Why God left me to stay

​it wasn’t my time
God stopped me from calling it a day,
I asked why he wouldn’t let me go?
Then three weeks later God asked me to write a poem as someone else suffered woe.

So I wrote a poem only three weeks before I attempted to take my own life,
The words saved him, as if he succeeded,he would have left behind his son and his wife. 

I asked God “why” as I wanted to leave, 
I felt I had nothing else to offer or anyone to hold onto, 
Basically I was mentally gone and entirely through.

God kept me on as he has a purpose for us all,
Even at a time when you felt you couldn’t take it anymore and waiting to fall.

“The reason why God kept me alive when I tried to take my life on the 23rd August 2023..”
Jason
14th February 2026