Then the mood relaxes,
Yes, I may have been going to the gym
But in the long run I am walking into cardinal sin.
Back in 2020, I was living my best covid life
Working from home and a run in the morning to get the good juices out,
I started to bring back some beer as I thought a treat was due, or there abouts.
Then there was the pain of losing others, which took its toil,
And there were people who didn’t want to help…but never said,
A controlling maternal figure whom I refused to have embed.
The drink increased
The gym was still there to attack,
I did pray to God first, but the drink inside I didn’t ever want to slack.
Now here in 2024 I wondered what hell went wrong?
Losing my Dad and distancing myself… again
I rather fight this with God… my ultimate friend.
Jason
10th September 2024
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