How did it actually start,
Bullied at in my job so took time out
21 years NHS service and lack of empathy at home
I really didn’t know what path God was leading me to, I never felt so alone.
Then my Dad became suddenly unwell and I didn’t want to stay with Mum,
She says I am rude and obnoxious
I know I have a big heart but I was moving to become unconscious.
My Dad decided to go to heaven
I couldn’t stay at home, as I now know I wasn’t 11.
I went to people who cared for my wellbeing
The problem I faced is that I wasn’t seeing.
I tried to take my life with a bout of insulin but that failed,
I was struggling with my feelings as all wanted to is shout loud.
The year was uncomfortable
It was eggshell stuff I couldn’t comprehend,
Despite how hard I was trying to survive
I can only thank the Lord that I am still alive.
“My 2023… they say iron sharpens iron, but this is taking the piss”
Jason
24th November 2024
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