Praying for those who remove you

I pray for love

I pray for time to reflect,

I pray for the calmness to always be found 

And that others are not consumed and not drowned. 

I pray for those who dislike my acts

I pray for their forgiveness from the overwhelming tact.

I pray for those who dislike my spirit 

I pray for help and that God captures within it.

I pray for you to be loved and that you feeling all the time

I pray for inner peace through to the body heart and soul

And that God has always got you, and that you won’t let go.

Jason

1st September 2023

Only asking for a chance

Just a chance

That’s all I ask.

Not a lottery win, nor the fame that basks. 

I am crying for help

I am crying for hope,

As a ‘yes’ finally came my way

God? Am I supposed to stay?

I am tired of rejection

I am tired of internal strain,

I am tired of peoples rigidity 

I am tired if fickleness and aridity.

I thank you for joy 

I thank you God for inner peace,

I thank you for guiding someone to help me through 

As this life was created through the amazement of you.

Jason

1st September 2023

Praying in despair

Praying for hope

When all appears bleak,

Yes you have gifts but don’t thank God for those rewards

You feel helpless and a little untowards.

So pray for guile

When the head isn’t there,

Look towards the summit, even though all appears unfair.

Love with your heart

Look beyond the storm,

However, there is a curve you did not expect 

As from that moment you’ll find it hard to reflect.

Hold me close God

I really need you now,

There is a tear leaking from my eye

I did try last week, but said it wasn’t my time to die.

Jason

30th August 2023

Restarting

Starting again

That’s what sometime you need to do,

You need to recalibrate and reflect lessons learnt

It’s sometimes you have been simply burnt.

Take your time 

Rest 

Reenergise and find

Throw in a prayer, as you are no longer blind.

And if you are, you are leaving it to God 

The more remorseful source to find you again, 

As the devil never had a chance to attack when you were already to defend. 

Thank you for today

As yesterday has past,

Ignore the ones that remind you of your past

There fickleness inside themselves, shall remove the mask.

Jason

29th August 2023

Birthday wish

I wish you happiness 

I wish you peace

I wish you exuberance at the very least.

I wish you presents of spiritual lift and gain

I wish you harmony, you can always retain.

I wish you a day to live it to the full

I wish you humbleness in the hope where you feel gentle and cool,

Ultimately I wish you a birthday to relax the mind, body and soul

As I know with the Father, he has perennial control.

So embrace these words,

They are written through the father for you

As life is endureth through the prayers we look to hold on like glue.

Jason

28th August 2023

I can’t sleep

I cannot sleep

I cannot hold onto a simple task,

I am looking for respite, how long shall this last?

I am tired

Weary to the point of turning to auto pilot,

I need to restore through prayer and God’s will

I feel jaded and yet somehow surreal.

Help me

I want to hold someone’s hand,

Please do not forsake me Father, I’ll refute any contraband.

I need hope

I need peace of mind,

I need to pray that little bit more,

This hurt can’t continue, as I am looking to restore.

Jason

28th August 2023

Reset

I was tired

Needed to reset,

God gives you peace if you decide choose

He won’t let you enter into anything with the end result to ever lose.

I am exasperated 

Ready to call it a day,

Even suicide couldn’t show me the way.

I need to restore

Reset and eliminate fickle foes who you thought would be there,

Actually they are judging and simply do not care.

The point is I am here today

Tomorrow will take care if itself,

No matter how controlling you are, their is an elevation towards your spiritual wealth.

Jason

28th August 2023