I will love you

I will love you… always 

I shall until I stop breathing my last breath on this earth,

God gave me to you, through the light of each of our berth.

I love you until the test of time 

My heart is to nurse and love you for you,

This doesn’t need anything, not even a clue?

I will love you until the end

The hope of holding you again brings me joy,

Just proves the devil is a liar and is unable to destroy.

The pain I endure and the uncertainty faced

Yes, that’s part of the journey, through prayer I have encased.

Jason 

1st December 2024

There is always a hill to climb

There is always an obstacle 

Always a hill to climb 

Looking to God for answers, asking: “what’s the deal that I cannot find?”

We ask ‘why’ is that person in my life?

Causing havoc, uncertainty and explaining your bad qualities in never ending strife.

You need to kick people to the curb

They have no place in your life to continually disturb.

There is a hill or even a mountain to overcome

Your mind overfilled with anger, but it’s through God where the pain shall leave and you become ‘1’.

I say goodbye to people as the tears do eventually leave

I simply pray to God first, the anger can be eroding as humbleness you shall receive.

Jason 

30th November 2024

That time of year

That time of year

When it’s a little bit cold 

Yet through that you shall become wonderfully bold. 

There is time to reflect

We all need God first, that is a certain bet.

Situations have happened 

Balancing life with God’s un forsaken love, 

Reflecting through the stars that are shining above.

Those who are inside your heart but can’t see with your eyes,

They are looking over you, through the love which reaches spiritual heights.

Jason 

30th November 2024

The love in your heart

The length of life breathes long or short

The love for each other should often retort.

We have all messed up 

Often repeated the same mistake again and again,

Looking for answers to solve issues caused

By the Grace of God we must keep on trying and bless others when we pause.

Love is the key

Love is the answer to forgive,

Love is the ultimate answer to learn to move forward and live.

Time and time again the tears will release the hurt we have all faced.

We look to a place where we pray to God and embrace.

This poem is for you as well as for me

I am keeping it real.. despite the words in front you see.

Jason

29th November 2024

The one that got away

There’s a time when you open your heart

You say stupid things which does cause harm

Once you came across as a prince through decadence of charm. 

The one that you love, as the heart hits through

Tears of release when the pain arrives,

Just remember God has your back, through that you shall survive. 

The love stays and bolted to keep you there,

As all you need to do is to remain humble, even though your hearts races tremendously which you can’t bare.

Remember love is a lift but it can also cause pain

The time you have on this planet, spend it with God, for he shall be able to sustain.

Jason

28th November 2024

Finding you

Aggression does leave 

Forgiveness can be hard to accept,

God does love you, that’s the path which is worth it.

We have all fucked up

Been on the road we cannot stand,

Hating people who do love us, especially when disowning is a contraband.

I love you

Remember God is right there,

Yes, we can walk this path alone

Yet one day God is the one who we shall see on the throne.

Find you,

Love you

Don’t be angry all the time,

Looks last for period, the you have to face destiny

You are wonderfully created through this delicate epiphany.

Jason 

28th November 2024

People see what you can’t

Are you not one for compliments?

That’s pretty much a sign of the times,

Learn to celebrate your achievements and through God’s will you shall refine.

People see a beautiful inside and out

Exuberant with love, compliments and moving forward,

It may be going to the gym, praying with all your heart

This is your journey, and this is just the start.

You are seen as great

Seen as created by the highest of high,

Yes, there shall be tears, but that’s the breaking of you to eventually find.

Don’t lose you

You are here for a reason,

Others shall come and go, but that’s is just for a season…

Jason 

27th November 2024

How I want to be remembered

Don’t worry, I am not leaving anytime soon

I just want to be remembered through my artistry of words which was my gift of gifts,

Remembered for being diabetic and slightly mad

Eccentric character who was being himself, and not going through any fad.

I want to be remembered through my poetry

A wonderful person who wasn’t scared for what he wanted to say;

The lunacy of articulation, which not to be fully understood 

Not like those rappers who starred in: ‘boys in the hood’.

I want to be remembered through my art for the love of people

Approachable who you knew where you stood

A Christian lover, a prophesier, just like Jesus could.

I prayed for my enemies 

I prayed for those who were my friends and were in need, 

And not to get brownie points, for like the feeling in how Jesus did bleed.

I want to be remembered for making others laugh

I want to be remembered to say how I truly felt,

I don’t care if others wouldn’t understand me, as my plead for others should never be shown, despite the way I knelt.

