When you focus on him 🙏🏽

When you focus on him

There is no better or humble place,

He has got you within his reach

There is so much from the ‘word’ you can teach. 

Humility and mercy 

That’s where you should fall,

No shame in surrendering to his call

The tears of hope shall stop you to forever crawl.

He has the best in-store,

Don’t take my word, 

it’s allowing Faith to enter into your heart;

From that moment when you embrace,

There is no better time to be in his glorious grace.

These words are spiritual and beholding 

This is a poem not to anger to pray tell scolding.

It’s even logical when hate is removed by love

The Father in heaven always rises above. 

Jason ❤️🙏🏽

31st May 2021 

Centre of my earth

You believed in me 

And I in you

My Yiayia 

My stable 

I need you inside of me, rather than feeling fable. 

When you need calm

And you can’t calm your heart;

My Yiayia 

My friend, shall look at you for those feelings to depart.

You continue to look over me

I know you are not humanly here,

You gave me faith in God, where there’s nothing to fear.

I hold you hand

I’ll never let you go,

I love you my Grandchild, my kid

Keep writing as the devils motives shall eventually rid.   

“My yiayia, my Angel that always protects her children and grand children xx 🙏🏽“

Jason

29th May 2021

Feelings

They are awesome these things called feelings

It’s about our head and heart from which we are dealing.

I feel numb when I argue with the one I love,

Struggle with facts when they don’t align with the above.

Don’t lose focus 

Do t lose you,

Loving the one you love

Is always a pursue.

I dislike falling out 

I am sensitive like that,

Emotional intelligence are abundantly true

Be at peace with yourself, from that pray for God to arrive inside of you.

“Love God and love life. Love your partner with hope”

No matter what…🙏🏽❤️

If tears run down my cheek

I know the Father is there, and do not feel bleak.

When others shout out hate 

I know the Father will protect me, distilling there fate.

When I feel low

I know the Father shall pick me up,

And when I go slow, knowing the work needs to get done 

He will provide me with sttength, when others want me glum.

When clicking on my phone 

I know there are serotonins which keeps me enticed,

Yet there is always time for prayer, that’s where we are precise.

🙏🏽

You believe in that?

You lay in your bed, and slay?

There is a Father that forgives us all, ok?

Hoping to stay close

Others saying you are bad, so you can’t be either 

Yet I am no longer blind, and beyond the ether 

You call me bad?

You call me all the bad names?

I need my Father in heaven to hold be close

He is the one who never forsaken, who means yo me the most.

Never stop fighting

There is always some thing round the corner,

Looking towards eternal life, and where there is peace, 

Once you accept God in your heart the hurt shall feel remove and cease.

Diabetes synonym

Do you think I like this condition?

Injecting each time you eat a carby meal,

Then others know the condition more than you

Please, give us T1D’s a break, 

we have done enough monitoring, for heavens sake…

Everyone is an expert 🤪

Yet we live with diabetes every single day, 

Especially when you are having a hypo 

And that feeling when you want to fall in a hole..

As for the condition? is an education

And others will think they know it better than you,

Yet you live with it minute by minute; each and every day

And you pray that one day no more injections before scoffing a meal away.

I suppose we all learn about our health

And diabetes is a condition you constantly need to monitor,

A bit like when you have a temperature; you need to take out a thermometer…😉

Then the Father stepped in

You thought you can do this on your own?

I thought I could, but then I failed

People reminding me of my past failures, 

As I was going slightly mad.

Then the tears flowed

“What’s going on here!” I cried

“No point saving me..” Lord, I have persistently lied.

“I need your help now lord, I’ve surrendered”

He brought me in through the calling of his son,

I am here to love you Father, I now know the victory is within.

No more anger 

Despite the bad days that may  occur,

You believe in your children, for you created us all

Heavenly Father, thank you for rescuing me, from that moment I stalled.   

When you blame

Anger for what is wrong and right

So..,  we struggle 

We fight

We laugh and then perhaps cry

And there is blame for what others sigh.

It’s all about prayer 

It’s all about hope 

Why cynical? that is toxic waste.

Believe in God, that’s our anchor to manifest 

His guile shall allow you to remove from becoming a mess .

Where angst is common 

And anger becomes the new norm, 

God brings us all together 

Through amidst of any spiritual storm.

Peace is humble 

Loving God brings you light,

Working through the hope he plants inside  

I am on this passage, I pray for you to come on this ride.

