Went on that road

I didn’t expect it, to be absolutely fair 
I wanted to die and end it there.
It was 2023 and my Dad unexpectedly passed away,
I didn’t want to reach out nor did I want to stay.

It was chaos
I was hurting in my heart,
Alcohol became my best friend, it calmed me down… my family, those chaotic Greeks were not calming at all from the start.

The drink took over
I made it my best friend, 
It was a sad time as all the uncertainty was becoming so real, I even felt my God wasn’t there to depend on, as that felt surreal.

I was scared 
I didn’t need the chaos inside my head,
The drink was taking over as all I wanted for God to take me instead. 

People cared but I felt people expect me to snap out of this quick,
I can only thank my God today for taking away my addiction, even though I couldn’t depict.

Jason
12th October 2026