‘How I would want to be remembered’

Jason

26th November 2024

We are here to try

Despite the failures which have taken place

God has your back, that’s what you need to face.

Before you do anything, simply pray and discern

That’s the only one way to move forward and learn.

Life is complex, only because humans do that sort of thing

We need to regain control and don’t allow the Devil’s chaos to sing…

You can make the same mistake once, twice or more times 

Blinded by the truth….we can all fall for that

Please pray to the almighty, he is the only one to judge.. and that’s a fact.

Jason 

27th November 2024

Others are important

People, just like you need to be regarded 

You shall never look at others simply as discarded.

People need to be prayed for

That’s a sign of genuine and ultimate love,

Worrying is a wonderful consideration, but it’s God you need to pray to.. to avoid any form of shove.

Yes.. you are regarded 

But pray for the light to lift your soul,

Without the lift towards the heavens… where else could we go?

God is great

God is protecting,

God gives you freewill, as there is a chance to avoid when detecting.

Jason

26th November 2024

Praying for a new life

When you do not know the answer

And fractures head towards your soul,

Praying is the redeemer , especially where words in the heart can start to flow.

Love is the kindness truth

Love is the strength of strengths,

The walk of this life can face tremendous lengths.

Don’t worry for anything, prayers are the centre to bring light 

Love holds you close… and no end to enter into another fight. 

Be kind to you on your journey 

Don’t turn the conversation always onto you,

Everyone is important, from where this passage ensues.

Jason

26th November 2024

Sleep gently

Sleep gently my angel

Praying the heavens is warm and bright

No longer in pain or turmoil, God has you within insight.

Sad you left too soon

A prayer the heavens shall clutch you tight

And the hope for eternal love is forever seen through this after life.

We shall miss you, that goes without question 

Our tears flow so much, but the pain shall soon lessen.

Love you, as we are not saying goodbye 

One day we shall see you again,

And when that time arrives we shall continue where we left off… 

that’s the message the heavens shall a loft.

“Goodbye Tracey….we shall see you again through the heavens that open”

Jason

26th November 2024

New week new start

I am trying

And I’ll know we shall all pull through,

Let’s start the week on a fresh footing and overcome any obstacles which pursue.

Let’s start with a prayer

A well wishing verse,

Let’s be good to ourselves and from that be less coerce.

Be kind to your heart and gentle on the mind

What’s happened has happened, this is what you shall find.

Continue to love and be the best version of you,

And if you haven’t reach that stage in your life, then pray to God from wherever you can imbue.

Jason 

25th November 2024

2023

A year I shall never forget 

How did it actually start,

Bullied at in my job so took time out

21 years NHS service and lack of empathy at home

I really didn’t know what path God was leading me to, I never felt so alone.

Then my Dad became suddenly unwell and I didn’t want to stay with Mum,

She says I am rude and obnoxious 

I know I have a big heart but I was moving to become unconscious. 

My Dad decided to go to heaven 

I couldn’t stay at home, as I now know I wasn’t 11.

I went to people who cared for my wellbeing 

The problem I faced is that I wasn’t seeing.

I tried to take my life with a bout of insulin but that failed,

I was struggling with my feelings as all wanted to is shout loud.

The year was uncomfortable 

It was eggshell stuff I couldn’t comprehend,

Despite how hard I was trying to survive

I can only thank the Lord that I am still alive.

“My 2023… they say iron sharpens iron, but this is taking the piss” 

Jason

24th November 2024

Angry

Releasing this awkward feeling 

I hate this notion as I want to let this out

But someone riles you, which leads to an uncanny shout.

I am effing peed off

Someone trying to advise when they haven’t been in your place before,

“Now eff off” you haven’t experienced what I have faced from the moment I was saw.

I know I am not perfect 

Yet controlling people think they know best,

They can simply eff off as through my time with God I shall find my zest.

I am scared when I get into this state

I know I need to snap out of it, as I want to remove this disastrous feeling of hate.

I am saying ‘sorry’ every time someone says something to me

All I want is unbreak these fucking chains and be set free.

Jason

24th November 2024

Frustration

I have to pray

Hopeing this feeling go away,

I really want to hit and punch, 

Contributed by unnecessary words which damages my mental health hunch.

I can say I am pissed off

Life has changed drastically over the last two years.