“I love you and love God.. praying for you each day.”

J x

I knew you were the one

I remember the day

I was struggling and feeling low.

People with less compassion

Felt I wasn’t allowed to even grow. 

I want you Father 

Meaning? I want you Lord,

Working through my pain 

I am moving away from going insane.

I don’t care what others think about me

The Father has got that in hand 

No more anger when’ve things are not going right,

God bless us with brilliance and delight. 

I want your humbleness 

I want to look up to your glory 

I know I feel blessed when humbled 

The bible is imbued with your glory. 

“Balance comes with peace with the lord. Once you accept, then protection detects.”

Challenges

Others need to entice the mind

Others work through it, 

From the balance they capture and therefore hold

God is the final passage for where it unfolds. 

Some like politics and for what that serves 

Some like Sport, from where disclosure is found;  

We are all different, that’s what makes it unique

End goals do fade, especially to where we all peak.

Shapers, motivators and enticers 

They all have an agenda to gain,

Are their motivates to do good for the common folk

Or is this debate where others end up broke?

I suppose arguments are what people need to thrive 

I prefer a quiet life to be with my soul mate and pray to God to remain alive.

Where politics differ 

And Sport has an end to it’s goal, 

May God remain inside you as his powers inside of you, humbles and glows.. 

Connecting

Connecting

And perfecting

There is the Father

The redeemer and sight 

The exodus passage, Gods leads this fight.

I love you God

You protect us all,

You make us stand up, especially when I was going to fall.

I love you always

Never a greater protector than you,

Fight for us all of the time

And this effort for you isn’t a bind.

Strong when we are weak,

Looking for answers when we continue to seek.

You hold us together, especially challenges are amidst 

You are our rock and our hope, especially when we look to dismiss.

Trying to remain positive

When your mood is up

And others try to knock you down,

And when you are down, the same people try to rise your spirits 

So what do they want? For you to be with it?

Peace within

Contentment to remain uplifted 

Then there are the one’s that start a sentence with the word “no”,

Understand you purpose and pray for them

There is always hope when holding strong in a waning stem.

Others resilient 

Pray for those in a place looking to seek hope, 

There is enough positivity to surround 

I beg you my beautiful friend, 

do not let others go down the negativity trend.

This is therapy for me, as well as for you

Yet I have been to that dark place when others say “you are a big person, step it up!”

Yet you are down and looking for a way out

Emotional intelligence is pivotal and key

It’s a way to recapture your spirit, and humbly be.

. 

Letting go of others anger towards you

It’s their grip

It’s their concern 

Don’t get roped into their psychological burn.

You may have done wrong 

People look at others faults

What else can you do?

Just pray to God

removing hurt aimed to go inside of you.

You can only connect 

Or you can refuse?

Toxic negativity, I dismiss and pray to remove others bruise.

I love to love

I love to keep it together,

It’s people’s personal wants that can disjoint 

Which meets the never never and no other point.

God is your alignment

Faith brings us hope,

If others are in a vexatious place, simply pray for them and for the woe to go away 

Others that may be your guardians but do not address the issue with you correctly

It’s your time to look at solace with the art of dexterity. 

Holding onto faith

You can’t lose hope

That’s a human trait, which is frequently deployed 

Are we now looking towards the future? 

Or becoming more aggrieved? At a time we are less perceived.

Look towards Gods’hope

Regardless of Race, colour and creed,

Are we all meant to be one?

Or look towards blame, which results in anything glum.

Love over comes hate

Wasn’t that what Martin Luther King said?

Getting tired of this division 

I am a person of hope, rather than temporary provision.

Outspoken?

Ignoring facts?

loved as one has its place on this earth,

we weren’t programmed to dislike?

Entering into arguments which causes harm,

I am a Christian of hope, that shall bring out the charm…

We are one

Didn’t Othello say: “if cut, won’t I bleed?”

It’s not about race, colour or creed.

Why do we bicker about race?

Ain’t we suppose to be one?

Doesn’t matter what we look outside

Love is love, that I won’t need to hide.

We humble and stay with God

He wants us to be one. 

We don’t need to oppose each other, 

We need to face the same run?

Anger has no place

It’s God’s run we need to confront 

We can’t embrace goodness 

Rather take the devils brunt.

We are one, that’s what I say

If you want to separate yourself?

