We have all been hurt

Sorry a deep message to follow 

You may feel good right now, 

So please do not continue to read

It may feel a little ripe, indeed.

I have been judged 

Despised 

Disliked, and also loved 

The ones who despise me need to meet the ones that love me 

Connection is the word which needs to be understood 

Otherwise the word ‘despised’ is where it should. 

May the lord hold you together 

May the prayers flourish within 

God almighty the peacemaker 

The forgiver to all those that have misplaced 

He will accept you, and he doesn’t mind the chase.

I write because others may feel the same 

Helpless, no faith 

And need a place to turn,

There is s father in heaven 

Who will guide you to thrive and discern. 

Only he knows

Trying to control what you do?

Gods methods is a gift for you to pursue.

The humbleness and love of him reigns

The journey you will follow could never wane.

Only god know the entire picture

The fate belongs to him

The goodness of good souls

Beckons a calling, avoiding the devils blows.

Hurt

Pain

Called bad things 

We have been apart 

Good or bad parents

Bad or good children 

This world has it fractured works 

A prayer can never be overt. 

I prefer to stay with the father

Despite the trials we may face,

If I follow in obedience 

There will be no haste.

Leave it to him

I don’t understand why we feel fractured from time to time 

When we love a god that holds us together?

The fact the devil will attack 

You need to leave this angst with him and try not to slack. 

God bless our father 

He is the only one that can,

Hold it together when feeling frail

God our saviour is the only one that can bail.

I cried through idolatry 

Not the way to look..

Pray and look to the father 

Be still and pray

It’s the lords word that has the final say.

When others dam your name 

Remember how wrong they are,

there is always a father in heaven that loves you and proves hope

Despite the tears that replenish the soul 

Keep your heart with the lord 

The journey you are about to face, you shall never get bored.

This is life x

Aims and objectives

Peoples perception and judgement of you,

Sad really when none of us live a perfect life

Yet through the mists, there is no strife.

I dislike judging 

As those thoughts hurt me too,

What satisfaction do you gain?

Politeness is the area we need to sustain.

Emotional intelligence 

An area many do not “get” 

You can come across like you have an answer for all that’s said,

I rather drink a glass of  wine 🍷 and head off to bed.

Gods loves 

And he has  the final say,

And for that is said and done 

It’s my life, Now you go off and have some fun!

“Not about us though 🤣🤣 x

If I told you

You never know what’s around the corner.

Even you have a correct premonition,

Look towards the heavens, which are on earth 

God keeps us together 

And he knows your total worth.

My words are message from the lord

No intelligence attached,

The best meaning is to work it through 

Love to the father 

Shall see the best in you.

When the light hits you 

You will never look back,

Of course you may find it hard to believe 

Yet through prayer and the Holy Spirit, stay open minded and true

This is the passage you shall imbue.

I can’t help loving god

Neither should you,

Arguments is believe shall always be there,

Yet through the passage of Christ, there is always a time to see. 

Gods protection

There is always loving protection from the highest of high

Gods patterns never wavers 

It’s for his child to embrace and saviour.

There is protection

There is a never ending love

There is that spiritual growth within

From the goodness god brings. 

Our lord father 

Your protector 

Your shining light 

God has the remedy 

Please hold within humble sight. 

Follow, and god will shine 

May god be your beginning and end 

As he is the almighty 

A father as well as a friend. 

🙏🏽

Diabetes... fashionable 🤣

It was 2003

I just turned 30 years of age

Over a course of a month my body started to change

Losing a little sight 

And coming across as a little deranged.

Time went by and I decided the doctor beckons

What’s going on???

Constantly going to the loo

Not even having a slight medical clue.

Doctor sent me to A&E

Staying on the fence, saying I may have diabetes,

Perplexed and unsure what to do

Losing weight, feeling weak and blue.

My brother went with me 

And finally that ‘D’ word was said 

Brother belched in his flamboyant high pitched way

“You have diabetes, it’s fashionable”

That calmed my thoughts and growing fears 

All through that remark, I no longer have tears..

