The past is not anyone’s future

The future doesn’t belong in the past

And the past doesn’t necessary belong to the future,

People will make mistakes, 

Some more often than others, through failed quests

Their is hope is the lord, who does not feel anything less.

Those prayers will shine 

The tears breaking is the start of a new you,

You are welcome to the kingdom of god

He will render your start and new pursuit.

He is the ultimate hope

The perennial fate of love,

The glory to the sanctum you shall find 

No one can ever start to feel ever blind.

That hope of faith 

That hope which has wider scope,

Your view to the lord is so positive and insightful

The love of the lord Jesus is so delightful.

I love you god

My tears are flowing 

You know I love you god,

You provide with me with hope 

As prayers removes the aimless rod.

I love you so much lord

My hugs from you are tight,

I can’t breathe sometimes 

And I refute to be in a fight.

I move forward through tears and the pain

Glory to you, and only you,

I am starting to breath heavier and heavier 

As I stay humble and eventually true.

We can only be true to thy selves 

We can only cry, and then the pain is released

Misfortunate in past decisions made

Life.. move forward, the controlling ones shall fade.

That bitter pill

Speak as you find 

“Lord why me.?.” 

that’s what we all say 

“Please dear lord, take the pain away.”

So many souls out there,

Let down by people they truly love,

Building a calcium deposit of hurt 

Trying to destroy you embittered soul

“I Pray dear lord, please manage the blow”.

You never understand  how you arrived to that place

A place of neglect and where others judge 

Move away from the demons in which the devil depends 

Break, cry and move forward, that’s where the spirit transcends.

You may say nothing to that person, yes protection is key

Looking for a humble place to arrive 

This is your life, the aim is simply feel free and stay alive.

I have been there and sometimes face the demons with bitterness and angst,

Wanting to hit and hurt, dangerous places from which I arrive 

The only thing holding it together is the father, who loves me and encourages me to continue to thrive,

A prayer keeps me closer..,

Closer to the lord 

Closer to hope 

Prayer is a powerful thing

The goodness when open to the lord we sing.

Peace on earth

Pure hope when trials are set,

Glory to the kingdom

Openness from which we let. 

Believe it or not, you are loved 

Start each day with the words: “dear lord shine your light on me and let others see favour in me”

The sheer hope these words express 

With my mouth, heart and body I confess.

When I dislike or feel challenged through the devils attack

I look to the lord and all appears alright,

Pray afar, that brings balance in sight.

When they arrived

There was once I felt so lone 

Yes, now I have faith and no longer drone.

I was bemused, and  there was you who came to save

You humbled my heart and provided a wave.

You taught me to be funny, open and kind

No preconceived judgement

Or an on edge or make me whine.

You provided me hope, 

an angel brought to my space  

I think of you so positively 

I don’t feel too bad when I haste.

You brought me a muffin and a cup of tea if I felt low

You held me together, especially when others delivered a blow.

You had faith in me, especially when I wanted to die

I am totally indebted to you Nikki

These are not words that support to make you cry. 

That sign

That sign of hope

That sign of love

That prayer that lifts a millions spirits,

That humility which brings joy

That touch of the heart thar makes you say “ahoy”

We all need love 

We all need hope 

We crave for a passage of clarity and peace

Leading towards a humble occasion, in the very least.

Prayers will be answered 

The aspirations of love leads to hope, 

Look at the world as it’s now

People not  at all courteous and frequently raising a brow. 

Beautiful words makes the world go round

Losing focus is apparently as all or nothing appears the way,

God so much loved the world, the sacrifice of his son has the final say.

Hoping and praying

There is one god. 

There is only one quest for true hope,

Believe it or not, this is the time to believe

Don’t not try be negative, or attempt to be deceived. 

I hope that one day we all come to faith,

The place where I was once broken and lost total trust, 

Yes, there are days where I feel under attack from the devils wants, 

Yes I have said this before “god shall prevent the devils taunt”

These are not intelligent words, 

These are words that come from the heart of the lord, 

His power, mercy and ultimate grace

Is the relishing of us all, the HOPE and the EMBRACE.

