In that moment

In that moment I feel the presence of hope

Don’t take that away, I did climb up that rope.

There was despair

And Anguish…

Most things we all feel at some in time 

I am holding onto Faith as these words are the angle to find.

We look for peace

Especially when anxiousness hit the fore

The moment to find happiness, when praying is a release to the core.

Tomorrow there might be hope

It will end well when you pray,

Thank you for honesty.. as I continue to look to stay.

Jason 

1st June 2025

Sensitive soul

We are who we are

We can modify, compromise and look towards a pragmatic view,

Life is a concoction, like when a season changes at the time birds head off to flew.

We are who we are 

Stable, emotional, creative, stoic or stern

Ultimately we are created by God through this tapestry of life we learn.

It’s about being open and letting it out 

Say it today because tomorrow may not arrive,

Through the land of the heavens is when we shall stay alive.

My hand is hear

My hugs are blankets to say: “in time it shall be alright.”

You don’t need to subdue yourself anymore, as God shall reveal the light.

Jason 

31st May 2025

I am not that far

Boy, don’t worry I am not at all far

I am looking at you as we speak, so don’t get comfort… you weren’t always a star.

We argued like cat and dog, as we didn’t see eye to eye

But you stuck by your decision, and for that… I respect your decision as I have never said goodbye.

I am here, people will be hurtful and try their luck,

You know what I am like son… I don’t give a f&#k.

But I am here waiting to see you again,

Words I know so well, as God gave me a message to send.

Tomorrow there is light

The day after is a bonus because it’s God’s timing that you are still here,

Now shut up and talk to me.. nothing has changed, as there’s nothing to fear.

Jason 

31st May 2025

Missing you… But you are right in my heart

You have never left

You are right here, inside of me.

Love you….you old git, 

I miss your fumbling words and your uncanny wit.

Miss you Dad.

Not a day goes by I miss the sound of your voice, 

I suppose inside of me I want to be told off by your raucous noise.

You made me laugh

You were my best friend, 

Especially how we started on this time on earth,

we would shout at each other, not understanding what the other person was saying

Now I miss you more than ever… These emotions are frequently staying. 

People miss you, can’t believe you are not here, 

Yet I know you are inside of me and others and that’s reassuring, 

I love you Dad, my friend as these words release a stability… that’s curing. 

“Miss you, you old git. Love you you, you old git… now hug me… you old git xx”

Jason

31st May 2025

Way back when

Years ago we smiled when someone in person told us a joke

We don’t need facebook to remind us, especially with that opportunity to poke. 

We loved TV, the 3 or 4 channels on TV

And yes, things have progressed.. but there’s too much opportunity to focus for you and me. 

There was Rocky 1, 2, 3, 4, 5… yes you know you know where this is going!

There was pop music with beautiful sounds that didn’t drone, 

There was octane levels that hit beautiful heights, 

George Michael, Wham, A-ha, Donna Summer and ABBA which brought music to a stunning level, and for what should be seen as bright. 

There were films like Superman The Movie, Raiders of the Lost Arc and Encounters of the third kind,

These were moments we cherished as digital balance was containable and not at all blind. 

At the end of the day, we say that common phase “it is what it is”

as long as we pray and discern then that part of our lives we should avoid to miss. 

Despite the ‘kid and play’ and characters that brought styles of genre to the core

The light of entertainment at that time were wonderful, as we reminisce that bit more. 

Jason 

31st May 2025

Stay balanced

God, I am trying every day

Others perception of me now no longer stays, 

You have provided me with direction 

Knowing.that through your son there is a world afterwards that has perfection.

Thank you Lord

You are the light I never thought I could have,

Mistakes I have made, the words I have hurtfully said

Yet when I speak to you there is a purpose, which through you is spiritually led.

Thank you 

I feel I don’t deserve your help, 

Yet I know you love me and others on this broken earth,

When your son, the prodigal son 2000 years ago was given berth. 

I am focusing 

I am accountable for actions I have taken, 

There are people that are fraught, and egos that can cause pain

Words from the almighty power none of us can ever explain.

Jason

31st May 2025 

In that place

I am sorry you are ‘in that place’ but prayers are so real

They deliver an underlying action that’s surreal.

I know you are doing your best,

I know you are praying, but mean that prayer with all your heart

The Lord is working inside of you so be still and learn to move forward, through a gradual start.

Sometimes, the road of moving forward starts with a prayer

No place to turn back on, because what’s happened has happened, so you speak to others and share. 

A friend say, words are just words, if they have no foundation to the place they reach

Words through discernment move mountains and can be the root to your hearts desires

Listen to the higher source first, the humility you possess shall soon be admired. 

Jason 

31st May 2025