Training and praying

“It’s alright for you, you are fit!” I hear

I reply: “do you know my journey? I had plenty to fear.”

So I started a quest to get strong and prayerful

Waking up each morning, and say: let’s do this…

My eyes are weary, perhaps have a coffee?

 No.. hit the gym, strength and begin rowing ready hard

By the time you are due your next exercise, there no holds barred.

I said to God “why is this happening.to me.. 

I am failing life, and no one cares?.” He said you are ready for this step

Go at it, you will struggle with lots of pain

But your personality shall balance your madness into becoming sane.

Please keep going 

The job is not done…

Complacency isn’t part of the deal

May God enter onto your heart, when praying and training 

He is a loyal Father and loves you more when you are staying.

Jason

3rd May 2022

7th heaven

Victory achieved 

And yes, you are the aspiration 

For which Only God believes an almighty elevation.

Balls executed with the conviction of a snooker legend

Ronnie, who well with tears of triumph

He was the best out there, and so defiant.

A match of two halves 

The first day there were plenty of blows,

The second day a slight subside 

Eventually victory came with the belief inside.

Staying true and strong 

The hug came with a heavenly hug,

And through the grace, prowess and flow

The power of seven ends a magnificent show.

“Thanks Ronnie and well done”

Jason

2nd March 2022

Do you know about what I am going through

Mental health

You know where I am coming from?

Do you feel my pain

Yes perhaps I am going a little insane.

I am breaking 

Going down a hole,

Please God get me out if this..

A episode I rather miss.

I am running away

I can’t decide what I need to do;

Yet through your prayers I know where I can now find a clue.

May it will come from tough love,

Or a sincere conversation which I’ve compound,

God thank you for loving me, I was once lost, now I have been found.

“To John from Jason 

2nd March 2022”

Forgiveness, prides adversity

Your forgiveness?

What does that mean?

Hurt, pain, sorrow and the wound, which is inbetween.

It’s the hardest thing to overcome 

A bolt that hits your heart,

Your Faith severely rested

Anger so much more invested.

I could smash people through walls

I train every day, as I am fiercely strong 

There’s people who have hurt me profusely, where anticipation which went so wrong.

The gel of good people 

A mix hard to find, 

there is a fortitude of struggle which can make anyone blind.

Pointless talking about the anger

Where does that lead?

What are you going to do? Kill them? What would that achieve?

Pain and suffering is a what you need to leave.

If these words hurt?

Them here I am, squeeze me tight,

Exodus 14:14, stay still and let God take on the fight.

Jason

2nd May 2022

God’s freewill

Free will??

A choice God gives,

If you come to him through the son

You shall wonderfully live. 

We pray 

And it’s answered through God’s timing

Don’t argue with him

This is more than a poem that is rhyming 

You are his child 

Why don’t you pray,

His hope is eternal 

And his humility paternal.

The openness from the Father is there

If I write this poem, does that mean I do not care?

If you say “no” then pleaseeeeeee

Father doesn’t force you to ever freeze. 🙏🏽

Jason

1st May 2022

Balance before the race

I’ll pick a balanced pace before speed anytime 

Only time I pick speed if it depends on life or death caused

From that moment on, do not pause.

 

Back to balance

Alignment of body and mind,

Speed gives you a thrill

A temporary moment, more surreal.

The magnificence of reflection

Before you think of going with speed

Can have ramifications.. is that your need.

Pleasing others 

Turning into robotic forms,

Those who have lost you’re focus, call this the norm? 

Jason 

1st May 2022 

 

Generosity

Thank you for your gesture 

Your kindness goes a long way

Simple thought of humility, that’s s I’ve got to say.

Personally I wouldn’t have thought of it

Despite my articulated heart, 

You are very kind sir, as I hope these words won’t ever depart.

You are a good listener 

I can tell when your ear is ready to bend,

Don’t worry about me…. my story will end good

You have inspired this poem… not everyone could.

You thought is kind and special 

I know you want for us to all unite,

This is my heart coming from the lords guile 

I pray for you, and that comes with your style😂

Jason

1st May 2022