A.A.

​admitting I am a alcoholic was only a matter of time
People thought I wasn’t, 
They saw me on the outside and thought I was okay
When in my heart I wanted to drink and no longer stay.

I want to be with God
I want to be on my own,
I know my family weren’t capable to support
They are damaged through the trails which they also fought.

I then say I want to be on my own 
I feel I am safer, as it’s only my voice I want to hear,
When honestly it’s I am arguing with.. But the Father is the only one who wants to be near.

today I have made new friends
Friends, who are also broken and do not know the way
I stay humble in my heart, as slowly the swearing and crying is let out at times you didn’t want to obey.

I am crying as I write these words 
Yet they shall quickly dry up through kindness I’ve heard,
Today is a new day, pray and be at peace with your higher power 
The light of your life needs to start with positive words… words which shall arrive within the hour.

Jason
14th March 2026

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