People who I thought would be there for me have not helped me arid my fears.

Any person needs a great team behind them, especially when the chips are down.

My past is my past

Some of it good and some of it bad. 

But the most important thing is, is that I keep on trying 

Remove the negative souls when looking to avoid crying.

Jason

24th November 2024

The moments we never forget

God? Why do we have ups and downs?

Sometimes I struggle with my diabetes and people are attempting to make me drown.

Most people like a drama or gossiping trending, 

I rather they go away, as my body and heart belongs to the utmost high

As these tests have an attempt to try.

God? There are people talking on a  round table, the context is not all bad

People need to release their opinion, it’s only when childish behaviours demonstrate which leads to a strand.

Life can be a constant struggle, especially when others are not radiating in your presence, 

Pray to God first, he is the only one who isn’t hesitant.

Jason

24th November 2024

I know you needed to go….

Dad…I didn’t want to lose you

I want you back Dad… you silly sod,

I have the strength of many men

But at that time I know the damage was done… by then.

I miss you…you fuck..,

You left me as I didn’t know where to turn,

I couldn’t stay with a soul, who, I also loved but I just couldn’t connect

So I prayed to God’s calling to make this situation worth it.

Such a bizarre set of words relayed 

But I don’t know anything different… so I didn’t stay.

My tears leaving my face 

The best place they need to sit,

May the heavens open up one day, as I won’t go into a fit.

Jason

23rd November 2024

1986

The hand of God deprived England of a World Cup win, 

Which resulted with the Argentines taking away the trophy to Buenos Aries 

So this victory wasn’t one for the fairies.

Ricky Ashley sang “never give you up”

Boris Becker retained his Wimbledon singles title at 18 

And politics had its place when it came to debating.

Liverpool football club did the double for the very first time

You also got more for your money back then, regardless if it was a pound, dollar or a yen.

There were no smartphones but Computers did lift off, 

Popular music was joyous to the ears,

Eze-e, Fat Larry’s band, Tpau and Christopher Cross sung “sailing” 

There was Jaws 1,2 and 3….

There was brilliance in this none digital life 

We didn’t have internet which causes gossip and that bit of rife.

Don’t get me wrong, things do evolve 

But back then the answer to the question was calmer and much easier to solve. 

“My view on 1986”

Jason

23rd November 2024

Just being there

It’s not about living in each others pockets 

It’s about friendship, overcoming negative people who carry out the devil’s work

Gossip has no place in my life especially, that would simply make anyone go berserk.

It’s about acts of kindness, encouragement and showing great heart,

Remember the world was created for us to work together… not be divided apart.

The angst,

The speed 

God does have the FINAL say,

Be prayerful and loving

The devil is a liar, and simply needs shoving.

Angst and frustration, just a few we cause amongst ourselves,

Stay balanced and humble, God’s love is your spiritual wealth.

Jason

23rd November 2024

Sleep and wake up to your life

Today you are alive

You shall face it with a number of questions to duly overcome,

Some you shall understand; and others shall be numb.

Stop… look and reflect

Life isn’t straightforward, we all know this

The common sense approach, isn’t always staring at our face…to miss.

There is a light

There is a fight,

There is a hand to hold

There is a hug awaiting which you shouldn’t refuse… especially when you feel bold.

Wake up to a new you

But that shall take incremental steps,

The eyes slowly wake up, but life you have shall reset.

Jason

22nd November 2024

Wouldn’t it be easy… if we…

Wouldn’t it be easy if we simply loved one another

Not argue or fall out when a topic of race divides us,

I try to look at God’s love, then we can ultimately trust.

Wouldn’t it be easy we didn’t do a name and shame

Wouldn’t it be simple if we could accept, and not be lame.

Of course…, murder, rape and other misdemeanours are disgusting 

God will reign judgement on them which will release combusting.

People, black, white, orange and green

Balanced opinions and loving hearts, not the colour outside.. 

do people want us to gel… or shame and divide…

Basically be a good person, and if ostracising takes place.. call it out

Don’t make it political or mention that group are to blame… 

Remember… people have the capacity to cause harm as well as refrain.

Jason

21st November 2024

My hand and my hope

‘Oh my captain champion my captain champion’

Wasn’t that Shakespeare’s words?

Looking through the pain and the anguish

Losing everything and avoiding to be famished.

My words are tools

My heart sees the light,

My desire is not to achieve glory

That is the spiritual aspiration side from this story.

