Please don’t apologise❤️✍🏽

​Please don’t apologise 
You have done nothing wrong, 
I suppose I am asking for someone who I see as special to understand, 
As from this day I don’t know where these feelings shall land. 

I do suffer mental health
But I keep it close to my chest,
And yes I am very hard on myself, I’ve lived my entire life suited in a bullet proof vest. 

You are you
And I am me, 
I do want to grow with you, but what shall be will be. 

I try not to be a pessimist
And this is a ‘new journey’ that awaits, 
You have your own thing going on, and that too needs to take its course
But you are right about one thing, this road will be instructed by the Father 
And those roads I rather to seek acknowledging they shall become harder. 

I do try, all I want is connection with someone I love, 
If this isn’t reciprocated then that’s fine, I just need to live with all of the above!!

Jason
17th May 2026