Just sometimes…

​We ask how and when
Living for today can sometimes depends.
You may feel melancholy because you have lost your way
I can only pray to God and wonder why I am feeling like this today?

I will move through the pressure
The pain you feel evidently inside
I wanted to be left alone as I just want my Father in heaven to whom I always confide. 

People making fun 
And you feel delicate because the brain isn’t in that place, 
I am sometimes scared as those who have now left I prefer to look to embrace. 

I shouldn’t feel so down
Tomorrow will different because I thank God for this day,
I know I need to keep going, as I pray for negativity to go away. 

I have done the ‘for’s and against’s’
And even though prayer I struggle to feel better, 
I know being reflective doesn’t always last forever. 

We do our best,
What else can we do?
I rather be with my Dad (Andy) right now.. but the reality is he won’t want me in heaven yet… and that’s what I already knew…

Jason
30th May 2026