The light is there

It’s reachable and most of all achievable,

Today is your day

Then again that was called to be achieved yesterday!

Here is my hand, as my love remains

All you need to do is believe…. Once overcome…the hard thing to do is sustain.

Jason 

21st November 2024

Almost there

Running and running and then you stop

God hold onto me; is there a chance to hold off the rot!

I can see the light, I truly can

Please look to me and give me a hug 

Despite the nervous laughter, I aim not to become smug.

Running and running, tears running down my face

Is this a dream through a drunken moment which caused plenty of haste.

I reached out my hand

I am seeing the light and I can see it’s quite near

Don’t let go of this life… and don’t live in fear.

Jason

21st November 2024

Silence

Silence…is utter peace

Not an act to destroy,

Then again silence can cause offence but then again the other party can become coy.

Silence is a good friend

Being comfortable with it is a charm

For the others who wants to say something, there’s a cause to harm.

Remember.. having an opinion can cause a rift

I rather say nothing, pause with a smile and lift.

Silence is my friend

Stop see the surroundings, that won’t offend.

Or remain still, pause with a laidback think

The beauty of silence refutes you to sink.

Jason

20th November 2024

Thinking with The S.U.N.

Times before I wondered where to turn?

How did I get myself into this position, is there anything I could can learn?

My mental health was at a block

I used to be strong… you know? Just like a rock!

The S.U.N. encourages engagement, a possible way through

I take many positives from this system, which I am blessed to imbue.

I turned to the left, right, up and then down

Before the S.U.N. movement came into fruition 

I never opened up as I thought not everyone would understand my position, 

as my mental health contrasted like a juxtaposition.

I thank the team to for giving me hope

I thank the team for asking me questions, 

which helped me through getting away from mental health detention.

I feel thankful and now feel blessed 

As cliche that may sound;

This team of Angels have kept my feet well on the ground.

“My thoughts and gratitude to The S.U.N. Project’

Jason

19th November 2024

Motives from a prayer

A prayer warms love 

A prayer lifts souls,

A prayer is a motivation to encourage 

A prayer is wholesome and will nourish.

A prayer leads to a positive light 

A prayer warrants to start the day bright,

A pray stops a bitch about another person

A prayer elevates your trauma, and prevents it to worsen.

A pray is your armour to fight off the devils attack

A prayer destroys your bad feeling, as led won’t be pressed on your back.

A prayer is focus with discipline too

A prayer is a blessing we are grateful to imbue,

A prayer is love and kindness, which so far more than others think

A prayer is delight to the soul at the stage the Devil shall sink.

Jason

18th November 2024

Tiredness

Drowsy

Feeling sleepy

Don’t worry, we can all get weak before we become strong 

The Father’s place is where we all belong.

51 and counting

The past stays in that place,

Should have I done this and that?

Too late, that’s something, which can never become replaced.

You can do anything that you want too

Pray and discern and there’s your answer,

God’s love is definite and no way a chancer.

Tired but looking to get strong 

The Father’s house is where we all belong,

People will help you so far in this life

Remember, you are never alone, you shall overcome all struggles and strife.

Jason

18th November 2024

I believe in love… not categories

It don’t matter if you are black!

It don’t matter if you are white!

It don’t matter if you are gay!

All that matters is that you show an act of kindness

That’s the passage of truth we should all look towards… not blindness.

I don’t care if you are black, white or green,

I rather see you as a decent human being. These days that’s difficult to do… if you know what I mean?

Life is about being strong and polite

I don’t care for the fact you are weak or strong, life has enough issues which causes a fight…

All I care for is that you deliver an act of kindness, rather than picking on others at a point where people feel they no longer belong.

I don’t care for politics  

People don’t need to get into forced leftist debate,

I prefer to write poetry to express a soulful word

Where I won’t mince my words… and where I am humbled and no longer disturbed

Jason

17th November 2024

My friend

We have already discussed this

Which we said  I won’t write a poem about you,

Well my dear friend Brian, this is a friendship I am so grateful for, despite how these words may become anew.

You are my kind friend, one who listens and where we can exchange thoughts

This friendship was purely based on fate and never at all bought.

I am honoured to receive your advise

I am grateful that you are there,

I cherish the great and special times that we share.

You are my friend Brian,

You reply this: ‘I am simply me and no one else’ 

Yes that is honesty I expect from all of my friends

Yet I am always grateful to you, and thank you for being in my defence.

