As I stare and work it through

We go through moments not knowing what to do next

Need you Father, what else can I pursue in any context?

I am working out my next move, pouring a Guinness down my throat,

I am chilling aimlessly 

As I am relaxing with my mind totally relaxed

I am letting go, my brace has not yet thatched.

I am saying ‘no’

No more rejection,

I am holding on, as the Father contains perfection.

I am not negating myself

I am saying goodbye for good,

My body weary, eyes blurred and mind tired,

Pray to the Father, this spirit shall not be retired.

Jason 

1st October 2023