I’ll say this: “I’ll pray for you, and perhaps one day you’ll come our way.”

 

Imagine (Diabetes poem)

Imagine calculating what you are about to eat?

Eating a sugary fruit, you need to workout first 

and then sugars may rise, which causes a thirst..

I took my time 

Working out what to do,

Then there is the speed of life, 

I have diabetes? Methodical? Are you? 

You learn to be patient 

And look after your hypos,

And if others think you are ignorant?

They don’t know this condition you manage, 

minute by minute or day by day

If they tell you to rush, then it’s your timing you need to keep far away..

Do I like this condition? 

yes, but only as a subject from what I’ve learnt.

Humbling your body, treating it with respect?

It’s a condition you brave with open arms.

Yet the hypos are a challenge when friends disregard 

Yet praying serves a cause,

Lord Jesus I know this condition has no pause..,

“Praying for a curse..🙏🏽🥰”

Where there is hope.. you’ll find love

Bring me peace

And you’ll find joy,

As long as you manage the extremities 

God shall deploy.

I’ve met you

Now we need to connect,

These words arrive through an ultimate gain

I shall always love you, and never refrain.

The highest brought us together

The highest brought us peace 

Don’t we all deserve that, in the very least?

There’s too much chaos 

Which has been brought into a trend, 

I believe in a God that loves us and wants nothing but the best,

Isn’t that the perfect gift when we’ve been found? 

Theses are humbling words, from which the heavens surround. 

“If you believe in God, then the hope you want shall be found. Say your prayers and go forth, to the Father in heaven who loves you.”

I met the one❤️

The heavens open

Divine is her name,

I was once a wounded soul and felt tame. 

Human in spirit 

Loved graciously by God’s grace

The eyes met humbly 

We felt the Fathers embrace. 

The belief we have in each other

Is like no feeling captured inside,

This is God’s working inside of us

From where there’s no love divide.

There will be that beautiful day 

Where two shall become one,

I love you Didi, yes you? 

My world, my light, my beautiful Congolese queen

My eternal delight, my captivating dream.

❤️🙏🏽 love from your J xx

Loves god and proud

Love

God 

And 

Proud 

We have found direction with beautiful sound.

There is direction in his focus when I pray

There is no other inspirer from the positive I attempt to  say.

I never lost hope

When others lost their faith in me,

Those who take a disliking to you, you pray for them

Can’t you see.

May the love of God

Hold you tight,

Nothing but direction through his might.

Everyday I need his prayer 

Everyday I need to stare, 

Everyday I want him close

Brothers and sisters rejoice

Hearing the magnitude of his voice.🙏🏽

I start the day with a prayer

Praying is a delight to my soul

It’s holding me together 

As I encourage others to simply glow.

I rather be humble, protect and genuinely be nice

Aggression is futile  and unnecessary vice.

Prayers are free and welcome part of the day

And there is humility in all of us to rejoice,

We all need to let a prayer out

I rather do that, than lose control with a hysterical shout.   

Be kind 

Be connected with a faith so loving,

Rejoice, embrace and love your heart within

There is beauty in prayer, through what we bring.

“Kindness and love… yet our journey can take us off the rails.”❤️🥰

Praying for those who persecute

People aggress

Leading others to confess,

Take away the anger held inside

Praying for the persecutors, you do not need to hide.

Those that dislike me

Is none if my business to accept,

I have a Father in heaven who loves you and won’t forsake 

Your time with the Father shall never allow you to break.

Warmth…

Overcomes anxiety 

Loves always defeats hate,

There is no need for violence 

No action, simple silence.

Your hope is Gods hope to prevail

You will enjoy a wonderful journey to embrace,

It’s always been God’s timing 

Wonderful array of joy, along with delightful rhyming.   

Simply be kind ❤️🙏🏽

Be safe

Be mindful

Be humble in spirit

Learn what is kindness within it.

Pray for others

It’s kindness is what you need,

Yet people become more resilient, harder from where to feed.

It’s humility in kindness

It’s humility which beats the devils sin,

It’s caring of others which truly prevails 

Goodness should never be apart of anyones fail.

Yes, it’s nice to be nice 

Yes, it’s good to have banter and lots of joy,

Yet it’s prayers which brings you closer to join God’s kingdom

It’s the true essence of a glory filled freedom.

“Prayer a day keeps the devil aggressors away.”