You are kind, firm and direct

And we all know people should do exactly the same,

The simple fact is that your example gives me and other people hope… 

so we don’t become fickle or feel alone.

“Brian my beautiful friend xxx”

Jason 

16th November 2024

You are a blessing (Nikki & Matthew poem)

You two are a blessing

God spoke to me to write these following words,

You are so powerful in your humour and love 

Through me, there isn’t anything I want to change or even shove.

You make fun of me, which I thoroughly enjoy

Calling me: “how are you my Chicken biriyani’ or ‘Chicken masala kebab’

You always make sure I have a bed to lay on.. even at times of my rehab.

You provide me a meal when am feeling down

You say the right things, even though at times I want to drown.

There are plenty of other positive words I have forgotten to say

Yet through this life that we all lead my gratitude shall forever remain.

Anyway, this isn’t about me… this moment is about you, you and you

Remember prayers are said to you daily, this purely is about the respect and humbleness these words imbues.

“Prayer and poem for Matthew and Nikki”

Jason

16th November 2024

Making fun…

Do we care?

Do we? 

Take the piss out of me, but you must accept it right back

The brain and mouth synchronise with a response…so don’t slack!

I love making fun out of people

Embrace… so what if you are different and stop being fickle,

Still can’t accept the way you are?… that would give me a tickle.

People are so serious right now 

They are so covert, and hide behind their words

Then you come up with a response… now this causes us to feel disturbed.

We are too politically serious these days 

I rather make fun, out of you …and especially I 

A sense of humour is important

but it’s covert behaviour from those who don’t get it… so what do you want me to do? Cry?

Jason

16th November 2024

It’s okay….

It’s okay to be kind to people

Not these harden souls who may look at you as feeble.

It’s okay to say you are not right

And that you need support to overcome an addictive fight.

It’s okay to say I need help

No disgrace calling away along with a yelp.

It’s okay to say you have messed up and got into unruly habits,

Hold my hand my friend your tears soon shall wash away

There is peace in silence, there you shall simply lay.

Jason

16th November 2024

You…at your

You at your strongest

You at your weakest 

You are your smartest 

You at your bleakness.

The fact we all have many emotions 

And we must get on with what life has in store,

What should we do more of? Pray to God that little bit more.

You at your kindness

You at your rudeness

You at your making most fun

You feeling helpless and that little bit glum.

The point is to love and keep going

Remember those who have been there during your dire need,

Remember, we are human after all and we all need to feed.

Jason

16th November 2024

Fighting a cold

Fighting a cold

The devil has never had a hold,

You take something for it and pray

Lay your head restfully on the comfy hay.

Tired and wiped out

A few tablets but you are then again stout,

Working it through, so don’t give in

Pray to God for a recovery, and all the nutrients rids the sin.

I feel awful 

Yet the light is around the corner,

Stay positive, Father..show us the light

Prayers are powerful as life is within sight.

Love and prosper 

Fight and fight some more,

Through the father in heaven, he has got you… he created you as he is the one he adore.

Jason 

15th November 2024

A Day in prayer

Try it, praying

It’s uplifting and spiritual 

It’s joyous and never at all detrimental.

Praying is a light

Praying defeats the Devil’s lucid fight,

Praying can be flowing

Praying doesn’t always need to be showing.

Praying is free will

Yet I argue, praying is the deal.

Look up, down and side to side

Praying is the surrounding from which we all should confide.

Praying is a gift

Praying is a lift,

Tomorrow you should also pray

Just like today, which is forever and a day.

Jason

14th November 2024

Pray for negativity to leave

If you say you are a realist 

And speak of topics that cause harm,

Avoid that conversation, and that person, you do not need to avoid anything that causes a negative swarm.

Prayers overcome worry

So do not become sorry, 

Live life to its full,

I suppose most of us are working on that, so now failure when you fall. 

Stay still and remain at peace

Moving all the time can rattle the mind,

Be kind to you first, there is plenty of good to find.

If you say “that’s the problem” then find an answer 

If you don’t know the solution then why talk about something that breaks 

God comes first… and he never ever forsakes.

Jason

13th November 2024

Angel looking over

It’s not goodbye, as I am still here

The angels are protecting me now, so please do not fear.

I am not here but the heavens do call,

Sorry if I have left too soon, but glory to the kingdom that shan’t ever fall.