“It only takes one thing to make a negative into a positive.. thanks bruv..” love ya J

How do you solve a problem like type 1

Diabetes...

That word that starts with a ‘D’

And the journey is never ending 

People know your condition better than you

Please!! Live with it, you need more than a clue. 

Patience

Mistakes 

hypos 

Free will 

Can’t be too complacent 

Yet others understand.. that. you are for real?

Then there that’s thing called life

That other dimension you for what is it...

Picking to snack 

Food that’s on your plate 

Then there are the calculations 

And yeah. That other thing called debate!

People saying “you can’t do this 

And you can’t do that!”

Surely I am human from all of this 

Not a robot who has an injection to miss.

You will make mistakes 

You will face many a challenge 

It’s an art and others arrogance shall always be there

There is a person in me, yes, I do care..

 

Those who think they know you

Their people with knowledge

Their are people with intellectual depth,

Yet emotional intelligence 

Is an area I stage, and set. .

People will judge me 

I know that they do

This is my way to say my peace

Focus the time on you, at the very least.

It grates me when Judgement is coming my way 

People say “Let them have their opinion”

The fact is, they cannot accept the retort from words that I say.

Merlins mirtor 

Looking at one side to the next 

I have a long term condition

Yet they shall see the external healthy soul

“Not married yet?”

“Why Dont you just go..”

Opinions and judgement shall always be there

The sign of the times need to focus on the nice

And treat how you would like to be treated yourself 

It’s a simple analogy, yet difficult though self consumed wealth.

When you really believe

You find that moment 

When the tears run down,

You despair,

You are broken

Yet the lord restores and believes

Only he can be the one that ever sees.

Those moments when the spirit in the sky reigns

Those touching moments only the almighty can release 

You are his child, warts, tears and smiles

The journey you are about to enter is for gods’ child.

The hope the lord shows 

The glory pours into your veins,

The judgement from those that need the light

Showing your blessing, their is humbleness in sight.

The answers are with him...

And him alone, 

Yet with free will and a passage to explore

One thing for certain, your lord loves you forevermore.. 

How can you judge someone?

How can you judge a person 

When you don’t know what there journey is,

You may have expectations

But you need let them to live.

Controlling types need to let be 

Or should I say find a balance? 

Otherwise you lose them as they shall flee. .

Hold my hand 

Hold my heart 

Want you for life my lord

Better you have me now 

As the flesh can become so bored. 

When my tears well

When my heart is filled

And the rest is poured with joy

As long as focus on openness and free will 

Praying to the all mighty is a balanced heart to heal. 

Call yourself....

Challenged 

Loved

Hoping 

Trialed

And sometimes feel you have derailed.

The word in the title speaks for itself

“Call yourself a Christian...?”

I know I have flaws and done many wrongs

It’s says in the bible 70 times 7 

At least the father in heaven knows where I belong.

“You have done this, you have done that”

Haven’t we all failed in one way or another 

The heavens open and the shining appears 

The breaking of a new you shall start, and lead to a veneer. 

Look and listen 

Make this time work for you 

This is your life

A pray to the father in heaven is not only for you, 

it’s for others that do not understand 

You will always be challenged with those words: “Call yourself a Christian?”

“Yes.. I am, as from this day forward I will not have an issue.”

Surrounded

Nothing positive to say

Pray... those on the receiving end, or the instigator 

Moaning. Seems the sign if the times

Me? I endure exercise to release endorphins to steady the tide.

You can look at negatives 

And yes we can focus on that way

I suffered depression 

A place I thought i could never get out

The hardest fight of my life 

And took more than just a shout.

Praise the lord

Pray for people on the other side 

Love the glory of god 

He will continue to surprise. 

Yet when you believe

Especially through trying times 

God is your first and your last

Never ending walk on heaven and earth,

For those who ready to believe 

Open your heart, that’s a promise he shall never leave. 

Faith is great

When you believe 

God will deceive the devil 

He has your thoughts 

And entirety 

Never a day passes through god and me.

I never left your heart 

I never left your will

You are gods child

Through that, it’s surreal.

