My hand and my hope

‘Oh my captain champion my captain champion’

Wasn’t that Shakespeare’s words?

Looking through the pain and the anguish

Losing everything and avoiding to be famished.

My words are tools

My heart sees the light,

My desire is not to achieve glory

That is the spiritual aspiration side from this story.

The light is there

It’s reachable and most of all achievable,

Today is your day

Then again that was called to be achieved yesterday!

Here is my hand, as my love remains

All you need to do is believe…. Once overcome…the hard thing to do is sustain.

Jason 

21st November 2024

Almost there

Running and running and then you stop

God hold onto me; is there a chance to hold off the rot!

I can see the light, I truly can

Please look to me and give me a hug 

Despite the nervous laughter, I aim not to become smug.

Running and running, tears running down my face

Is this a dream through a drunken moment which caused plenty of haste.

I reached out my hand

I am seeing the light and I can see it’s quite near

Don’t let go of this life… and don’t live in fear.

Jason

21st November 2024

Silence

Silence…is utter peace

Not an act to destroy,

Then again silence can cause offence but then again the other party can become coy.

Silence is a good friend

Being comfortable with it is a charm

For the others who wants to say something, there’s a cause to harm.

Remember.. having an opinion can cause a rift

I rather say nothing, pause with a smile and lift.

Silence is my friend

Stop see the surroundings, that won’t offend.

Or remain still, pause with a laidback think

The beauty of silence refutes you to sink.

Jason

20th November 2024

Thinking with The S.U.N.

Times before I wondered where to turn?

How did I get myself into this position, is there anything I could can learn?

My mental health was at a block

I used to be strong… you know? Just like a rock!

The S.U.N. encourages engagement, a possible way through

I take many positives from this system, which I am blessed to imbue.

I turned to the left, right, up and then down

Before the S.U.N. movement came into fruition 

I never opened up as I thought not everyone would understand my position, 

as my mental health contrasted like a juxtaposition.

I thank the team to for giving me hope

I thank the team for asking me questions, 

which helped me through getting away from mental health detention.

I feel thankful and now feel blessed 

As cliche that may sound;

This team of Angels have kept my feet well on the ground.

“My thoughts and gratitude to The S.U.N. Project’

Jason

19th November 2024

Motives from a prayer

A prayer warms love 

A prayer lifts souls,

A prayer is a motivation to encourage 

A prayer is wholesome and will nourish.

A prayer leads to a positive light 

A prayer warrants to start the day bright,

A pray stops a bitch about another person

A prayer elevates your trauma, and prevents it to worsen.

A pray is your armour to fight off the devils attack

A prayer destroys your bad feeling, as led won’t be pressed on your back.

A prayer is focus with discipline too

A prayer is a blessing we are grateful to imbue,

A prayer is love and kindness, which so far more than others think

A prayer is delight to the soul at the stage the Devil shall sink.

Jason

18th November 2024

Tiredness

Drowsy

Feeling sleepy

Don’t worry, we can all get weak before we become strong 

The Father’s place is where we all belong.

51 and counting

The past stays in that place,

Should have I done this and that?

Too late, that’s something, which can never become replaced.

You can do anything that you want too

Pray and discern and there’s your answer,

God’s love is definite and no way a chancer.

Tired but looking to get strong 

The Father’s house is where we all belong,

People will help you so far in this life

Remember, you are never alone, you shall overcome all struggles and strife.

Jason

18th November 2024

I believe in love… not categories

It don’t matter if you are black!

It don’t matter if you are white!

It don’t matter if you are gay!

All that matters is that you show an act of kindness

That’s the passage of truth we should all look towards… not blindness.

I don’t care if you are black, white or green,

I rather see you as a decent human being. These days that’s difficult to do… if you know what I mean?

Life is about being strong and polite

I don’t care for the fact you are weak or strong, life has enough issues which causes a fight…

All I care for is that you deliver an act of kindness, rather than picking on others at a point where people feel they no longer belong.

I don’t care for politics  

People don’t need to get into forced leftist debate,

I prefer to write poetry to express a soulful word

Where I won’t mince my words… and where I am humbled and no longer disturbed

Jason

17th November 2024