Do you think I wanted to still be here?
not having my dad around, when he protected my fear.
yes there was God,
the calmness instilled in my heart,
the light of my world which once left, but now shan’t ever depart.
you see, I tried to take my life
wishing I was truly dead,
a couple of injections of insulin planned before I go to bed.
People around me have changed
I’ve noticed their mortality as they don’t know how long they have left,
i refuse the people I choose not to speak to, as it’s God’s affirmation which I find best.
I won’t do anything silly now
to be honest, I have found a new life which I rather follow,
yes, I am cheeky but you know where you stand, which isn’t hollow.
Time moves fast
but the heart can honestly remain still,
actions which take place and provide a brand new start
the mind is full of tricky, yet the sound still pounding within my heart.
Jason
31st October 2025
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