You are trying

Succumb, not a chance 

I am not here not to dwell, nor prance.

I am trying 

Actually trying to restore,

Can’t see the woods through the trees anymore

I want to fight but don’t have the direction

God is my guide, and my ultimate perfection.

Today I sleep 

Tomorrow I awake,

Help me through the challenges , that I know you shan't forsake.

Jason

3rd October 2023

Just takes a prayer

You say a prayer 

And the hurt is slowly removed,

Care is there in abundance to hold 

Yet its faith through God that often unfolds.

Time to see

Time to relax and not worry,

And if you worry, there is a path to go

There’s a source so loving you simply couldn’t say ‘no’.

Today is a new day

Tomorrow takes care of its own light,

Thank you Father for your humbleness and never ending insight.

All you need is a humble prayer

A place that is so transient it shall whisk you away to a fountain of words we truly immerse

Thank you Father, as my mind fills you shall allow it to disperse.

Jason 

2nd October 2023

It needs to be done

Let them go

It needs to be done,

It isn’t pleasant nor even fun.

But the act of ‘goodbye’ is what it is

A final verse I need to feel and say,

The demons are coming from them, they need to go away.

I am shall be free eventually 

I shall be free for better and for worse,

These are damning of words, possibly a lead towards a curse?

I say goodbye 

I say need to relax,

Please pray to God for the hope you have inside 

And the blessings from God that you shall eventually thrive.

Jason 

1st October 2023

Holding on

You are doing your best

You are fighting the fight when nothing is there,

Please God hold onto me when there is nothing else to spare.

I love you brother and sister 

I have always known who you are,

My pain does not belong to you 

But yours does belong to me,

One day we shall embrace and become free.

I want you to be held 

I want you to be set free,

Praise to the Father, the three in one and the one I chose to want to be.

I cried because I want to take it all away

I know you have to ‘get on with it’ as I say goodbye, 

But loving you is my hope as the final tears eventually cry.

Jason

1st October 2023

Contemplating

I am contemplating, working it out 

Yet it others who try to pull you down,

Refute them, as they shall only see you drown.

There are good people around

They shall pull you through,

You may acknowledge them now, as there is plenty for you to do.

Don’t put yourself down

Others will do that on your behalf,

They think they are doing you right

They are indeed not part of your spiritual fight.

Your eyes tired 

Yet you are awake,

Hold me together Lord, as your son did the ultimate and faced the stake.

Jason

1st October 2023

As I stare and work it through

We go through moments not knowing what to do next

Need you Father, what else can I pursue in any context?

I am working out my next move, pouring a Guinness down my throat,

I am chilling aimlessly 

As I am relaxing with my mind totally relaxed

I am letting go, my brace has not yet thatched.

I am saying ‘no’

No more rejection,

I am holding on, as the Father contains perfection.

I am not negating myself

I am saying goodbye for good,

My body weary, eyes blurred and mind tired,

Pray to the Father, this spirit shall not be retired.

Jason 

1st October 2023

Praying for an answer

It’s a time and season

There is always a struggle for that reason,

You look for justice

And you’ll look for hope

as you are aiming to hold onto a frayed rope.

Remove yourself from others

Nothing is perfect in the amidst of the setting,

You are only judged by the Lord, through his vetting.

We look towards hope

We look towards the light,

Lord please remove this foggy head with all your might.

We keep trying

We keep focusing on the light,

Father, dear father there shall be something bright.

Some get involved

Some remove from what they see,

Just pray for forgiveness to the Father, as one day you’ll simply be.

Jason 

1st October 2023