I can’t stop

Running each morning 

Along with many prayers

Fighting for breath

And look down where they stare.

I can do more 

And appreciate the spiritual fight,

God has your mercy

Very much in sight.

I pray to Jesus

With the anger destroyed ,

We are with the king of kings now 

And these words shall never be toyed.

Running…

Panting….

Sweating and moving forward to the highest of high

When faith touches your soul

There is breakage from which you gleefully cry.

“Thank you father for saving my life….”

Jason

30th August 2021

I could reflect ???

I could reflect on life

And view missed opportunities,

Also surrounded by negative judgement.

Looking for an answer, when God is there 

Holding onto hope, when there’s something to share.

Been through anger 

Conflicting punches when hitting out 

It’s all about God’s timing…

As he is always about. 🙏🏽

I love to love

Pray for those who are unsure,

God is the answer; and he is so much more.

It’s about family, community and talking to those you respect,

Avoiding anger, from which others release 

Just like my Yiayia (nan), she brought me peace.

Stay blessed

And stay hopeful with constant direction

My love is nearby, my perennial perfection.

“Jason

28th August 2021”

I pray for you

A person with warmth and humbleness

Along with a godly smile

An honour to have met you 

For this time and a long, long while.

Time for people and caring to the core

Bless you my beautiful friend 

Your listen I often had to depend.

Thank you

For being you

Nothing more and nothing less

In my eyes Laura you are my total bless. 

My love to you, mum and Harrison too

You are a blessing, a person I often speak to God

It’s never a goodbye from me

A brother forever, for I am in thee. 

“Laura straight forward and humble words to one good person to another”

Jason

X 

27th August 2021

I’ve now been found..

I recall the day I felt there was no hope

Challenges await yet I had no direction;

Didn’t believe in God, and he was my light and perfection.

I couldn’t understand

Those who wanted to guide me, felt they needed to control,

A word of advice, do NOT do that to people like me; or anyone in fact

There is a God awaiting to keep you in tact.

You were there 

No relation, an Angel who simply arrived 

I know you don’t want these compliments but the Father embraces your elevation to prise . 

I did not believe, but your help made me believe

Showing me the light and allowing me to receive.

You are hope, you are joy, you are the voice of reason

And a guide to show me HIM..

Bizarre this may sound, there is a reason why God puts people together, 

you were that warrior, that beacon of hope

Who pulled me from the mire through the sternest of stopes.

“Thank you Nikki and Mathew. A poem from the Father.”

Jason

27th August 2021

Rejection touching perfection

I applied a number of times 

These are Jobs for approval…

Perhaps it wasn’t to be?

There is a mark already set for you 

Accepting blindness and the passage which is glue.

Keep trying 

What choice do you have?

Yes, some shall get all the gifts and rewards 

But your guile is what God wants you to look towards.

Look at me…

Shall I feel sad for what Materialism I do not have?

And especially those who are impatient with you?

Have no time to explain, where pace is their demon

Let them get on with it, God inside your heart that’s where there is freedom.

Keep trying

Moving

Stop saying you are lazy, God wants a trier to fight the pain outside

Where God has a purpose, he has your back

Trust him wholeheartedly, I promise you’ll have no time to slack.

 

Keep believing in you

No matter how tired you are, keep trying…

Breaking down is no failure 

Arid the negativity that causes the crying.

Pray to God

He will make it right, even if you despair;

There is the spirit inside

Your heart is to believe he is their.

God speaks with love

And love conquers all,

Even if you struggle to stay up after a treacherous fall.

Be strong 

And believe in your king

“Carp Dieme” or say words to that effect 

The power of prayer is the closest to perfect. 

“Jason 

25th August 2021”

That old saying

You make your bed and lay in it…

What’s that all about?

Wishing a person to be damaged, from a mistake or harm 

Haven’t we all attributed to a devilish charm?

Greeks are know for twenty years a grudge

Holding that person to longevity of pain…

God saved me 

I am now on a mission and I shan’t refrain..

Hurt me

Beat me

Trust me I thought the same about doing that to you

Then the lord spoke to me, he is your protector…

That more than just a clue?

20 years a grudge… please

Hurting me is no longer the case,

It’s your lack of spiritual awareness which you need to embrace.

