Tuesday, 21 October 2025

I took myself away from me

Do you love you?
shit. I hate that question!
Looking towards life as a journey, and not a defamation.

I like me, and that’s good enough
I have qualities that I want to share,
and through my higher power, there’s lot to declare.

Missed are the people who are no longer here,
they played a grandiose part
God, do I miss them, from the mind, body and heart.

I lost myself through addiction, did that make myself receive joy?
no, not at all, but I can understand I need to let go and I am not being at all coy.

I would say to myself: “fuck this!”
the anger kicks in,
no fucking hug can help towards a fickle win.

I lost control
control of what exactly? My mind.
please God I know you are in charge, so take over..
as I am seeking my heart to no longer become a loner.

”The mind of an addict”
Jason
21st October 2025

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