It’s not your fault

​It’s not your fault
It has taken so many years to believe that in my heart, 
Rude and damaging words have been said to I,
Do I forgive them? Yes I do, but don’t stop an occasional cry.

That’s why we can fall into addiction
Trapping ourselves with a fake new friend, 
You still have to pay for that substance, so how the f.ck can we comprehend?

It’s not your fault
that’s what I constantly need to say,
To be fair, the c.nts started it because of control
I know now I need to stay well clear and live for myself to show.

So a new door opens 
I want to be in that room and only selected few are allow to enter,
Guarding your heart is a safe space, as I no longer want to fester.

Jason
7th March 2026