I have tried....

I have tried to live my life, and 'it is what it is', so I shall say with words I feel 

I rather be with God, so peacefully, in my bed and that we show kindness which should be natural and real.

 

And there have been so many hasty decisions, 

I am not going to take my life, 

I'm here living in the present, so perhaps you can follow this path of 'trying' as most situations can have potential of rife. 

 

I tried, and I won't until the very end

I have tried taking my life twice, but God kept me here seeking to defend, 

And to be fair, the attempt felt liberating, 

and by God's grace he didn't me to go, so I need to stay here patiently waiting. 

 

I tried, and I can acknowledge I won't be liked by everyone.... especially today

and for me, that isn't  very important, I love God first, therefore, I shall love others, ... but for now I rather they stayed away.

 

And to be honest? If they 'don't get me'? That is okay with me to 

I have already been let down by the system, as today we are all firefighting and don't have a clue!

😊 

Jason

24th February 2026