“A member of my family holds a grudge towards me… well it’s their lost; and my saving grace??? I pray for them..”

Jason

25th August 2021

When I speak to Dad

I speak to to the Father each and everyday

Sometimes through struggles I don’t understand; and won’t go away,

Yet I portray a confidence to defeat a demise

Struggling with mental health, and family lack of emotional intelligence, which sometimes hurts and leads to a surprise.

Tired being around negative people…

It’s such a strain…

Yet they have their battles 

Which a breaking point can’t sustain.

I no am tired 

exhausted, desperately needing to rest,

The body is breaking down 

Yet the Father shall pull you through arduous mess.

Hurting….

And battling others opinions about you,

You know there is a Father in heaven 

Especially when you pray, he is your strength and formidable stay.

I am so tired but I know he mends me when you are weak,

I love the thought of love 

Even those who despise me,

I know when I speak to the Father 

The strength of love allows me to be.

“I am tired today, tired and mentally exhausted.. you guys are never alone xxx”

Jason

24th August 2021

Birthday rest

Enchanting 

A greeting 

A blessing to my sister 

Happy birthday young lady

From this grand dad slipper.

An embrace 

A hug of hope, 

You have the guile to succeed 

You are devoted to the Lord 

Where he looks to intercede.

Blessed children

A perennial hope which God provides ,

The father holds you to inspire a new path

You are his child, never forget 

He’s plan for you is already set. 

Happy birthday dear

And Happy days lay ahead 

Full of laughter, joy and arid the pain

Deb’s you are blessed, words I refuse to refrain. 

“Happy birthday love GDS”

23rd August 2021 

You are that good

How dare you..Put yourself down?

You have nothing to be ashamed of

Especially when I see that frown.

So here I begin

You are great 

You are worthy of that promotion

You are a fighter in God’s love and he knows your devotion.

Don’t be too hard to yourself

Others will try; and their words will be thrown in the bin

God has your back, even if you have sinned?

Don’t refuse that hug when you feel you don’t deserve,

or you remain rock hard,

This isn’t the consistency of life, that’s not fair on you

Be humble go your heart from where you pursue.

I hated

Vexated, wanted to hurt me….

People in my circle saying keep that feeling within 

Where inside I wanted to die, thinking the emotionless will win.

So I tell you this, the heavens will one day open and you will ‘see’

The angle of God’s heart leaping inside of you, to see you ‘all’ free.

“I hated the world once, so angered with what was going on. My recipe; running and praying. A winning formula 🙏🏾❤️“

Nothing stays the same

No matter how you resist

This is a changing world that frequently persists.

Never the 2 days remain the same,

and jobs never remains as they are.

Changing is never a struggle to forego to take,

More like a challenge you may need to make.

God has your back

He always does,

Pray for the direction he moves inside 

There is a constant change in pattern, which we all need to ride.

Struggles are part of the plan 

Pray for others in their victories when you receive a setback of your own,

The glory of God is needed more, especially in this changing world

Make a difference yourself to prevent the chaos others has herald.

Jason 

20th August 2021

Hard on yourself

People will try to aggress 

You will pray harmony in where you profess.

So, you are kind 

and you are at peace 

God’s looking at you, there’s the release.

Don’t hurt yourself

Be kind to your soul, 

God has a plan for us all

Believe, you shall never fall.

And if you have fallen 

Then you will rise,

No embarrassment, or even a demise.

There is a Father who loves 

There is a Father who has always held,

No going back to a place without any Faith 

And no place to refuse where there is hope

Their is balance to keep us alive inside of him

Capture harmony with love and hope of all

My preferred reason is to run and from there. God is all I want to call.

Jason

19th August 2021

Pray for thyself

Pray to remove their anger 

Pray to remove the hate 

Pray for the goodness they are ready to show

Pray for the remorse God will let go.

I prayed this morning for the angered and the hurt

Those who have been stabbed with vexatious words and lingering pain, 

A lack of guidance

which is for God to handle.

Don’t leave it down to you only, otherwise you shall be mangled.

I thank the lord for his defence in me

People who are angered, are chained and no further free 

In a world full of negativity and pain

Pray to God, he shall refrain.