I crave for love 

The ultimate glory goes to the righteous king, 

Pray with your mouth, heart and soul 

Amazingly, these words are just not for show. 

Why can I not be at peace

I hit a wall

I am so angry right now,

Devils attack 

My eyes have risen a brow. 

I want distant 

I want to be left alone. 

Not very mature, but I am human,

You can’t possibly understand what I am thinking 

Unless you are empathetic and presuming. 

My knuckles do not hurt 

The rage as there is no pain, 

I pray to the almighty father 

“Please lord, remove the stain”.

Am I on my own?

People will judge because they have not been there, 

Brought up with good parents 

Something I cannot comprehend or share. 

I don’t want to say anything bad towards others, 

I need to forgive, pray to god and move on 

This devils attack need to leave me now, otherwise the flesh will do make me do wrong. 

“Another deep poem, probably poor blood sugar levels... lol”

That word ‘hate’

That word ‘hate’ 

What a subjective word,

People you love 

Yet now they fill you with hate 

Yes this deep.. but no place to seal your fate. 

I have hated 

I’ve even wanted to destroy... 

People.. those 7 deadly sins 

Needs to be removed and thrown in the bin. 

I found a father 

A perfecter to fill my life up. 

He teaches me to love and protect 

His entirety is something I constantly detect.

Controlling people 

Leave your job to god,

He knows what’s behind and in front, 

Otherwise there is the forefront which could become quite blunt. 

Why have you turned out the way you are?

Hurt? 

Loved?

Confused?

What has happened?

Have you been tormented and abused?

Just saying it as is

Looking on facebook, say he said, she said and all that tish

Look to the heavens, there is a wish.

Hope and guile

Kindness and love

People not sure why you say what you do, 

am I am aimless or do I not have a clue. 

People have hurt

They leave scars to the soul,

These are people that suppose to love you?

Go your own way, and relieve the blow. 

Distance

We all have a reason for distance 

Those who have hurt you 

Ostracised the spirit of your soul

Endless journey you are facing and nowhere else to go. 

Hurt by those you love

Wanting their approval to support, 

Looking to a new begging to find

Aim to find your inner beauty that is kind. 

I write similar words day to day

Hoping and praying the goodness receive 

Doesn’t end up from those you love, and may deceive. 

One day at a time

That’s all you can ask, 

Words from guardian you once trust, 

Now you aim to refute their beliefs, that is a must. 

At Peace

Look at the stars

Look to the road, 

Look to the heavens 

Look to take off the load.

Humility with god

The only way forth, 

Peace and kindness is key

Yet humanity has changed in most of thee. 

Not saying we are all bad

Yet these are times we look to overcome, 

There is obviously peace in heaven, which comes with time. 

Grow with faith 

Ignore the vexation what others say, 

I have been there, being told I failed in life’s duty calls

There is a god in heaven that elevates you to feel ever so tall. 

Empathy

Empathy..

A word severely lacking

Have we become a insincere race

Or become a species very much slacking?

We all try to work things through 

And sometimes we feel no one cares, 

The fact we are human

 is the fact we are capable of being humble and able to share.

Too hard? 

Money driven and lacking emotional support, 

Is that the way life should be

Outdone by? or do you want to be free?

There is god

The only way you can get through

“Without money, you are nothing people MAY say”

I rather be empowered by the almighty father 

From there I rather stay xxx

Releasing

Some move on 

Some dwell from that others did,

I have... there’s no need to lie

It’s Just that it embittered me,  felt I wanted to die. 

I am now comfortable with my own peace

Yet there are times I strain and want to lash out,

Love of your own being is the hardest thing to do

Speaking positivity is the only way, and that’s a clue. 

A power so merciful and graced with gods presence and love

People you expect to be there for you, but don’t get you?

That’s the struggle you begin to insue..

Peace surround 

Love brought forth 

Humble mercies released 

Gods welcome is an on going feast.🙏🏽

Looking at the outside in

Believe 

Deceive 

Think at what you look will...

Especially from the outside in,

A pretty person, and yes there are feelings within. 

I look and feel strong 

But the journey didn’t start there,

I wanted to move forward, but couldn’t 

So the story of my battle is what I wish to share.

