When I sleep at night

When I sleep at night

Do I want to delve into a fight?

Bitterness hurts, and people who panic do try

My dear lord Father, protect them as I humbly sigh.

I sleep with the hope to achieve the next day

The challenges are unexpected but the mind continues to stay.

Looking to the place we all look to believe

Lord Father, I know my peace in my heart shall receive.

The place is hard to hold when a sleep needs to restore

The mind over thinks as the need to continually want more.

Listen, I love you

These words come from the Father who is constantly inside,

Sleep softly on your dreams, as the Father shall never hide.

Jason

9th January 2024

Praying for a friend

Love is gentle

And love is sweet

Childhood memories, are relished and an eclectic treat.

so praying for a friend 

Someone I care and love so much,

Lord give this beautiful person hope, through your warm gentle touch.

The times we chatted endlessly on the phone 

Exchanging stories, which were delightful and not a drone.

You are my great friend 

I pray for you with huge amount of strength,

You shall come through this battle at a tremendous length.

“Nikki for Christine x”

Jason

8th January 2024

Life’s precious

I recall that day when I wanted to end it all

I thought I was a failure, and was told so, so I aimed to justify their call.

Yet it was the Father who took me in

Introduced me to kind people to nurture me and show me love,

Not this stoicism and isolating cold

He showed me this gift which is naturally ready to unfold.

I remember the moment , like it was like yester-year

Looking for a way out

As theoretically all I wanted to do was shout.

People suggesting to me what to do next 

I know.. because they cared,

Yet through the pain I endured,

I thought I was hopeless and couldn’t find a cure.

So as the past stays in its place 

And pastures new will soon to trace. 

I have a level of fear still to overcome

But then again I am human, and must focus to the three in one.

Jason

8th January 2024

As I realise

There are days when you are up, and then down

We all know this, the art? Is never show that frown.

Pray

Lift your spirits high,

Humble beginnings, or tough places you may be

It’s all part of the journey, towards the places you shall lead.

This day the weather is cold

yet your prayers are piping hot,

The devil is a liar and cheat, he’s trying to relish what you’ve forgot.

Forgot what exactly? 

Well the highs and the lows

Yet most importantly the devil shall receive, is the father’s overwhelming blows.

So embrace

Enlighten 

Stay with the hope within,

It’s through speaking to the Father where minds refute any sin.

Jason

8th January 2024

Walking your own path🙏🏽

I walk on this earth

And you may have family or friends you need to confront, 

I rather be on my own, to be perfectly blunt.

Then again, I retort and think again

I wish no one any harm, I still love them so I pray and then ascend. 

It’s the path you walk

It’s the path you look towards praying,

It’s all in God’s timing

So learn to be patient when confiding.

There are people you need to leave and pray before letting go,

You wish them all the best for the intensity that needs to become slightly slow. 

Jason

7th January 2024

Walking with God

It’s so simple to do 

Finding the way forward to lift your spirits towards his praise,

This doesn’t always need to be a struggle through this timely phase.

Walking and praying 

The feeling is an amazing light, 

The spirit rises through your heart, as the heavens open with optimistic might.

There are struggles laying ahead

You may have self doubt, or others knocking your self esteem, 

Remember walk with the Father first thing, as this is simply isn’t a dream. 

I love you Lord

We give you thanks for all that you do, 

You understand each of our hearts, from where the devil cannot pursue. 

Jason

7th January 2024

Hypos

Hypos….The most horrid feeling ever

And especially when dealing with these low attacking gripes

Lowers your mood, yet you need to continue to fight.

The tiredness poses a challenge 

The sugar in the blood stream is too much,

The enzyme chamber is kept closed 

And my thinking is struggling at any mode.

I struggle to fight 

But what am I suppose to do?

Be irresponsible by not eating?

As I pray to God I won’t be leaving.

21 years I have had this condition

A condition harmful and mind blowing, 

And there is too life to manage, now if you don’t mind? Please help or I’ll keep floating.

“Living with type 1 diabetes”

Jason

6th January 2024