I know this is possible 

Because hit my soul

Wanting to crush someone

has it’s  consequences 

God has your back aa well as your defences.

Jason

18th August 2021 

Distance is no excuse

Love is love 

And hope brings you closer to God,

Never give up on your dreams to become true

God is more closer, than you can ever ensue.

Love is hope

Hope is a tower of Love 

Hold me darling, I need you near

None of us have anything to fear.

Bring us hope

We are deserving 

Holding you will be the hope I proudly confess 

There are aspects to capture, they are more and nothing less.

Heavens will open

Don’t look back in fear,

Keep going forward 

Our Father shall hold you near.

A Leap of Faith

Others will judge 

Pray.. do not budge 

Emotional intelligence is key

The path of Faith is inside of thee.

God is your key

The almighty which is holding me,

Vexatious anger, no need to be done

That’s why love of God us the three in one.

Getting older 

Yet health spiritually graces your path,

Refute the demons inside 

Rebuke the Devil’s work that’s denied.

Miracles happen for those who do not deserve 

It’s my time with the Father

The one I honour and look to serve.

“Pray to Jesus with love..  sheer love”

Jason

16th August 2021

Why I refuse to go there

Negativity is no place for us to fall

Yet it’s others perception that can lead us to crawl.

People need their laughter

Not that sordid drive of negativity,

I pray to God each day

That’s my serenity which needs to stay.

I was once that person who started a sentence with that word ‘no’

Now I run for 20 minutes

Now I will constantly smile with a glow.

What’s the point?

Even though that feeling is there,

You need people to care for each other 

And reciprocate for all to share .

“Monday’s poem…”

Jason

16th August 2021

Always believed in you

I believe in you father 

Especially when struggling to find the way,

I found hope in you Lord when others told me to stay away.

There are angels to provide us hope

those which are sent from you,

Lord thank you for taking our fight on

When others don’t have a single clue.

Thank you for believing me

where our own can frequently mislead,

I have faith in you the almighty 

Pray for hope where nothing is unsightly.

Remain positive 

The hardest thing to achieve,

surrounded by negativity 

Yet you refuse to intercede.

I don’t need this lord, but appreciate there are tests 

The hope we have in you Father 

We accept there will be a rest. 

Jason

15th August 2021

The can do’s (not the other word)

The word ‘can’ is the word I choose

Not that other word, from which can bemuse.

The word is positive 

It can cause a little harm,

Use it for the goodness of your spirit

And understand what comes within it.

I love that word ‘can’

Positive, thriving and looking towards good

This is a place God wants you to arrive, in which I prefer I could.

I love you Lord 

I lord. The mercy and strength you provide,

When a ‘no, you can’t do that’ is absurd 

I pray for the ‘good can’s’ and the prophetic ‘word’

“Yes rather than no.., can rather than cannot”

Bless you all

Jason 

14th August 2021

A Time for everything

A time to love

A time to encourage,

A time to give a hug

A time to give someone you love a nudge.

A time to pray

A time to hold onto hope,

A time to restore your self worth when in need

Vexatiousness in others are permitted to recede.

A time to be in heaven 

A time to stay on earth,

Never the Twain meets 

Yet it’s calling of faith is where we retreat.

Love to love 

And pray for those in a difficult place, they need their support 

When the timing is right, the prayers from the Father is where you are taught.

Thank you Alex and Michael 😉

Jason

14th August 2021

I did it

I prayed and prayed

I want to be with my love,

Stop being scared about money 

Or vexatiousness of poison honey.

Going to be with my love

Going to be with my joy,

I pleased she persisted with me

As God’s journey I look to deploy.

We keep trying 

Never give in.

If you have time to moan 

Then there is time for a solution

Now go and love your soulmate, 

from there’s no intrusion. 

Stay with us God

Stay with us in our Faith, 

Trials, tribulations will be found 

Love of God, from he I prefer to be hound.

“Pray and Go for your dreams, love God each day. Praying will wash the fears away.”

Jason 

13th August 2021

Your day

Embrace it

Enjoy it

A loyal mother, wife and child of God

The lady whose kindnesses prevails

Humility pray tells.

Pray for this Lady

Embrace the kindness of her gifts,

A humbleness within her direction

Kindness personified with no other correction.

