Taking this
Doing that
Being the star of the party by losing it and going off my head
Now I am here, up and down as the next minute… I am waiting to go into my bed.
They say ‘live your life’
Does that mean getting rat faced and falling on your bum?
I suppose I can’t be too serious, then again the taste of that rum was indeed yum…!
Going to a meeting here
Going to a meeting there,
Is this what it’s suppose to be?
Hello my name is…? Can’t I just be free.
Free from drugs, free from what the fuck was that..
Free from cocaine… well the buzz did elevate me, but at the cost of me acting as if I was free.
To be fair, I am a good person
And I have made some some wayward choices,
And that gregarious moment was instigated by hearing those fickle voices.
Ultimately, I am always acting mad
I am a funny personality who sometimes is sad.
I’ll stop beating myself up now
As I now wash the soap off my brow,
So as I start again
Here’s another message to humble my heart…
Not going down that road again…. Encouragement is where it starts.
“For my mate Louisa❤️🙏🏽”
Jason
7th July 2025
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