I talk to the mirror

​When all appears lost, what do you do?
I would talk to the mirror, and seek any glaring clues.

I try not to know it all
I try to humble myself down, 
I know my super-ego got the better of me, do I know better? I just say I have had experience… and through those moments I often drown. 

I am a stranger in these current settings
I walk away and say nothing else, 
I have been support by services and independent domain,
I go to A.A. Meetings to look at the ‘similarities’ not the ‘differences’, which my memory is able to retain. 

I know I have messed up, 
I have done the steps but I try hard to keep going without surrender, 
I know in the kingdom of my higher power, that I enter in frail and slightly tender. 

Jason - Alcoholic
20th June 2026