This day is yours 

This day is your light

Embrace the situation from the words I’ve said

I am humbled to say this to, furthermore from the words I’ve written instead.

Moving forward

Smiling when we meet,

A woman who once saved my life,

God’s Angel, a spirited soul

Now enjoy this occasion, from this time on you shall flow.

“Happy birthday Mev, May God hold you close and prayers remain close to your heart.”

Jason

13th August 2021

Walk of Faith

Questioning a question

Good to have a humble point of view,

When I look towards the Father

That’s the passage I rather choose to ensue.

Living in a world where media has taken over

Look at this message?

Hopefully read with humility and looking towards faith 

Presence of the almighty, definitely deficits the devilish wrath.

Praying is my bolt

Especially when anger is released,

Yes I am human with emotions, sometimes hard to contain 

Yet it’s my love of the Father I want to bellow and sustain.

Encouragement 

Fulfilment 

We have all sinned during turbulent distress

Staying humble with the Father, you will never fall into a message. 

Jason

12th August 2021

Today’s Times

Housing expensive 

Even if you are working,

What was cheap once, is now hard to hold

Homelessness? Scare mongering and stories unfold.

Not trying to be negative 

But London now has its strains,

Youngsters needing a positive lift

Pray to God for a miracle to give.

People with gifts 

Aspirations, desires and motivational skills,

The praying for an opportunity, and no longer climbing up hills.

We need the state to take control of this

People struggling at times when we need a simple chance,  

Give us a property to rent without the struggling costs 

The heavens will one day open, but please not with a looming lost.

“Jason

10th August 2021”

Diabetes journey..for Type 1s

You learn to take your time 

You don’t over analysis when planning the next steps,

Then there are others who forget what you have 

They cause you stress with the diabetes you have inside

You dismiss them on your diabetes ride.

I’ve been called obnoxious, stoic, difficult and hard

You live with a condition 24/7,

And the hypos will make you feel child like 

As you can feel your calling to heaven.

One day at a time

Or more like minute by minute and second by second,

Having this underlying strain 

Can often make you feel the cause of the pain.

A hypo is like falling down from a great high,

And you need to collect your stuff together, ready for the fight.

Finding your balance when no insulin is released

At least you learn to be stronger with it, as well as taming this Diabetes beast.

“APeople with diabetes know what it’s like to overcome difficult situations on a daily basis, and there are those who rush you and try to move you. Stay strong… us T1D will show the world 🙏🏽❤️“ x

Jason 

10th August 2021

God sends

Question it or not 

There is a message arriving your way,

Message from an Angel at a time you are meant to stay.

You can only follow the message God transcends

You can fight to no avail

You are on this journey of hope

From where there is a trail.

Fight

Fight harder

Hold silence for those who do not understand 

The message is with God , here’s my hand .

Be humble 

Be loved 

Never lose sight of beautiful hope

Be glorious and togethered 

He will defend the storm that needs to be weathered xx

🙏🏽❤️

Jason

8th August 2021

Genius at work

Understanding policy

A genius in the making,

Congratulations sir 

Balancing what you are about to be procreating.

Negotiation 

Interpretation 

Understanding the health economy wills,

Facing optimism with a realistic view

Gives us hope with a plethora clue.

A door opens as a new one awaits 

Bridging a gap and focusing on evolving views,

Balancing a health outcome that you are truly aware

Perennial understanding, from which I feel you do care.

Never a goodbye

Just comeback to say hello,

Bless you Matthew 

From this new passage you shall continue to grow.

All the best Matthew our friend

Jason

7th August 2021

My love for you🙏🏽❤️

😘Thank you for your teachings 

Thank you for your love, 

Sorry I am always distant 

 Yet God’s reign glides like a dove.

Heaven will open up

Words are balanced and frequently said,

With God comes hope and there is the Bible to guide, 

Always praying to the Father 

From the turbulation that’s deride.

Moving upwards 

Moving towards never ending love 

The love we have, shall never be shoved.

Hope comes with prayer

Anger never far,

Yet it’s our time with the Lord

Brings us closer to removing the devils blunt sword.

❤️🙏🏽 .