I did try, and this isn’t a goodbye…

I know you can’t see me right now so please do not cry. 

Remember I love you, I always will

My heart may have stopped beating, but in you I am alive…..still.

“Tracey…. Blessings”

Jason

12th November 2024

Pray for you to have a good day

I am praying for you

Despite my mental health,

You are just as important despite the demands of through anyone’s stealth.

I pray for you to enlighten

Please do not be frightened,

Yes, the battle is almost over

Through the son of God there shall be definitely closure.

Love is love 

Hope is also part of that,

Pray to the Father, he shall see where you are at.

Live for today 

Pray for todays blessings,

Move when it’s prayerfully right

There is a warm heart inside of each of us that shows us the light.

Jason

12th November 2024

 

When you are bored

When bored

There is plenty to do,

Go for a walk or even a run

Bring out a book, or take out a paper, pen or pencil;

These are just a few things to occupy the mind

Be open to new challenges, in your heart you shall be truthful to find.

Even if you start to over think?

You begin to ask many unnecessary questions, 

So take out that pen or paper, or even book

These are the sort of things to occupy you, and to not over look. 

Be kind to yourself and to those who are kind to you

If they say they are alright and don’t need any help,

Don’t dwell, focus on you, you shan’t need to yelp.

Ultimately be kind to you

God always says to can always speak to him, 

This shall bring the mind to a spiritual place 

No yelling required, just the spirit of the Father to embrace.

Jason

11th November 2024

Life can be unfair

We ask questions “why can sometimes be unfair”

Looking for answers from the moments we genuinely do care.

People leaving us too soon

People trying to take their lives, yet God has made them return

The world is full of questions which only the Father can only make you learn.

People from small families

Thinking who people with big families have that more,

I simply think surround yourself with positive people

The negative remarks aren’t realistic, they rile the debate and cause you to feel feeble.

Pray for families, or people on their own

A person from a big family is not more fortunate than someone on their own,

Because ultimate reflection is a singular moment and not a blood line which brings you joy

Focus on God first, as it’s the devil he has already destroyed.

Jason 

10th November 2024

Sunday

The day we need to worship

Pray, and pray that little bit more, 

The more we adore the hope where this life leads

There are always consequences, and often there are times you do bleed.

We sing in worship knowing we are broken

I raise my arms up to sing the joy of a new dawn,

Through the moment over 2000 years ago a saviour was genuinely born.

This isn’t fictitious or made up

This is the ultimate truth, 

The time the prodigal son returns, all shall be revealed as nothing else shall become loose. 

Thank you for you

Don’t speak negative, brush that feeling away

Politics has no place to control you, through the perennial heart of God you shall be able to stay.

Jason

10th November 2024

 

Whatever works

Some people need to speak

For the reason they have no one to talk to, so need that conversation more

I pray for peace and quiet as volume is something I no longer adore.

I need peace

Some need to speak and release,

Some are more clinical and know what to act from their mind,

Discerning and able to achieve what they find.

Some need love

Some need distance,

Some want someone to cuddle up too

The natural feels we at some point knew.

Some people I love 

Some people I am not keen on, but I do pray for them

The release of hope is God’s ten out of ten.

Jason

9th November 2024

I have never left

I love you 

Yes you

I can’t leave you, nor I would 

Have I hugged you?… yes I want to….and should. 

Is it about you?

Yes, the hope God’s son returns

As long we stay humbled, we can also become stern.

I love you my friend 

I love you until either of us dies,

My heart is already in heaven and returning to the friends and family who no longer feel demised.

Stay with the faith

And refuse the anger which the devil wants,

The devil has no place… and has no right to taunt.

Jason

9th November 2024

Stay strong

It’s hard sometimes, simply pray to remain strong

You think it would be that simple, but really you wondered how did it ever go wrong?

You simply pray, God shall do the rest..

There is no need to argue with him, just love him, and through him you shall feel the truthfulness of his zest.

Stay strong

And hold my hand

There is always a hug too, to keep you near,

Don’t be angst anymore, God shall never make you fear.

And if you do feel the fear, it’s not God’s doing

Simply have that conversation with him, only the bad stuff going on is what he shall look to ruin.

Hold a dear one close, if you don’t have that speak to God

The pain shall eventually leave

Hold your prayers closer, there is nothing else to receive.

