Today is a special day for me
10 months not drinking a drop to alcohol into my body,
the thing that gave me Dutch courage and made me sometimes act a bit of a wally.
Today is special day
I am proud I got this far, as I wanted to end it all
Feeling sorry for myself as I know in statue I am not that tall.
I disliked God but it wasn’t the Father who did this to me?
I had free will after all, even the blind in that situation would be able to see.
I decided ‘I wanted to stop’
keep trying to numb the pain and mental torture inside,
where ultimately it was God holding me up and preventing me to subside.
“10 months abstinent… the journey continues”
Jason
9th October 2025
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