Tired…

Knackered

Overwhelmed

Feeling depleted

Rejection and slightly defeated.

I need to fight the biggest fight of all

I feel so tired right now, my eyes are welling to bawl.

I am on the edge

The training needs to remain,

If I don’t keep motivated I’ll simply refrain.

I want to give up but God has given me free will

He has got me endlessly as my well is dry and needs to refill.

Please don’t feel sorry for me 

I simply want to go,

Tired for the most part of it, but I refuse to go slow.

Jason 

22nd July 2023