Jason

8th November 2024

Angel taken

Blessed by those who witnessed this Angel’s presence,

Yet they have been taken too soon,

We pray for this Angel, who shall be sorely missed

Heading to a new home where this angel shall receive a blesseth kiss.

Loving and protective to other children who she surround 

Her life taken too soon, but honoured to have met this wonderful soul who inside is still found.

Blessed and loved 

Adored and hardworking,

Humbled and cherished

For all those who loved this Angel shall understandably will come to be missed.

So pray to the Angels to love this beautiful soul for eternal life

No more hurt or pain… simply a place of gentle rest,

We can agree this light of a new life waiting to bring peace

The angels shall protect you all as love inside shall never…ever cease.

“”God protect this Angel…. Tracy….. xxxx”

Jason behalf of Nikki Southgate 

Trying to focus

Prayers are said through discipline 

It’s a free flowing and a reward

You are praying for you and others, and never untoward.

Prayers are the light 

Prayers are the strength to retain. 

Staying with God daily shall refute you to ever wane.

You are then light to lift others souls

Don’t be a drain, move forward and say “I have arrived”

The Lord and our saviour releases gift for you, as you have done more than ‘simply survive’. 

So as I conclude this message, I want to wish you well

The hope of the Lord inside us, where the spirit inside us can never at all fell.

“God bless”

Jason 

7th November 2024

There’s always a hug

Don’t beat yourself up

Instead destroy it at the gym,

Remember, we all love you… this is from the heart and just not a hymn.

You have people that care for you… and always shall,

Love is there.. as the life you attempted to rid

I just want to say you are a brilliant person.. ain’t that right…. Kid?

We have all messed up

We have all done things we shouldn’t have done,

I too have tried to end it all… 

Knowing that God has better things for us, so we won’t ever again stall. 

Please don’t hurt you again

Don’t my beautiful friend, 

You have so much to live for, as we all do 

hugs shall always be the way forward to imbue

May comfort be in your dreams and ensue.

“Imogen.. take care my friend….xx”

Jason

6th November 2024

There is always light

We are often seeing our wrong ways

Now it’s time to compliment yourself and remind yourself: “that I am good”

It’s a reflection of positivity in the way we should all speak, and should.

Do not feel down trodden 

The light is there to fight on,

I love you my friend, despite the breakdown a

 and asking what did go wrong?

You haven’t failed, you have just tried again

People will remind you, but what does that do to the spirit?

Encourage it? Or knock it down?

God has your back, pray….from there you shan’t at all drown. 

I love you my friend

So not ever leave this earth until God’s says,

He has your path waiting and planned 

This is the most humble message anyone can land.

Jason 

6th November 2024

An apology

I say that I am sorry

I mean that from the bottom of my heart,

I hope you can see that in my heart I mean it, as it was inexcusable in what I said

I pondered it over and over again…in my head.

I wish you happiness 

And I do which you many moments of joy,

Like I said, what I said was not at all nice 

But believe me, I am trying to make peace

Love is always there, as these words I do need to release.

We all make mistakes 

As I hope and pray you forgive me for my words and actions,

You will always be someone I love and care for 

I can’t take away, as in my heart you are the one I do adore.

All I can do is pray for your forgiveness 

I have made the first step and continue to do a second and a third 

One thing for certain I am grateful for, is that you have read these solace  blessed filled words.

“Love Louise”

Jason

5th November 2024

1982

Italy won the World Cup in Spain

They drew the first three games, then beat Argentina, Brazil, Poland and Germany to achieve imaginable to reign.

Alex Higgins won the world snooker title

He came back from the cusp of defeat to beat ‘Whirlwind White’ in the semi and overcame Reardon to reign supreme

This was a platform of his heroics, were like a poetic dream.

There was the Sinclair c5, the electronic bike to take on a new path

And now the generation of excellence was taking a new dimension, a moment to trance.

Connors beat McEnroe to capture the all England Mens tennis single title,

He won it in five gruelling sets to silence the nay sayers who said he was on his way out

His vigour and determination on the tennis court was followed on from his familiar buoyant chanting shout.

The year was uplifting with many great tracks to embellish popular cultural trend 

As people wore flares, as chatting was the tapestry we all requainted to enthrall our blend.

Jason 

5th November 2024

Dad’s Day

It’s that time again, Dad would have been 82

He wouldn’t made a fuss, as he just wanted to chill

His presence was wonderful, that was my internal thrill. 