I appear strong, confident and smart 

But I was once in a place which I never knew who I was within  

I no longer rush around and comfortable in my tuning in what feel

Glory to the almighty power, that’s what’s the seal. 

You’ll look at me 

You will see a smile of infectious grace,

Saved by gods mercy, the appearance is a mere trace.

Someone out there cares

The struggles of life can cause pain and anger,

The feeling you don’t have the support,

And people you thought cared

Look to your hopes, the spirit is always there.

Parents and carers can contribute the issues you’ve faced,

Yet the cause of resentment

Needs to avoid that bitter taste.

People do hurt 

People lose patience within,

Toxic environment released on others 

Political satire and hurtful gain

Deflect with subtle and avoid the bane.

Hold goodness with your heart,

Be surrounded by humble people and hold onto your faith,

The past needs to be left behind, people need to move on with love 

Cherish the good person you see inside

Be patient with yourself, these are humble ways to uplift and feel alive.

Timing

Moving forward
easier said than done,
better still, it's good to move forward and find the righteous path for hope
no point having your shoulders down and getting into a mope.

Be there for one another,
resentment kills the spirit and the soul,
gods pattern is for all of us to keep on moving,
saying vexatious words towards another person serves no ultimate goal
humbleness in Christ shall provide an uplift, and a glow.

Helping one another
isn't that the way forward when you need support,
we are all human and have feelings which turn into provoking thoughts
Avoid that bitter pill, which makes you feel taunt.

I have angered and hit those whose tried to destroy my soul
I now believe in the almighty of high,
he knows the beauty and provides me gifts to serve his work,
bitterness within has no place to lurk..

Anger within...

Quick to judge 

“Well how do we make decisions?” I shall hear 

What’s caused that person to get to that place to fear? 

Losing remedy, breaking a tear.

I lost focus

I received hurtful words said 

Wanting to lose life which I felt no one cared 

Gods powerful spirited made sure I did not fear.

Love wins 

Hate is a bitter pill to swallow,

Hold out out for hope 

Goodness is key, and to stay followed. 

I suppressed 

I held so much back,

I could destroy with a powerful blow

Gods calling keeps me focused, and whole. 

Better to have....

Better to have loved

Rather never at all

Gods calling is a protector, never for us to fall.

Where toxic verses are released 

Judgement is more than it’s ever been,

Balanced heart and full of joy 

Gods echo to hold together our hearts, 

Shall never hurt and never departs. 

Sad faces surround 

And where alcohol supposes to give you a lift,

Yeah right?? Causes you more damage and makes you a tad miffed.

Never lose sight 

Focus on the lord above,

Whatever you think surrounds our hearts 

The kingdom of the almighty is just the start.

What tomorrow brings

As you wonder what tomorrow brings 

The moral to the story is that you continue to sing,

Sing, beautiful verses that light a room

Gods calling you, now zoom!!

Have you failed if you lost a job?

Have you failed if you made a mistake?

Have you failed if others say you are bad..

No... keep trying. God loves you unconditionally.. and you are not mad ..

Keep trying 

Never lose any hope. 

Yes, there shall be times we cannot see the woods through the trees 

Gods has a bigger plan.. you shall eventually become  free.

Choices we take 

Holding together, we make 

Stay humble, true and pray each day 

Once again I finish on this verse, you shall be okay.

There is no denying

There is hope 

There is pain 

There are tears of laughter to capture 

Special moments of hilarious rapture.

Yet hope is key

And love is action,

None of this is minimal 

Nor comes in fractions..

I am referring to faith

The aims from which we derive, 

We pray to the heavens of hope 

Hands together wishing others no time to slope.

There will be laughter 

Which removes away the past,

Angry or sad 

Gods love shall continue to last. 

When faced with challenges

We can go through life

And say “why me?”

The human reaction can hurt more than you feel

None of us are perfect in the world of surreal.

We all make mistakes 

We can also have the love to make others laugh,

We may look for approval from your boss 

Some care and some delve into a loss.

Don’t worry my love 

Don’t hurt the feelings you already have inside,

Others that you love may say something to hurt

Pray to god, otherwise you will continue to feel burnt.
 

