We have all been hurt

Sorry a deep message to follow 

You may feel good right now, 

So please do not continue to read

It may feel a little ripe, indeed.

I have been judged 

Despised 

Disliked, and also loved 

The ones who despise me need to meet the ones that love me 

Connection is the word which needs to be understood 

Otherwise the word ‘despised’ is where it should. 

May the lord hold you together 

May the prayers flourish within 

God almighty the peacemaker 

The forgiver to all those that have misplaced 

He will accept you, and he doesn’t mind the chase.

I write because others may feel the same 

Helpless, no faith 

And need a place to turn,

There is s father in heaven 

Who will guide you to thrive and discern. 

Only he knows

Trying to control what you do?

Gods methods is a gift for you to pursue.

The humbleness and love of him reigns

The journey you will follow could never wane.

Only god know the entire picture

The fate belongs to him

The goodness of good souls

Beckons a calling, avoiding the devils blows.

Hurt

Pain

Called bad things 

We have been apart 

Good or bad parents

Bad or good children 

This world has it fractured works 

A prayer can never be overt. 

I prefer to stay with the father

Despite the trials we may face,

If I follow in obedience 

There will be no haste.

Leave it to him

I don’t understand why we feel fractured from time to time 

When we love a god that holds us together?

The fact the devil will attack 

You need to leave this angst with him and try not to slack. 

God bless our father 

He is the only one that can,

Hold it together when feeling frail

God our saviour is the only one that can bail.

I cried through idolatry 

Not the way to look..

Pray and look to the father 

Be still and pray

It’s the lords word that has the final say.

When others dam your name 

Remember how wrong they are,

there is always a father in heaven that loves you and proves hope

Despite the tears that replenish the soul 

Keep your heart with the lord 

The journey you are about to face, you shall never get bored.

This is life x

Aims and objectives

Peoples perception and judgement of you,

Sad really when none of us live a perfect life

Yet through the mists, there is no strife.

I dislike judging 

As those thoughts hurt me too,

What satisfaction do you gain?

Politeness is the area we need to sustain.

Emotional intelligence 

An area many do not “get” 

You can come across like you have an answer for all that’s said,

I rather drink a glass of  wine 🍷 and head off to bed.

Gods loves 

And he has  the final say,

And for that is said and done 

It’s my life, Now you go off and have some fun!

“Not about us though 🤣🤣 x

If I told you

You never know what’s around the corner.

Even you have a correct premonition,

Look towards the heavens, which are on earth 

God keeps us together 

And he knows your total worth.

My words are message from the lord

No intelligence attached,

The best meaning is to work it through 

Love to the father 

Shall see the best in you.

When the light hits you 

You will never look back,

Of course you may find it hard to believe 

Yet through prayer and the Holy Spirit, stay open minded and true

This is the passage you shall imbue.

I can’t help loving god

Neither should you,

Arguments is believe shall always be there,

Yet through the passage of Christ, there is always a time to see. 

Gods protection

There is always loving protection from the highest of high

Gods patterns never wavers 

It’s for his child to embrace and saviour.

There is protection

There is a never ending love

There is that spiritual growth within

From the goodness god brings. 

Our lord father 

Your protector 

Your shining light 

God has the remedy 

Please hold within humble sight. 

Follow, and god will shine 

May god be your beginning and end 

As he is the almighty 

A father as well as a friend. 

🙏🏽

Diabetes... fashionable 🤣

It was 2003

I just turned 30 years of age

Over a course of a month my body started to change

Losing a little sight 

And coming across as a little deranged.

Time went by and I decided the doctor beckons

What’s going on???

Constantly going to the loo

Not even having a slight medical clue.

Doctor sent me to A&E

Staying on the fence, saying I may have diabetes,

Perplexed and unsure what to do

Losing weight, feeling weak and blue.

My brother went with me 

And finally that ‘D’ word was said 

Brother belched in his flamboyant high pitched way

“You have diabetes, it’s fashionable”

That calmed my thoughts and growing fears 

All through that remark, I no longer have tears..

“It only takes one thing to make a negative into a positive.. thanks bruv..” love ya J