I can’t blame God for what I did to myself..

​I can’t blame God for the mess I put myself in,
I have already struggled with my mortality and the consequence was delivering sin.

I can’t blame God for pouring the drink down my throat,
Also some of the people in my which I choose to avoid,
It’s for my safety as the anger shouldn’t be toyed. 

I can’t blame God
I can simply tell them I don’t want to see them again, 
Meeting new people can be a risk, I can say with my heart it depends?

I can’t blame God for the anger I had inside,
Yes the 7 sins loom but it’s God’s pray which I need to confide.

It’s God who is my first port of call
And when he acts in his timing, there is no consequences to cause a fall

I can’t blame God
He is always inside my heart,
Praying at the start of the day, from there I shall depart. 

Jason
27th February 2026