He was a diamond

He said it as it is, 

If he didn’t like you would know

He was one of a kind who didn’t do anything slow. 

He was my friend, and the man in-charge,

He wanted a quiet life, but with these erratic Cypriots around he would have my back,

This breed is an acquired taste 

I say that without any haste 

Born in Cyprus and arrived to Hoxton, he said it without sugar coating any words,

He wasn’t into long diction just simply a matter of fact

Happy birthday Dad when that day arrives 

He is still a ‘is’ and for those who knew him, that’s no surprise. 

“Happy birthday Dad… on the 13th November”

Jason

4th November 2024

Praying for a good week

Lord I pray for light

Lord I pray that I am able to turn the other cheeks through fights.

I pray for my brother and my sister 

Allowing us to walk this godly path that avoids a blister.

Lord I love this life that I currently struggle

Openings awaiting through the challenges which are squash in a muddle.

Lord I pray the days are bright and hopeful

Even if they are dark they are not woeful.

Today I pray for strength 

And keep negativity further at arm’s length,

I pray for those I am not fond of to be okay

And through a powerful prayer their light is able to stay.

Jason

4th November 2024

Demons can’t stay long

Rebuke them

Pray for them to leave,

The sins of a demon is no more than anyone needs.

Yes, the seven sins exist

You shall rebuke them through tongues, that’s my timely bliss. 

We will face the demons daily

They want us to go back to them, 

No chance, that would happen we are in God’s team 

I command the demons to leave from my brothers and sisters dream.

Say your peace and command the demons to leave 

You can’t compare that attribute with goodness or glory,

God has the final stay, through this story.

Jason

3rd November 2024

Encourager

We are here to encourage

A form of elevation and to nourish.

We look to God to pick each other up

Surrender to the Father, the one who has truly your best interests to heart

The beginning was created by the creator

And his son later rescued us all as a saviour.

Lift the name of God

The angels are looking at you to fill your hearts with love and joy

Blessings are gifts through hope, where we can all rejoice.

Encourage one another through the greatest news anyone can receive 

Warmth through Christ shall rebuke the devil and avoid you to seethe.

Stay humble

Stay through the light,

Stay with the hope, where there is the Father there is also clarity of sight.

Jason 

3rd November 2024

The weather won’t change…

Hey, there’s a lot to do out there

Pray to God, he has plenty for you to hold out there. 

Pray on this gloomy day

The spirit of God shall always stay,

No arguing about he or she, 

There are moments where we are simply meant to stay still…. And be.

There’s that familiar saying : “ it’s not about ‘I’ it’s about we’,

I don’t look for compliments as the glory goes to God,

If you can’t understand that, then there is sight through prayer

The Lord seeks you, but there’s free will that you have the option to bare. 

The day is sad but the heart can still make you smile

No amount of money can make you happy, sometimes it can causes many families to rile. 

Jason

2nd November 2024

Today I was saved…

Back in 2015 I hated this place called earth

Hating it for its tyranny, and not its humble worth.

Then Jesus arrived 

He said to me “hey I am stilling waiting here”

So now I now look to him when happy or sad.. 

as I know now this isn’t just a fad.

The tears poured out, I didn’t care what others have now said

I rather speak to the Father, rather listening to the ridiculed news which I’ve just read.

I am here to speak to you as good news of God is here

Listen to the passages and pray, there is something resonate to be made aware.

I was gushing from my eyes, the tears were a breaking point of view

I am not here to be po face, or to be a person alone

I cannot thank God enough, as he breaded this ‘once heart’ of stone.

Jason

2nd November 2024

This is a prayer for you

This is a prayer for you

Sit and remain calm,

Avoid politics and negative news 

Stay with the father, he is wise and shall also amuse. 

You reach out and rebuke the devil

He ia trying it on all the time, 

Prayer isn’t for Christmas at the time the saviour arrived 

You are a child of the almighty, so remember, you are still alive…

It’s hard to be at peace

Especially when the world is in chaos, 

But there’s good news coming, the prodigal son shall return

A new life is yours to take, it’s that time for you to go and break…

These are words of prayer 

Let go of the past, yet start guarded and resourceful with prayer,

Don’t listen to people who say “that’s the problem” they do not know what they are saying 

Remember, there is a father in heaven who shall keep to his word; you’ll just need to be obeying.

Jason

1st November 2024