Jason

12th May 2021

If you have time to worry… then

If you have time to worry

Then you have time to pray,

Believe in the cornerstone, yes, the redeemer

The ultimate spirit, the perennial believer.

You can’t continue life without faith 

Faith in the power

The one that believes in you

There is a journey far greater from where he wants you to pursue.

Hope and prayers are the way

Hope and the light provides hope,

I truly pray one day you reach this place

The best return you’ll ever face. 

I love you

I don’t know you; but it’s better than wishing you any woe

Where the spirit provides a passage to reach

There is a Father in heaven whose humble in their preach. 

“The light, life and the way… Romans 12:10”

Jason

12th May 2021 x🙏🏽❤️ 

Childhood

These times vary when you look at your childhood past

Children with loving parents who can’t do enough,

Children with parents who struggle to do their job and then become self righteous

Emotional intelligence brings you through 

That child of God is what the Father gave to you..

Believe it or you don’t, consequences are always there

None of us are perfect, yet you bring a child onto this earth,

Isn’t it worth focusing on them, and showing there spiritual worth?

Love, kindness and values always gain 

People getting drunk, taking drugs and having children to protect,

There focus is on themselves and drowning down in a pit

Yet their children needs encouragement, so capture the values to make them depict.

You can say “I received nothing, they will get the same”

And you want children to inspire through these words? There’s a view of delusion

Look at the facts, and you want this to be the conclusion?🤔

Children are here to be loved, hugged, receive kindness and shown the purpose to thrive,

Coming on this earth is difficult enough, we need to make this happen rather than making them feel unvalued and loved. 

“Encouragement.. and love, it’s that simple.”

Jason x🙏🏽❤️

9th May 2021

So my pancreas decided to die (Diabetes poem)

So my pancreas decided to die

I want to curl and, and yes wanted to… cry.

I took this opportunity to learn something new

Evolving medication, which science is always looks to pursue.

Yet there is faith 

The place I am at,

I don’t blame God for this try

Something else might make me fall and die🤣?

Now I don’t produce insulin

The organ that breaks down sugar, when I eat,

I can continue to embrace this condition, rather staring down a barrel of defeat.

“Another one for my diabetes brothers and sisters”

Love type 1 D Jason x

8th May 2021

For’s and Against (Diabetes poem)

For’s of this complex condition

You can go on a diet without trying 

You can eat good protein food without crying,

The carbs that are heavy and lay in your visceral gut 

Will remove you from delving into difficult rut.

You can be disciplined, avoiding harm to your nerves 

You can understand what’s going on, 

and regain health in your aim

Diabetes has never won, it’s a disciplined art to tame.

May the heavens open and pray you learn the cards which you’ve been dealt,

I am not angry any more, diabetes is my condition to embrace 

And I will be victorious from the lessons I am prepared to face.

Each day is a challenge 

And you need to own this difficult vice,

It’s through your tenacity and guile you embrace  

Diabetes is what you’ve got, 

don’t be ignorant or the nerves inside of you shall rot.

“The ending of the poem isn’t the most positive,  hit it sheds light to what responsibility you need to manage the condition.” J xx

8th May 2021

Must keep going

Knock backs in life can be regular

Yet sometimes achieving can make you to become secular,

Go with a good pace, but don’t knock yourself out

You are a child of God, the quest? That’s what it’s all about.

Stresses, strain and knocks… we all receive them 

Hard as they come, you need to come right back

Wallowing in pity serves no cause

It’s the fight in the spirit that you do not want to pause.

Chaos serves no purpose

It inflicts the strain what the mind can cope

Yet focusing with God’s almighty love 

Is what you look up to, not always rise above.

Those who do not believe, haven’t met the father yet 

That time with the creator, the wisest of them all

Shall move you in the correct direction and shall prevent you to fall.

“We can all appreciate knock backs, and it’s sad when they happen. I too can wallow in self pity, it’s how you are prepared to learn from the mistakes, bless you all xxx“

I never thought..

I never thought I’ll see you again

I thought your face will meet mine again

Yet through God’s guidance you will enter my heart again.

I love you so much

I love you because you hold my heart,

I love you because it’s you through God’s say

I believe you never lead me astray.

You are my wife and my eternal hope 

You are my tears 

Especially when I cannot cope.

Love you beautiful

You are that to me,

The blind touch of they cannot see. 

