Want to forgive.. but...

I want to forgive 

But can’t 

Does that make me a bad person 

Or is the capacity to forgive and share

The simple fact is that I do marginally care. 

Do I wish that person harm? hell no

I have been hurt by that person far too often 

And challenges face I refute to speak to them 

As I pray for my own understanding 

I’ll find a solution through a social standing.

Words are like scars 

And when directed towards you, and you show no pain

Sorry, the hurt will hit you 

And occasionally touches like a stain. 

I do love 

But there is no connection 

Sometimes refusing to talk to that person

Is your own form of protection.

I believe in god 

And the commandments is to forgive 

As long as I pray for that person(s) 

Then I shall always live.