So I have f*cked up

I have entered into this world with genuinely good intentions

now I am in a situation which has had repeated retentions.

it could have been better

but it also could have been worse,

I know I am not wanted here, but iron sharpens iron, so already I’ve been hurt.

I am trying my best to be at peace

I want calmer but in a world that isn’t okay,

I’ll stumble and mumble but know I won’t stray.

I feel alone but in my heart I am not

rejection is massive, as I feel I have been shot.

i shall withdraw but Father I know you have got this to hand

Don Worry about me, I will pick myself up and upright I shall stand.

Jason

10th August 2025