Not knowing what others go through  

Basic kindness 

Light hearted souls

Avoid Complexity caused through man 

hold onto humbleness which god provides his greatest plan. 

Waking up to hope

Just pray

Confess with your mouth, heart and soul,

Try it! 

What do you have to lose?

The presence of the lord releases a uplifting mood.

No bitterness 

Just a simple uncomplicated prayer,

The father is with you 

These are simple action I wish to share.

You can dislike a family member or colleague, 

A prayer is a wholesome peace and your time with god,

No animosity or angst, sheer love from which you pray

Goodness with the father, that’s where I wish to stay.

What does it achieve when anger arrives?

No relevance to help you through 

The action of loving the father is the hope within you xx

You live with it...

Managing a condition like type 1

A true analogy, 

Yes it’s not always fun.

Testing blood readings, 

Working out the maths,

Then you have people saying “it’s easy”

Then you experience a hypo, it’s more than feeling a little bit wheezy.

Then there’s your daily activities 

Managing energies and avoid too many sugars to burn,

Insulin’s job is to maintain the bloods around 

Enzymes working to release the energy flow

Forever moving forward and making your presence show.

One day at a time 

That’s all you can ask,

Yes this is an enzyme deficiency to control

It’s your life, but take control when the facing ups and downs,

You own it and it doesn’t own you 

Sussing this condition out is more than figuring out a clue.

🙏🏽💉x

Angel at rest

1994. The 2nd December to be exact 

Our angel taken but now rested 

Humble in our heart.. as I hit my fist on my chested.

Gods priceless angel,

Never a hurtful word said

Calm in nature and in spirit,

Gods child and a great grandmother we truly loved 

Heaven sent an angel, a glorious dove.  

She brought those around her hope

Her calmness a gift from god, 

Loved by those she knew 

Her presence was relaxed and anew.

We will meet again

That’s for sure,

God bless my yiayia 

Her beauty brought across the shores.

*yiayia is Greek for grandmother, or nan. Still miss you yiayia Florenza 

Tested by Trust

I write this from the bottom of my heart,

In the test of time people have tested each other’s trust,

Yet a prayer through the father is a must.

The hurt and anger from the past has damaged your soul,

Therefore resentment builds 

Yet gods wants is for you to forgive 

Inside of him is where we should all live.

His desire???

His humble mercy and never ending grace, 

Leads you to humility where you need to let go

Parents letting their children down 

Gods love for each and everyone of us is a chance for us to bow.

Surrender!!

His calling is the the way moving forward 

My mental health repaired through allowing him in

Spiritual attachment, humbled within. 

His aim and glory (for us ❤️)

Everyday I don’t see you

Is everyday I want to hold you,

I am not a party type of guy

Gods holds the peace from where the world is

So please don’t cry...

You are a beautiful woman of the lord,

Your presence Jenny is clear and profound,

Despite our clashes you are my wonderful sound.

God holds you

God wants you to thrive 

God will have your back

There isn’t a battle he won’t allow you to lack.

I love you

But that’s part of the equation we know,

His almighty power is loving and kind,

He loves us together 

That’s where he shall find x x x

Staying positive

You face negative words..

Sometimes understood as banter,

Often these are words of penetration 

Look towards faith in total supplication.

Learn to move on

Yet it’s faith in your heart you need to capture,

Thriving and becoming bold

Story to your life shall turn a page to unfold.

Learning to move forward 

Is never an easy thing to do,

I stop and pray when I anger 

I rather do that, instead of throwing a clanger.

Put your hands together 

There’s lot to say for a prayer,

As long we start moving forward 

Hope comes from the higher power.... to share.

Test

We all come through tests 

We don’t give ourselves credit from the difficulty we get out,

Not sure when the next money will come in

What have I done wrong? I’ve not even sinned!

We find a way despite the jolts 

Lies surround from conversations you do not want to be part.

the desires is to keep fighting 

That’s passion from a spiritual heart and constant sighting.

Never lose your desire 

Never give in, even when you feel you want to,

God holds you together with passion and joy 

Never feel angst, thus isn’t a decoy.

