I knew you were there.. I just resisted

​I fought people away
That’s the story of my life, 
I couldn’t get close to anyone, I was foolish, hopeless and craved drama and strife. 

You see, I see the person inside, 
Broken, brittle and frail in the head
As I say my prayers for I go to bed. 

I hated me. I could blame family, as they did play their part, 
But I allowed the devil in, and that ultimately ruined my unfaithful start. 

Today I am here, I thank the Lord for that
I didn’t know how to overcome the most fickle battle, 
I now remain in God’s passage, as the enemy is now beginning to rattle.

Jason
2nd July 2026