Questioning the addict in us

​We all question the addict inside of us
Losing focus and not having the support from those we thought we could trust. 

We question the behaviour and how it made us felt 
The euphoria isn’t from the gym, it’s from wild nights out
As we shout to the roof tops, as the voice eventually lose its clout. 

But you could be drinking in a room wondering ‘what went wrong’
Asking if there is a God who is present, as we felt we didn’t belong. 

I confessed I was messed up
Blaming others for the mistakes committed, 
I know I need to take accountability for the mistakes I submitted

I am here now
And I thank God for that part,
Learning to move forward and coming through a prayer and show tremendous heart. 

Jason
10th March 2026