Peace on my own

​I can’t rely on others 
Even through their greatest of intent,
I’ve been hurt too many times to have faith in woman or man, hence why I go for hell bent. 

People may relate and others won’t 
I know that my actions aim to lash out, but God says ‘don’t’.

I want to be with me
And in time I think I shall, 
Just for today I wanted to say goodbye to this earth, 
And if I get my prayers answered, they might be all that it is worth. 

I push family and friends away
That’s my safeguard, that’s all I have to say,
As I know this isn’t forever, God is my cornerstone but shan’t be my ‘never.. never’

Jason
29th March 2026