I will always be an addict

​I’ll always be a addict before mum gave birth to me,
I knew I needed to understand myself with God first, as he shows me how to become free.

I always knew I was an addict,
I lied to myself time and time again,
I thought a line of Charlie or drink would be my spiritual friend. 

I know better now, let me correct myself…. it’s God who knows best,
The stories of sobriety caused chaos, but then again I thought I was worthless.

I am in a better place now
But ‘work in progress’ is the tag that belongs to I, 
I am doing the steps to keep myself focused, as it’s God’s will that is keeping me strong inside.

Jason
6th March 2026