I crave a want 

Which is a crave to hold and love

I crave a hold when drinking a glass of wine

Love you entirely through comfort and divine. 

Peace on earth 

Is what we look to strive 

Hold my body, hold my will

Saying the words of love 

Gods humbled mercy from the heavens above 

 

Light

I see you

There is light 

There has been no darkness 

The beauty of the lord has no starkness.

The risen one from the heavens 

The lords almighty prayer

Looking towards a new beginning 

Which is shared through god, openness and willing.

Bondage of haste 

Those who will never let you forget

The lord our saviour 

Shall lead you to an ultimate set.

Sin? the debt is paid 

Leave your past behind 

As others shall remind

It’s like that old saying 

“Those who cannot see, are no less than blind”

That spectacular day

I have said this story in a number of ways

But nothing compares to this beautiful day,

I cried and cried, never knew I was about to be touched

God is here now, that means so... so much.

I was embittered

Angry 

Broken

And sad 

yet there was a father who wasn’t at all mad.

I cried 

Going through something so so special 

I never really appreciated what was going on in my head 

Gods calling 

The tears of Jesus inside me calling

I have a place to stay, nothing stalling..,

God called me 

It was my time to be with him

Never looking back

As he forgave me for my sins..

🙏🏽

You made your bed....

Negative words 

Which need to be erased 

Diction may states you are bad 

Scaring tissue leads for it to become sad.

Forgiveness and hope 

Is the way forward in life 

God the almighty

The perennial protecter,

Those who hold a grudge need to leave 

There is a comeback to be wary 

As the devil shall deceive.

Stay in gods heart

People hurt, that’s the devils attack... 

You are good in gods eyes 

And there is nothing you do not lack.

We keep trying 

Nullify those who DO NOT like you,

Pray afar, it’s not you or theirs fault,

You are a child of god 

Hold onto the word, for which you have been taught. 

Spec of the eye

Unsure

Anger

A vibe to disappoint 

Believe in the lord

That’s where you shall get anoint.

Praise through your anger

Manage your life through him 

Moving forward is a question 

Becomes less wim.

Lord almighty 

He refuted you to fight

Of angered within 

Don’t be haste and hurt someone whose done no wrong 

The calmness of the lord is where you belong.

We have all hurt 

We have all suffered 

Some say “get on with it .”

Some face a lull and cannot get out

As long as you pray

You are in with a shout x

What others may think?

I write this because I am sensitive 

I write this because it’s true

I write this because this is how I am feeling 

Yes you have your opinion, 

Yet I refute your thoughts to avoid me reeling.

I have perceptions

I have beliefs 

I have a open view 

If I am not clear about something 

Then I happy to listen without feeling blue.

We all have motives and wants 

We all have loves and cravings 

We all need to live our life’s 

And yes, put a little away for savings.

Yet whatever you choose to do 

Do it ultimately for you first, 

Others shall have there say, stay strong 

You are a child of gods 

From this is where you belong. 

Worrying?

One of life’s struggles and woes

Looking if you have money coming in

Trying your best to make things work

Then there is the concern if others judge and condon

You will keep trying like a warrior Sloane.

You are good 

And you are worthy 

Keep on trying and know that god is on your side

He is the master of all things and if you have concerns, he is there to confide.

I worry what others thought of me 

Now through gods love, the journey is there 

You are the leading master of your own destiny 

Through gods love, you work through your own testimony.

Worrying 

The devils attack.

It’s good to show concern and a helping hand

Gods love is to fight any negativity and take a stand.

The more I breathe...

Each time I breathe 

You give me sense and purpose 

You love me and I to you

No wondering what’s going on or where there are clues.

You make me want to love

You give me joy and hope

I can’t stop thinking of you

I forbid this going down a devilish slope.

We refute the issues to slope  

We understand where there is joy, there is pain

Yet we are one 

And that’s where we attain.

God is our vessel

And our gifts will stay true 

As long as I am breathing

Then I continue to be love with you x  

When tears fill up

The challenges are there

Love is held to take action 

You are faced with nasty words 

Forever a uphill reaction.

