tired and. 

I refused to talk to people who spoke for arguments sake,

I preserved my opinion to avoid to mental health break.

People who are on the edge, and couldn’t see eye to eye,

I wanted to ‘do me’ and for the others I’ll say goodbye.

I am a born and bread a Londoner, through and through 

But when God says move, you need to listen and simply ‘do’.

Jason

12th August 2026

I would have pushed you away

I would have pushed you away, 

and what do you know anyway? 

As my best friend died, and months later I tried to be with him too. 

I thought drink was the solution; so that is what I thought I ought to do.

I just wanted a hug 

But instead I shouted or look to give a punch,

I was dying slowly, as the alcohol started to get too much.

People did love me, but I didn’t love me at all,

I started to blackout and hated me

Those who were chaotic I tried to avoid and refuse to see.

180 units of insulin I injected inside, 

I have said this countless times before as deceit caused me to lie.

The story today is covered by bites and bruises,

So follow the steps as It’s you that God chooses.

Jason 

12th August 2026

Just wanting people to be okay.

​The world is damaged with chaos and taunts to oneself,
The ego can flair up, even I have been privy to behave that way
Thank God I am able to stay. 

You see, no one knows how long we have got
Shouldn’t we give this life that we have worth a shot, 
If you fail, it simply wasn’t meant to be
It will be okay.. I promise you that
I need to remind myself this too, that is the place we can all reach at. 

People will leave
So you keep going on, 
You work to the very end, 
Not accepting grief or the place that you need amends. 

Today is a new day
We will try our very best that’s all we can do,
We all are aware of this, but these don’t give up on yourself.. in this world that you can imbue. 

Jason
12th August 2026

Words written for you

​these words aren’t written me, they are written for you,
If you don’t resonate, that’s okay, but I pray you don’t stew. 

Thank you for being who you are 
Yes, I may not know you, but thank you in the least,
You are no longer timid, fickle or a fragile beast. 

You are loved 
You are a gift, 
And if God brings someone to help, let them in,
To be fair this is a sign of breaking 
And there’s no shame in that
You shall defeat the devil once and for all.. and tame that fickle rat. 

Today is a good day
Enjoy, despite the prickly heat,
You are a child of God after all.. that means you will overcome any defeat.

Jason - Alcoholic (610 days sober)
12th August 2026

Here is my hand

​Here is my hand
You don’t need to do this alone, 
Call me, or better still speak to your higher power,
They shan’t leave you hanging or leave you to cower.

Here is my hand
People out their do love you,
Yes, we have all messed up and thought it was the end,
It’s merely the beginning of a new adventure to capture amends.

Hold my hand
I am not going anywhere today,
Because today is all we have, 
We know this, but holding on is part of the struggle, have faith in God.. he will get you out of this trouble.

Hold my hand 
Never say a’goodbye’,
This poetry has now been set,
Love for God and you is a certain bet.

“Love from hold my hand”
Jason
12th August 2026