I tried to end it all once before

Saying “goodbye world, I don’t want to comeback”

Keep pushing, adapting to hope, grace and love

Never lose sight of you, that negativity can be shoved.

The page turns

Thank you for being you

Thank you for being firm, and kind

Embracing a new challenge from the heart and mind.

One door closes...

Yes...We are ever so proud, 

Challenges and tests strongly await

There is another page opening towards this wonderful fate.

No more tears 

Like said in a Donna Summer and Barbara Streisland song,

There are moments when people evolve and need to turn the page

This is your time and this is your stage.

The words of thanks for making us feel cherished, valued are words that are close

This is not a goodbye our dear Keziah

You will make a success whatever ambition you cease

The message from us is that we are almighty pleased.

  

Challenges

Not a perfect world 

Yet we keep trying to support and love,

Humble thoughts of praise 

No, I am not going through a phase.

We hear negative thoughts 

And when there is a belief in faith to chant,

People struggling through hurt and pain 

There is a god that removes the hurtful stain.

Hurt will always surround 

Yet belief through prayer is the positive sound,

Never lose hope when others fire woe

The belief in prayer are the seeds are reaped to sow.

Hold my hand 

God wants us to move closer to him 

That’s the chant we all strive 

As long we believe, there is a new beginning to make us feel so much more alive.

Day at a time

Sometimes pressure hits you 

The balance of stress can become too much,

Yet a simplified approach delivers a faithful touch.

One day at a time 

Simply said than done, 

Yet to believe in which you hope

You can refute from sliding down a rope.

Believe in yourself

Faith all around brings hope to your soul,

There is goodness within

Day at a time, is what each of us can bring.

Capture love 

Hold your hands up high,

There is a god in heaven who believes in you 

From the passage you face without being stuck by glue.

When I first knew

When I was told I had diabetes 

I obviously was very surprised, 

I felt uncertain in many ways 

And the confusion of the aftermath made me feel demised.

Judged by having a hypo or hyper

Yes...these frequent moments of attacks,

My heart often sunk 

Especially when  a hypo persistently stuck.

And yes, there is that thing called life..

And others say “others live with diabetes, what’s your problem!”

You try balancing, insulin, carb counting, diet, temperament and that other thing called life,

Actually with positivity to learning in what we do

Frequently comes with an empathetic clue.

A little regard 

A little concern

A little help shouldn’t go astray 

One thing for certain, Type 1 diabetes we look to beat

As none of us want it to stay. 

Never trusted... until now

The level of love 

Cannot compete with gods hold,

Let him in, you shall start to become bold.

Your upbringing can make you question trust,

Yes , words that are deep,

Gods presence in you is a definite reap..

He speaks to me through poetic verse,

Never a time he has failed my soul

His glory and the beginning 

That’s the time a new kingdom through god is so willing.

The word Trust is a hard thing to accept 

But please never lose that faith in god,

He is your beginning and your end,

An almighty power you shall accept as hope is to mend. 

Change as good as the test

Working through change can be hard when set in your ways 

Don’t needs to be  changed, why fix?

Give me a better problem like a scrumptious twix!

Change is always a challenge 

Yet it’s the sign of the times we need to address,

The mind will think and create a new path

God bless your kingdom, this isn’t a wrath.

You are my friend 

A place I want to get to know,

Changing is adapting a peace of mind 

Kindness through hope and something you shall find.

Love is the angle

Change can be embraced or ignore

Refuting an evolving state 

Is gods will through a spiritual fate. 

“Change is good.....”

In the clouds

Can you blame us when the heads in the clouds 

Looking for a solution where politics is attached 

Trying to come up with an answer, then finding yourself detached.

Removed from life’s pressures 

Trying to make sense when there’s a lot on,

Looking towards a new beginning 

And preventing doubt, which should become forgone. 

Never lose the person you are 

If you are negative, please put that to bed

Easier said than done my saviour 

Inspiring words from poetry I have read.

A smile is a way forward 

A place in the clouds is the best place sometimes to survive,

As long there is Hope from the light pillows looming in the sky,

Gods love for you shall never go erye