Even if a purpose arises to make me explode
Dislike the feeling
And disliking the concept to unload.
I want to remain calm
And I pray to banish this test
I want to stay humble
Rather fall over, leading to a stumble.
I now captured inner peace
And a place to find in my heart and home,
I need to stop and look back
And continue to hurt my moan.
I love those I shout at
And yes, I do not like this energy of burst
I rather look at the good in people
Rather than increasing my volume with a curse.
"Ps - by the way I am fine and being hard on myself.... x"