When I’ve messed up

Hey Father

Why do you forgive me when I’ve done wrong?

There must be some illogical reasoning, for you to make me belong?

Lord I am struggling 

My head is fazed, 

My heart is hurt,

I am asking for forgiveness even though I don’t deserve 

I suppose the redemption is for us to serve.

I am angry 

But only with myself,

I am not looking for money or a parapet of wealth.

I am sad

But you hold me near,

Lord, I am struggling with myself 

But I know your strength is near.

Jason

20th January 2023