The lord loves you

He does not care how you look

People that cast expersions and fickle in mind 

Judging other people 

Yet god knows you are kind.

The humbleness of prayer 

And that god loves your soul 

He wants all of you 

That’s where you should arrow your bow.

The world belongs to the lord 

The world/universe has a strong father 

When you believe there is faith that holds you close

The way forward, the place you hold the most.

This song

The world we live in

Is about me me me 

Out for number one

Others may say “isn’t that what it suppose to be”??

Not at all!!  it about hope 

Growing in faith

Learning and encouraging one another 

You are my family

My sister and brother. 

The fractures will appear if we continue like this 

Humble stability 

Continuous gravity and the flow with change 

Making a difference through life’s turning page.

We strive 

We empower 

We ensue 

And delve into the bibles factual clue.

Understand the meaning 

Judgement only comes from the highest and mightiest

The alpha and the omega 

The start and the end

Loving the spirit within the depths of the soul

Captivating the depths we appreciate, and show. 

https://youtu.be/mgjGh1da3J8

 

The brother and friend

You are the humble friend I truly care

You are a brother who’s loyal and there,

You are the kindest person I’ve met 

You have the humility to  detect. 

I pray for your life 

As you have a brother in me 

You have qualities for the world to see.

You listen and always care

You are not subjective 

And has experiences to share.

You are a friend that I ultimately respect 

You have the humility that is warmly and has an effect. 

Stay as you are, I am ever so proud 

You have a vision which shall be chanted in a heavenly cloud.

Get me or not

When we pray 

There is a bible passage to say,

Humble words 

Lost and broken souls 

Looking left and then right

Open heart, always in sight.

You love your life 

You love your soul

God stays with us 

Now let it wholeheartedly blow. 

You are my start and finish 

Gods place remains open and allows you in

He even welcomes those who have delved into a little  sin.

When there is no where to turn

There is a god in heaven who almightly loves

Rejoice to capture the essence 

Where there is love, there is us.

When life is loving god

Praise

Not in a phase

God is great 

The best ever fate 

Actually father in heaven

The beginning and the end

We know no different 

Until gods works into you and transcend 

No love like it 

A place to excite it, 

A time like no other 

Acceptance breeze like the almighty 

A journey that is so brightly.  

When you blame life for what has happened to you

Yes, I have blamed people who I thought would be there,

Yet with prayer to the lord 

You know that you love, and start to care. 

Sensitive? Yes I am 

I am in touch with my emotional brightness 

As long there is love 

There is always insightness. 

Art of prayer

Sometimes I am high 

Sometime I am low

Sometimes I am erratic 

Sometimes I just blow

Sometimes I can be over sensitive 

And sometimes I feel hurt from unnecessary remarks

I know I need to work on this

Areas I need to fathom and embark,

Sometimes I get vexed

Sometimes I simply want to be understood 

Sometimes I need to cover myself under a unkept hood.

But I know that I am kind 

And I know I have purpose through faith 

If it wasn’t for the holy father through grace 

I know I would be in a more challenging place. 

Amen 🙏🏽

Mending

How can you solve societies problems? 

When we are angry with it ourselves,

You may have your house in order 

Others are work in progress 

Look to your future, and tidy up the mess.

Faith is a driver 

A place where you can be with god,

Put your hands together 

Pour your heart out when things look like they are failing 

Honest feelings, a sea of humbled prevailing. 

Bring us together 

Focus on the days ahead 

Working to achieve a great life,

Even when life doesn’t appear that way

Pray with all your heart and rejoice through the lords grace 

You shall endeavour to consume the spirit and deflect any haste. 

I say these words 

As love is the consumate action 

Love to the almighty 

Is the sheer hope of merciful satisfaction x

   

 

Reaching out

Hope springs 

People may ignore you,

We have all made mistakes 

And reminded by others,

Believe me, you are loved by a god

Who holds you true 

Look to the stars, he is there for you.