X love you divine  

Through God’s Love

We find peace in the Father

We find zest from a prayer and seek eternal hope,

Looking towards kindness, joy and sanctification 

Embellishing our time with beautiful gratification.

I pray daily

For my wife

Child, mother, father, cousins, friends and strangers

They can gain protection through a spiritual war facing 

Perception which is ingratiating.

The words I write arrive from the Father so high

Believe, yes believe..,it’s the only way to caoture direction and ultimate peace,

Struggles will always be around 

Yet the Father in heaven is the comfort which I’ll like you to found.

One day at a time 

One moment to achieve and find a goal which God sets your path,

The Love of God will remove the archaic sense you want to manage within your heart

The hope we look towards going to the Kingdom shall simply be the start. 

“Removing judgement from your hearts (never mind how difficult that is) can be toxic. Praying for another human will always encourage your inner sanctification.”  X peace 

God’s great creation

God’s inspired creation

Brings the notion of all his adulation,

The joy we are here

And through our brokenness we no longer fear

The humility of faith brings our a gentle tear.

It’s God’s question for us to see

The humility to bring joy through we prayers we speak

Humility through the Father is what we should seek.

Love of God’s creation. 

Is the ultimate manifestation 

I speak with focus and love 

Look towards all these things I’ve said

Peace with humility is the hoping of my pining been

He holds you close

And he shall never let you go,

God has the answers, especially when his children are facing against

Prayers are the power to answer you

“Love only love wins xx”

God’s timing ❤️🙏🏽

The word is based on wants 

The word craves ‘time‘ for two people to be as one,

Yet I do feel a struggle with the essence of time

Looking for answers, yet it’s through God’s worldly rhyme.

There’s peace with heaven

And there is peace with love and hope,

The peace with timing does show light

Yet we can’t see what’s in front 

God’s love shall deal with his children’s brunt.

One day looms 

One day the seconds will soon pass,

Please Lord I can’t lose what I love

Yet in the last 12 months I have found my beautiful dove.

Sorry, but the world has been chaos 

and sorry to hear there’s no calm which has delved into each of our minds,

Be strong, humble, calm, kind from the list I continue to write 

Time can be the strength, challenging and ultimate light.

Breathing heavily

This moment has been a long time waiting 

Two souls entwined through this media world,

Both believe in God through this romantic whirl.

Taking our time 

Time to be eventually on this earth as one,

Praying to God for all to be saved

Yet we are humble and through each other we can crave.

We look at life with the same Christian view

Believing in God, is the direction we shall pursue.

No other secrets 

All has been laid on the table,

Getting off that plane, my breath is starting to desire

Yet it’s all thanks to God our paths come through the mire.

“We both prayed to God for this overdue moment”

Jason

2nd May 2021 x🙏🏽❤️

Diabetes and life 💉❤️🙏🏽

Clearly I want this condition🤪??

But this condition has kept me fit,

This does come with a wake up call,

“I dont look at the premise, where I shouldn’t eat that at all?”

Just need to be vigilant and mindful at all times,

Carb counting, testing bloods and administering  medication,

I pray to the Lord when I do my meditation.

People unaware?

People not sure what to do,

This condition can affect all parts of the body

Yet I am fitter now and don’t look at all shoddy.

I understand myself now 

More than I ever have,

Coping with this condition, which pulls out the stops

I can continue like normal, like going to the shops.

I like the lifestyle, but not what’s going on inside,

Yet with due diligence and aptitude 

There is hope for us all and eat with awareness and plenty of gratitude.

“Do I like having diabetes? .. it’s a simple “no”. Have I learnt a lot ?“hell yeah”, do I appreciate my life more??? “Of course” bless you

Feeling safe

Feeling safe…

A place we all need to belong, 

Is there an answer?

Yes, through God’s timing 

This isn’t just a poem that leads into  complex rhyming.

There is hope

If the world has hit you hard;

Then pray.. nothing more or less…

The hope stays inside of you

You will eventually go towards a rest from the dreams you look to pursue.

In a time where politics is the leading strain,

People gaining points on another, 

Especially when there is nowhere to turn

Isn’t there suppose to be hope from which you start to learn?

God is power and he is also love too

Focusing on the truth the light and way,

The blessing inside of you will lead to speak hope to positivity say.

These words are simple

Nothing at all complex,

It’s man speaking negativity towards each other 

Where there is guile, there is hope for one another xx