Jason

7th August 2021

I believe in God

I believe in God 

Knowing he will take me home,

He is my forefront and the end 

The almighty I want to hold and hold my hand to lend.

I believe in God

The hope that lifts us all,

Refusing to accept him, is a denial to you

Yet insult will not come your way

Because love is deserving for what I want to say.

I crave you Lord

My hugs and blanket waiting to be receive ,

There is hope in us all

Just need for us to believe.

Believe in you

The almighty grace and mercy I wanting to hold,

Learning a balance, isn’t where this ends 

Just wanting to be near you, the great way of all

Once we pray we will become tall.

Jason

6th August 2021

Working through the Devil’s taunts

A place we all prefer to avoid 

Anxiety…..

Social awkwardness, a challenge for most

God’s angle is the preferred  option 

Holding onto him through sincere adoption.

Anger hits 

Struggles do arrive

The past often haunts anyone's way

Stay with the Father, it shall eventually be okay.

Hurting inside 

And people thinking you have got it right,

We are on this earth, confronted with people with challenges to overcome 

It’s the Devils taunts you want to succumb.

Pray to God

Pray for his never ending hope,

Never lose focus when arguments manifest 

God’s got this victory, for that is what I profess.

“Jason

6th August 2021”

Rest

Have a great time 

I know you have every intent,

No more logging on

Looking at diaries to align

Someone else's problem for now, I refine.

Enjoy the peace 

Enjoy your rest, 

Such an obvious statement to express 

Well done for enduring, where you profess.

Thank you for your support

Thank you for just being you,

Cracking me up with prophetic words 

As resting up is now due, 

Relish the cotswolds, that journey ensues.

Have fun

I repeat that word , rest…

Enjoy your time Song

You are the glue in this place, enjoy your time away which I am sure you shall embrace. 😉 

Jason

6th August 2021

Prayers will be answered

Prayers are often answered 

They always are..

His focus is on you, and that isn’t at all far.

The peace I possess 

I know is through constant prayer,

Love for another human being is the angle the Father shares.

We need peace 

But we all need to serve the Father,

He will be the one you shout at when having a strop

Then you realise he shall never lead you to flop.

God is love 

And the power of love are the bolts that hold us all close,

This isn’t about self loathing, or looking to argue over pointless conversations which lead to a brawl,

The hope in his love shall never lead you to fall. 

“Love is a statement that leads the light.

Praise the Father”

Jason

5th August 2021 

Parent child

To be the parent you need to learn what’s it like to be a child

Striking the balance is never easy,

Parenting is simply hard to do 

Yet being a child who needs guidance, does need a clue?

You would struggle if your parents struggle being adults

And their child become afraid,

No source of guidance, just adults in a tirade.

Some children get good parents 

And some parents receive good children.

My barriers stay firmly up

And with the smile from God, he removes you from the rut.

Keep your energies high

But that comes with a humble prayer,

Parent child or child parent needs to be restored 

I pray to the Father that none of these children are floored.

“I did not receive the emotional support when growing up. But what I can speak highly of? Is that there are Angels looking over God’s children.”

Jason

4th August 2021

When a prayer is said

When God fills your heart

It’s ready to empty again,

The brokenness you feel is ready to transcend.

I’ve said this in poems of the past

Especially when you feel low

And “getting on with it” isn’t doable 

And understanding isn’t feasible.

People do get God may be in a struggle

I maybe one of those types 

Whose overthinking and in a bit of a muddle.

You fight, break up and make up

The latter words need to be felt

Struggles on this earth, when time passes you by

I look to the Father, always as the restoring comes with a cry.

“When low, pray… try it. Don’t fight it… love God”

Jason

3rd August 2021 

Questions

Decide for on our future

People nip in with their suggestions

Then again, hope comes with prayers 

From that moment you ample messages are there.

Praying for answers 

It’s all in God’s timing 

Balance of mind to find a measured way

The truth comes out , with God you’ll need to stay.

Kindness is warmth 

Kindness does make the world go a round,

Anxiety is overcome from prayers

Stay positive when you see the Father, Lord and king of kings 

Let the tears run through, it’s your time he will give you answers

All revealed with hope and joy 

The answers come with from hope, 

especially from the questioning when I was a little boy.