No more beating yourselves up

Clean up, pray to god and start to move on

We all hope we can become connected and understood,

Look to the heavens and pour out your heart 

This is just the beginning as we look towards our faith... for a new start.

God bless you 

God bless us

God is my start and will be my end 

I am proud of my father, why can’t I send?

Boundaries are built for protection

God is there to hold you close 

When desperation is looming 

There is a father in heaven constantly there for your improving.

 

When I feel.....

When I am low 

And people remind you that you are bad

Moving towards a new you 

Erasing those negatives that you once pursued.

People not getting you 

Not at your emotional level 

Frustration why they don’t understand 

But they want to converse 

But lack the patience to stand.

Very sensitive 

Leave me me if you harm 

My punches are powerful 

But I rather walk away and pray 

Longing for forgiveness as god has the final say.

Wanting to be understood 

And you need to refute those who bring you down 

You are good and worthy 

Try your best and treat each day as it may be your last 

Glory goes the almighty, as this existence is an open cast.  

Urgent care

Urgent care 

Challenges always faced,

Tackling constant changes of instanious care

Reacting and constantly looking to become aware.

Specialists.. thinking on your feet

Making sure the patient is treated 

Correct pathways, no evolving patterns are to be defeated.

Moving at a rate of knots 

Making sure the patient is fairly treated,

Meaningful discussions 

Acting quickly and focusing on care 

Treatment pathways and the aims to share.

Looking towards the bigger picture  

Triaging and making systems work 

The challenges faced shall always be there

Working together through a wide demographic aim

Aims, objectives and working collaboratively to excel and sustain.

God will hold together

The lord

The saviour

The almighty healer 

Please do not worry

Following god never warrants a sorry.

God heals

God has a much bigger plan

Look towards the heavens,

And holding faith is key

The lord almighty 

We pray, therefore accept the healing to see.

Humble hugs

Stay positive 

That’s your aim

Never easy to reflect when feeling low

Pray, your father will illuminate, and all shall glow.

There is a father in heaven 

A powerful dad who just wants what’s best 

You mum will be okay 

Basically allow god to do all the rest 

🙏🏽

Release of words

Listen to someone in need

The faith from the lord prevents others to bleed,

Scars hit those who are perplexed

The inflicting causes an unnecessary vexed.

We cannot take away the problem 

But listening will show others there is hope

There is nothing more tragic than falling down and unable to hold onto ‘life’s” deep frown.

We are working hard to move forward 

Yet others that you love you can hold you back

They want to control you, as there is no skill that you lack.

The art is to pray and move forward 

Some answers can cause the harm 

Love thyself, pray and embrace the heavens that throw in calm.

Pray and move on

Arguments for some people,  is their strive

I am the opposite.. yes!! I hold my own 

Yet I barely survive.

Don’t become like me

Hurting from something that came from your past

The person who you think will help

May be a deterrent and can cause you to yelp.

Fractured souls

Releasing peace 

We look to god for everything...

Believer or not 

With faith, the mechanisms are the spiritual tools,  you have humbly got.

Pray and pray more 

Ask for forgiveness 

Even if you have done nothing wrong,

Please do not fracture you soul

Otherwise you shall have nowhere to go.

🙏🏽  

Parent child

Times when we all act like children 

Or you never grew up in the first place,

Wind up merchant in the making

Then you are a parent to a child, no mistaking.

“When I was your age...” 

and those words came from the generation past

Working with your child will have it’s challenges, 

Please don’t go down the route where ego releases it’s damages.

“They won’t listen...”

Yes we have all heard those words before 

Yet you are not getting any closer to the happinest goal 

Now stop, reflect, deep breathe and flow.

Easier said than done 

No other way around it

Especially connecting with the child within 

Sometimes the child needs a parent... especially to kin?

There are moments....

There are moments in life you start to ponder

A friend, a lost one is no longer here

The eyes fill up

You just want to pick up a paper, and then start to tear.

You look towards god 

And if you believe you know they are in a better place,

Time to move forward, no guilt 

No obligation, you are gods creation, therefore spiritually built...

