Monday, 3 November 2025

Thank you for being you

Yes… I am talking to you
thank you for being great
thank you for being a mate,
thank you for pulling me through
thank you for your prayers, the words this hold in my heart like a warm imbue.

Thank you for being magnificent
Thank you for being omnipresent,
thank you for love and kindness
thank you, for settling for nothing less.

Thank you being the person that everyone can see,
if it’s otherwise? f@ck them, you are simply meant to be.

Thank you because you are loved
thank you because the world has a god that loves you all the time,
stay humble and merciful, as we all need to walk on the ‘thank you’ line.

Jason
4th November 2025

Bless you on this day

There is a lot of love for you Sioux
you are a brilliant soul whose heart has touched each of us to imbue.

You are a blessing
And you are humbly loved,
one of a kind
there’s not many of you in this world, that you’ll find.

You are wonderful and pleased to have met such a caring soul like thee,
hugs are coming your way
as hope is what you protected us with, in this road we didn’t think as shall be.

Keep going
You are loved always
So accept this greeting of a Happy birthday young lady, and thank you for being so kind, funny and creative,
and wishing you a wonderful day, which we share on this beautiful occasion which each of us to join are elated.

”Happy birthday Sioux x ❤️”
Jason
3rd November 2025

High and slow

I recall when I used
I fell over many times,
a lesson not worth remembering, as I wasn’t held to paying a form of tithe.

I over did it
like we all did,
people asked “why did you do this?”
my normal reaction would be: “I wanted to go all out”,
as I wanted ‘chaos’ to be my best friend and those were the times the body would recover,
I didn’t want a cup of tea from my own or other paternal mother.

But do you know what?
I did what I did because I lived for me,
people can advice what’s best for you, but from your eyes they couldn’t see.

I am getting older
And starting to become my own best friend,
I will slip up from time to time as it’s myself and God for whom I can depend.

“If you haven’t walked in that person’s shoes, say ‘nothing’”.
“If you haven’t walked in that person’s shoes, say ‘nothing’”.

Jason
3rd November 2025

Just for one day

Just for one day I wouldn’t need to measure the food I eat that goes inside,
just for one day I wouldn’t be scared to over inject and go through this hypo attack ride.

Just for one day I wouldn’t need to overcome this form of stress,
I know God will take this away despite my patience at best.

Just for one day we wouldn't need to challenge our bodies with incorrect doses placed in our body,
this f@cking condition can easily make you subside and shoddy.

But at the end of the day you can only do your best,
pray to God, discern and place yourself around people who won’t exacerbate this sinking feeling you have everyday,
may my prayers be with you if you suffer the same,
getting on with it, is the best form of gain.

”Keep trying in a life of a type 1”
Jason
3rd November 2025

Sunday, 2 November 2025

Another year

Oi you old c@nt
You’ve made it this far,
insults galore from your uncle Andy and Co,
Yet you are loved you ol’ sod, in what we don’t always show.

“are you alright my Roy”
I can hear you mr uncle Andy say,
yes, we are blood and we are not that far away.

You are uniquely you
without a shadow of doubt,
you are blessed and have plenty to talk about.

Chairman of bored, that’s our little quirk,
you often made us all go berserk;
but you are with us until the higher power says,
today is a celebration, so for today I am sure you can stay.

”Happy birthday our Roy x”
Jason
3rd November 2025

Taking that first step

It doesn’t matter what I throw out there, like you I’ll come and then go,
I have taken the hit and through Christ I’ll grow.

You see, I am not look for attention
I am look to spread the good news,
these words flow graciously, it’s meant to touch your spirit and not amuse.

Love is where it falls
you in the almighty can recall,
God is all powerful and never forsaking
I love you despite the past when I was breaking.

I don’t look to seek praise
iron sharpens iron, eventually you shan’t graze.

Thank you for reading these words
I am doing my best,
no stones goes unturned as one time I’ll (like you) shall finally rest.

Jason
3rd November 2025

You love who you love

Hearts beat
pounding faster,
we all pray for a happy ever after.

I left my heart to see God first
like a well on the dessert gasping for thirst.

our pride is put to one side
God has got this, nothing can now subside,
just a little patience
that’s our attributes at this time,
God’s work is never ending
looking at each other is so transcending.

we have both been hurt
but the truth heals in time,
not knowing to solve
hearts loving and blessings through mercy and grace,
I love loving you, that’s my kind of place.

“Love to Ruth x”
Jason
2nd November 2025

Why did I drink (A.A. Poem)

Why did I drink? To fit in? To work out what to do the next? I couldn’t understand this was taking over my life, as I was increasingly becom...