“Jason 

3rd August 2021”

God’s will

The Faith which is held in the heart 

Letting go, and let the Father start a brand new you,

A leap of Faith is awaiting to imbue.

I never believed before

Now I am basking through his mercy and grace,

When others offend me now, his defence is there

It’s when you remove yourself from him, is when you thinks no one cares.

He brings down people to humble your soul

Words of wisdom passed through him,

The Devil’s chances are very thin.

If you believe in the aggression, like it’s a fashionable cause.

Then delusion of grandeur is a ‘wake up’ pause,

Love is spirit, and despite the challenges we all have to face

There is a Father in heaven, I rather glorify and embrace.

“No matter what’s going on in the world, if others hurt, remember there is a spirit protecting you. Pray to him.. it makes a difference.”

Jason

3rd August 2021

When you speak to the Father

You will find hope 

Especially when words are harshly exchanged

People wanting to start a conversation, which you will be uncomfortable with,

You defuse, because you are NOT in that place of fighting 

Lord father you say the right things, especially when you are sufficing.

Arguments frequent 

You just want to live your life,

Why do people challenge your spirit 

When words said hurt the soul within it.

Hurting me is bad

But never hit the Father way up high,

When you offend him, the sadness comes without a sigh.

It hurts me that my distance is there

But what can I do? Look to the past?

Why can’t we leave that moment there,

Does that stop me ever wanting for loving care.

“When people instigate a conversation you refuse to have, and you pray afterwards”

Jason

2nd August 2021”

When God loves

No point arguing 

I never understood that trait??

That time when we reach heaven, will be a sanctum a goodness of fate.

No point fighting aggressively 

Unless it’s justful and has insight, 

The bible recites the protection of those misled 

God never sleeps, even from what is written, and balanced instead..

Humility of kindness 

The protection to work through,

God sees the forthcoming before you do,

It’s his favour, because he loves you.

A leap of faith is required 

And a leap of trust towards the almighty of high,

Stay close to the Father,

And there’s nothing to be ashamed of, even if you cry.

“God loves and he loves you more…”

Jason

2nd August 2021

Daily Prayers

Pray everyday

Politeness does not work,

Encouragement fills the heart

Why discourage when negativity pertain a part.

Logic in niceties 

Logic in politeness 

Logic in humbleness in a fractured world,

Never lose hope for we are children of the highest of high

Am I being soft? no… love is powerful and removes any draining sigh. 

Keeping focused on love, care, humbleness and direction 

God is the example to guide us for where to go

Do you feel that being negative is realistic when damages hit the core

Love to the Father, forevermore.

This message is simple 

Unlike negativity, Love does not stain;

When I pray for you brothers and sisters 

The kingdom of God shall always remain.

“Another poem… of positivity”

Love

Jason 

2nd August 2021

Reason for all seasons

People come and people will go

Some arrive for a short while,

Some will be there to the end

It’s God timing that shall always ascend.

I never want to leave a situation 

But sometimes that’s where the line is drawn?

Never lose the person inside, and forcing it may result in you becoming torn.

I use to feel bad when a situation ended the way it did

I am sure the emotional intelligence reaches its place of connection,

Only focus on the Father, the closest to get to touching perfection.

Strong in spirit 

Prayerful at all times,

Solace in the reflection of God’s timely will

His hope inside of you is free to take

Going to him at the start is acknowledging where you life was once at stake.

Jason

1st August 2021

🙏🏽❤️

Deserving

Avoid those who are cynical

They will sap your energy,

Be around those who fill their hearts with prayers

Protection, caused by damages you do not want to share.

Say nothing to those who are aggressive or fraught

Their insecurities will eventually break, at this time they chose not to be taught,

Yes, we all want solutions; but this is earth a place where breakage is set

Come towards the Father, the one point of saving 

I won’t look back as I no longer be craving.

Those who believe in evil shall never win,

Yes, they have an income and material things to enjoy,

I rather look towards the Father, and I am not being coy.

I have received this gift of poetry which I do not deserve 

Yet focusing on the Father who fills my heart,

I love my enemies who do not deserve my hand 

Yet it’s where my heart reaches is important from where I stand.

“First poem of the month of August 2021”

Jason

1st August 2021”

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