Tears make you feel good after 

Tears wake up the heavens and the earth

It’s a cleansing that you desperately need 

You are humbled in Christ...that’s where we feed.

No reason why the crying started

It came from a bolt out of the blue

God almighty with us, therefore go and pursue.

New start

Make this happen

Hone into your skills

Elevate and learn 

Moving forward, this is the reason to return.

I want the best for you bro

Stay still, concentrate and act

The fact it’s new, is the essence to think and then react. 

Leave politics alone 

Bring you best views forward 

You have a chance, never lose sight

Flourish, embrace and work on making this challenge light. 

Goodness towards deserving

Earning a solid days pay for a skill set you possess

Remember this my friend.... the NHS deserves the best...

“Yes you....”🙏🏽

Life and love

Some find love early

Some find love late

The tapestry of life 

Tends to come with timely wait.

Love you more than you know 

Loving you gives me purpose 

I now found my soulmate

As now I am no longer need to wait. 

I never thought I’ll feel like this 

Yes, I am charming and appear to say the right things 

But I, like you, believe in love 

Towering towards the heavens above 

I feel a little light headed ... 

and feel your love is ultimately embedded. 

I can’t explain it 

And I am sure you can’t too...

Let’s be positive together 

Like the warm dew and glorious weather. 

Pray for those afar

Moving closer to faith is possible 

Yet, look towards your faith 

Of course their will be people you don’t get!!!

Yet you need to look towards god.. that is your only bet.

I love you 

I may not like you,

But those three words say it all

You are destined to humilify 

And lead towards a humble sanctify.

Love you 

I may not get you 

Should I wish you bad?

Not at all...

That would only make me sad as I’ll rather avoid any fall.

Put your hands together and pray for those who struggle with you,

The spiritual uplift is like no other 

The hope of the almighty is to support those who open up and believe  

Connecting to those you do not understand is where prayer is the symbol to receive. 

Rich in Spirit

We all know we need money to survive

Yet it’s the power of the spirit

Which keeps us alive. 

You may have money, yet their are still arguments with family and friends 

Emptiness inside, that’s when faith enters in

Blissful circumstances as pray, AIMS to prevent the sin.

Love is the power

Money belongs to god 

Can’t take it with you 

Yes there are gifts you are provided 

Yet sometimes money can make you feel detached, and that little more divided.

Give me the lord any time of the week

I am not contradicting myself my saying money is not needed 

Yet my faith with the lord, is my sanctum and very interceded.. 

Don’t do it

I don’t know who you are 

I don’t know what you do 

I know you are in a bad place 

Yet these words arrive for you to pursue.

Don’t matter what happened 

Don’t matter what you have done 

Start your journey now, 

Work with you and have faith 

Balance to your soul is what you need to taste.

People will judge 

People will condemn 

It’s your life, not yours 

Their vision has no relevance and is close 

Wash away your sins with a prayer and a hoes.

You maynot  understand this power

Of the highest power.

You are you and worthy 

Anger has no place to uplift 

God is the passage through any rifts. 

 

No matter how...

People’s dramas 

Peoples chaos awakes 

Times of constant moving 

This is a message to send out soothing.

Calm in the heart

Peace and quiet instilled 

Sometimes its the only way to be filled.

Harmony and warmth should be all our friends 

I am speaking from one perspective 

For this works for me as temperament is key 

The praying to the almighty is your bread and butter 

Nothing better, from these words that I mutter

Avoid remarks “he said this and they said that” 

Can’t you see you are falling into a deluge of meaningless remarks 

Look to the heavens as gods calling which you need to embark. 

Never stop

Cliche 

A common word said 

Moving forward with love 

Never ending and trying to stay above.

You are not better than anyone else

Our functions are all the same

Be nice when climbing up 

You never know when falling down 

You will pass them... try not to drown.

You acquire knowledge 

You acquire peace of mind 

You hear chaos 

You will hear trouble makers

You know their kind?

Love is never ending 

Hope is joyous and fulfilling 

Yet it comes with discipline and strong will

Gods heaven is serenity for all eternity.