Always an addict…

​Some will understand this
Others will not, 
We are ‘all or nothing’ people and want to give addictions a heavy shot. 

But we are on the cusp of anger 
An almighty struggle within the mind, 
People saying ‘it will be alright at the end of the day’
They can simply leave this soul forever.. plus today.

I am an addict
I fight against the system because that is what we do, 
I hate politics or seeing the news, 
I know they influence our business, but do they really have a clue?

I live for today, that is all I can ask,
If you have no faith in me, then you have no place in life, these words I shan’t mask. 

I have messed up royally 
More than I thought possible, 
Yet I need to love myself again, 
And how do I do that? Praying to my higher power… the one which I look upon to depend.

Jason
15th May 2026